You Can Always Write Letters to Express Concern

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this was when it was MOST DARKNESS (check out the song) & it contained #suicide? No way. How is this possible? Admitting that I couldn't read, that an app helped & it has put away video already so I know longer have to do any of that because I just have to be ____ to someone.

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This connects to THIS : https://youtu.be/_6klm3lHBHU & you can find the whole channel there. 

QUESTION : how do you share the entire album or channel? This is on a website, not an smartphone & does that even matter?

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This is #CHICAGO & why I tell this #STORY here.

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How many WHAT needed? I asked the question so let’s FIND THE ANSWER & have fun with it :)

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Tumblr is definitely the best place to remove #Media but had to remember 10 so got 2, so will study. Nerve pain in face & arms. Totally new feeling & nauseous.

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How many needed was to REMIND SELF to get LETTERS because of all the letters written. Do not have a desire to confront these people except when ready TO RECORD. This is #nonconsensual #film & putting stuff away because of #tbi #concussion #ETC: did photos privately but I made the space #PUBLIC just like I’ll be sharing #abuseofpower.

To tell me TO WRITE knowing #neurologist in 2015 KNEW “cognitive” issue #executiveFunction is how I said I know it’s “different.” Never had a #LEARNINGDISABILITY so there’s the #stigma because reliving school so thx #healthcare

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Qs : how many triggers? how many places to write in, in order to remove? How was the debilitating symptoms of PTSD removed?

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70+ but not 100. I started with 100 just in case, preparing for what I could handle in terms of numbers. Higher quantities start to fade.

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With daily, hourly, minute-by-minute, moment-by-moment prolonged exposure which wasn’t hard since I took his cat after he abused him repeatedly in front of me, sabotaged the strategies in place to assist the hissing, pissing, hiding & puking. Then using many sites---43 in all--to literally scatter the triggers as they “pop” up, the difficulty in realizing the night/day/work/home carousal is similar to the abuse of one of my students who was exposed to violent video games, this being the place where bhbmm shared “cultural” interest in Asian trends found in video games. Anyway, the objective is to keep his voice away from my cat since that’s his trigger.

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Getting rid of pictures & the image that is shown twice--let’s just say, it replays every day for __ years because when you make a decision to search for the incident reports or any RECORD at all & find none--the system is called VERIFY, it connects to audio triggers of an assistant principal or LIES. 

How many places do I have to go to get my STUDENTS A CLASSROOM, seriously. 

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We start with healthcare. This is Where I can talk to the phone and it will type what I say. I don’t have to repeat or edits because it’s clearly a first draft or step one. Get it out! If Northwest Memorial Hospital doesn’t do his job which is to write me a letter for the appeal process of ask me to come visit them without insurance which is why I’m saying safety is always been the number one thing. I’m also tracing back when I start losing weight and was tell him the doctors I would not be taking medication since I never took medication I smoke pot. I can find that date since involve the car ride from Michigan to Chicago. Who supply the park? Who’s supply the pot 🙄 <— that means stop & start writing. Of can reread (check head pain then do so) if not, then whatever. Also, back totally relaxes from Dr. Mei #CHICAGO from #CHINA :open borders! Thank you 🇨🇳 #CHINATOWN in every city is welcoming & patriotic & 😋 🍲

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THEY SAID I COULD WRITE LETTERS

“I’m not sure what the issue is. I was told in the meeting that I had no option but to share my displeasure with the lack of discussion on safety, the only thing I give a hoot about, by writing letters so here they are. There’s one for that lawyer who really can't seem to handle snow well. Who says they can’t go to work because they can’t get out of the snow? Hello! Taxis. He understand how “kids could be scary” & this one is for the ridiculous statement that anxiety is part of ptsd. The way he says it, “not many people know this” since it’s wrong. That’s not a fact & he’s the one deciding, yet has no authority. Why couldn’t they give me the paperwork about the lien on my house or the fact $70,000 went missing due to taxes & I get some payroll, tax form with repeating amount of $115 for what exactly. You’re telling me there’s a new due process case every day & you can’t answer these simple questions? Simple since this is your business. Your work, right?”

So you’re saying there’s no place for letters. There’s no way to get a stamp to say delivered & a request for a response, is there? So what is the point of saying, “you can write letters?”

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DEPAUL UNIVERSITY : edit draft one SEPT 4, 2019. 8:12 PM begin.

As soon as thought appears write in NOTES. LABEL & use paragraphs. Aim for 2, but write exactly as you “talk to them” & stay on point. No swearing at teachers. They don’t like that very much.

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DAY ONE

Hello & welcome! If you’re a survivor or victim of violence please grab a green name tag. If you’re a loved one of a survivor or victim, please grab a red name tag & if you don’t want to identify yourself go with gray. Feel free to make up a fake name if you prefer but please know I will remember you with that name for the rest of our course so choose carefully. The moniker you created is strictly for grades so this class is 100% anonymous. In 16 weeks you should be able to identify fantasy & reality a whole lot better, and the best part is you’ve already agreed to be part of a research case study by your participation so again, choose you name wisely.

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To lose numbers is nuts, but write out what you can, orange the color of accountability & transparency & if this is the process than fine. This is where it all goes, since there is NO WAY after head injury I’m going to PLAY THEIR GAME OF SHAME. How many avenues do you really need to go thru to return back to the same : GREED! That’s it, let’s press in & get it down.

No more mantras, just write the ______ & get it ptsDONE