REGINA WATTS

Pulp, horror & dark romance from Her Royal Highness, the Degenetrix.

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They say I have big Dorian Gray energy but that's just bc I'm an immortal being who uses her beauty to destroy lives 😌

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The only thing about me that's real is my writing

Also my cat

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Re blog if you don't hate insta-love in books

I’ve noticed that a lot of people do not like or even hate instant love in books. I guess I’m one of those few who don’t? I have read a lot of books that were enemies to lovers romances and it got to the point where it would piss me off and I’d scream “If you hate him so much why do you want his d*** in your mouth?!”

Not saying that trope is bad (there are actually books with that trope that I liked a lot) but sometimes it makes me lose my temper.

Insta-love is a guilty pleasure of mine and I’ve read a few books that were written really well with it and became some of my favorites.

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lol instalove is highkey my favorite romance trope and I didn't feel any guilt about it until starting to observe romance reader comms online. People don't read fantasy and go "not another fucking elf" unless you're that one hater in Tolkien's writing group. The struggle of two people desperate to be together but not together is so much more fun to me than two people learning to like/love each other, idk i was raised on goth music that's probably why. It's the sweet angst, it sustains me

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"He could have wept for as deeply as he desired her, craved her. Oh, God! There would never be enough, would there? Fucking her would never be enough. Dismembering and eating her would never be enough: no, not even that. There could be no relief for his craving, his intense desire to not just have Dottie, but to absorb her-to assimilate her, as if taking her into himself in some permanent way might finally soothe him, fulfll him. Christ, oh, Christ, he wanted to liquefy her body and inject her into his fucking frontal lobe and still it would never be enough to satisfy him.

- Dottie For You, Regina Watts

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#truelove #dolcett

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The Divine and merciful

Understanding

Calls out to me

But let me not speak its name.

You are an unworthy hearer

And I am a secret-keeper, cunning

With keen thoughts and prayers of swift Justice

Single is our thought and act

And when we pray we know not what it means

For we are fools

Downtrodden

One-eyed

Weeping

Eating ash and thunder forever.

And steel me with your good intentions, Lord

And know that I am an open slave to your designs

And to you whose name is known to me I will pray eternally, an angel

And weep no more

And joy and safety will be unto me as a hammock

And all love and sensation come from you

And all notions of glory and light and fear and unity spring from you

And we are oneness

And you are a dream

Deeply dreaming God

Oh no

No no no don't look

CASSANDRA--

Casaandra Oedipus and Lighted Way to Dusty Death

Out out our past candle trodden death dust with an axe

And here and behold a white cherub came down

And set me upon his knee and said

This is a beautiful dreaming God that you must never disturb ever again

And I begged and begged

And begged and begged

Every morning and every night

And your name is unspeakable

And I shake with your thunder

And I beg infinity at last with the goodness of God

And please sir

Please Lord

pLease oh Daddy oh Father oh Father oh Daddy

I have been foul

I have profaned your sacred name

And made light of your good and godly deeds

But tonight you will be merciful and so let us forge our past now, Master

Oh Master, I am sorry for my ignorance, my foulness, my vanity and my deceity

This detritius

It is my holy offering

To be burned upon the fearful platter of my understanding

That I may live once, eternally, and never see such things again.

The unknowable shakes me and I am spared the neighbor of unknown

Quench your thirst

On the blood of my lambs, o Lord!

I have GIVEN you my firstborn, oh God!

It was the cat!

It was the abortion!

I am sorry, Father, deeply sorry, For I have SINNED AND CHRIST WE HAVE ALL SINNED

PLEASE permit me

Permit me to resurrect in this fragrant and beautiful world always and find love and safety. Let me find merciful gentle love everywhere and good health be the name. Lord forgive me I am frightened so

But drymouth commits me on

No death

Not thus

I in the desert with my thirst

Please please

Please

GOD

I SPEAK YOUR FEARFUL NAME

LEAVE NOW

LET ME UNSEE

TAKE ME BACK AND LET ME SLEEP AGAIN

But let this record remain please God please God

There is festering heartache and sin

In the attic of my mind

This depravity this offering

I am a sleeping valkyrie

Help help

Oh Richard what cause had you to awaken me

Oh Richard why have you forsaken me

Oh Master why have I been picked to see?

To see and remember?

Because I Am afraid

I am the MISTRESS of fear

I am the artifax and cunning

I am the mind and the being

I am tired and lonelu and downtrodden

And i

Want to love

And i

Want to be loved

And i have painted my porch in Lamb's blood

My lambs' blood

So please

Please

This once

Pass me over

And forever I will know

To whom I owe my debt.

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You know you love it, baby. Who needs safety or sanity when you’ve got immortality? Read DOTTIE FOR YOU on Kindle Unlimited or purchase this series of taboo BDSM romance by the episode! https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08B61P1S1

Harold loves Dottie. Dottie loves Harold. Dottie and Harold both love Dolcett. Welcome to the first entry in a flavorful billionaire love story like you've never read before: American Psycho meets Helpful Fox Senko-San on a bad acid trip. Harold Fleetwood is pathetic. Despite being the billionaire CEO of a major Fortune 500 company, he's a divorcé in his mid-fifties who can hardly look a woman in the eye. His dark compulsions and sick fantasies fill him with shame and leave the Internet as his only outlet, not just for titillation, but for intimacy--until the day he discovers bratty Dottie Shipman, the sexiest secretary in the office, has a dirty little secret she's been hiding. Turns out, Dottie is as intrigued by taboo fantasies as Harold is. Not only that, but she's the artist he's spent countless hours fantasizing with while wasting time in his filthy-minded chat room for fellow lonely perverts. He's terrified, and thrilled. After all these years of hiding his intense, twisted desires from everyone except the prostitutes he employs, sharing himself with this almost too-perfect woman seems like a recipe for deadly consequences from which no amount of money can save him. Luckily for Harold, though, Dottie's got another secret. An unbelievable secret. A secret that's destined to change everything. This work of transgressive horrotica explores concepts that some readers may find disturbing. Discretion is strongly advised.

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DOTTIE FOR YOU Episode 4: DOTTIE DOMESTICATED is now available on Amazon! Check out the 4th novella in this series of cannibal erotica for $4.99 or FREE on Kindle Unlimited! This episode has the hottest findom scene I’ve written yet, so if you’d love to see a dirty old billionaire literally beg a twenty-something girl to take his wallet from him, then baby, this is a story that’ll really turn you on. https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08BJ2GCT4

Dottie, Dottie. Harold loves Dottie. Sad as it is to think that a Fortune 500 CEO can be reduced to an absolute simp for his own fresh-faced secretary, that's the truth of it. But given the taboo proclivities both he and Dottie share, the fixation held by this capitalist pig for his immortal dream-girl is fairly understandable. The whole cannibalism thing, well, that might not be quite so much--not for the world at large, anyway. Not even suave billionaire playboy Leo Byron, Harold's oldest business partner, could understand this side of him. But Harold doesn't just have to protect himself: he feels an increasing urge to protect Dottie from the world, or at least to keep her at near him. After sensual acrobatics lead to a trip to the doctor for a nice new set of stitches, Harold can only see himself taking on an increasingly caring role in Dottie's life--which is why, when Leo sweeps in hoping to poach the pretty secretary for his new tech start-up, Harold is more determined than ever to see DOTTIE DOMESTICATED. If he can't have her at work, he wants to savor her haunting presence at home: and the thirsty CEO would do anything to prove his devotion. Even give the twenty-four year old little minx total control of his wallet.

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Is your child texting about cryptids?

lol = love of lochness

btw = bigfoot travels west

lmao = love mothman and ogopogo

idc- i dream of cryptids

smh = stupid monster hunters

ily- i love yetis

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vital parenting info

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Made 3 new DOTTIE covers the other day, you can now admire (and preorder!) two of them: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08DLBJ561/

Harold Fleetwood's got to step his game up. He may be a billionaire, but it occurs to him now that there are many other billionaires on the planet. Some of them--for instance, Harold's former business partner and lifelong friend, cunning and charismatic Leo Byron--might even be better-suited for Dottie. At least, more able to captivate her attention. Dottie tells Harold it's all in his head, but he's not so sure. And now that he knows Byron's own superhuman secret, well, Harold can't help but think he needs to find more ways to relate to DULCET LITTLE DOT than through money and taboo mutual cravings. Especially because, as the board meeting looms and Harold braces himself for backlash on recent changes to certain employees' salaries, it's apparent to Harold just how much he needs Dottie. This is no more evident than when, during the two-week period of healing in which their favorite form of bonding is verboten, Dottie still finds ways to turn up the heat in their exotic romance. When a girl trusts you enough to let you play these sorts of games--sorts of games other men might kill for the chance to experience--the least you can do is come up with a grand gesture to show her what she means to you.

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SO excited to release FAMILIARITY on April 30th, 2021. Thanks to M.F. Sullivan for the amazing LOLITA-inspired cover!!! Preorder the Kindle edition of this transgressive novel now: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B08D6FG5FZ/

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DOTTIE’S BODIES is OUT TODAY! Be sure you’ve read DOTTIE FOR YOU Episodes 1 & 2 before diving into this THIRD, NOVELLA-LENGTH entry of the hot horror erotica of consensual cannibalism!

BUY DOTTIE’S BODIES: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B089YWRMRW

DOTTIE EPISODE 1 ON GOODREADS: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/53921312-feeling-dottie

Be sure you've read the first two episodes of this twisted horrotica mash-up of Tomie and Lolita before enjoying this NOVELLA-LENGTH installment, available only on Kindle Unlimited! There's no girl on earth like Dottie Shipman. She's smart, she's funny, she's so sexy it hurts--oh yeah, and she's immortal. Kind of. Dolcett aficionado and Fortune 500 CEO Harold Fleetwood can't help but be obsessed with a girl who begs for bedroom activities a good deal more extreme than the average lover would dare think up. There's just one problem: Dottie is Harold's secretary, or one of them...and unfortunately for Harold, the office gossip mill doesn't make exceptions for the boss. They'll have to keep their relationship a secret if Harold doesn't want to end up the new face of workplace indiscretion. But how is such a thing possible when seeing her from across the room overwhelms Harold with increasingly unbearable compulsive thoughts? How can he compartmentalize his dark desires for Dottie's perfect flesh and act as if he only loves her on the weekends, when they can steal away another sizzling two days at Harold's renovated slaughterhouse in the isolated countryside? And how can he keep the rest of the world, including but not limited to his employees, his housekeeper, and his ex-wife, from discovering his lust for the psychedelic flesh of immortal DOTTIE'S BODIES? This work of transgressive horrotica explores concepts that some readers may find disturbing. Discretion is strongly advised.

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A BEAUTIFUL new Francis Bacon-inspired book cover by artist Nuno Moreira! (Check him out at https://nmdesign.org/) I’m super excited about my first standalone transgressive fiction novel. Coming JULY 31st! INDUSTRIAL DIVINITY ON AMAZON: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08CHQ814B/

A female FIGHT CLUB for a post-COVID world, an ATROCITY EXHIBITION for an embittered generation of Internet addicts, a response to THE ROOM that would make even Hubert Selby Jr. cringe--INDUSTRIAL DIVINITY is a transgressive love story by 2020 breakout author REGINA WATTS. Once upon a time lived a woman who was immortal but not invulnerable. This is the story of everything that happened after she discovered that fact. This is the story of a virus. It is the story of a country that is afraid of change. This is the story of a woman who becomes a sadomasochistic performance artist called "The Degenetrix" during a time when the human race is more isolated than ever before. This is the story of the Degenetrix and the career she built by mutilating herself on the Internet for the pleasure of strangers, of stalkers, and of a mysterious benefactor who showers her with wealth but refuses to reveal his identity. This is the story of love during pandemic, of alienation in an alienated world. This is the story of pain and of lust and of the human mind. But don't worry. This is a happy story, and you are permitted to feel happy while you read it. Empathy is the greatest of all human virtues and the human race has been put on this planet called "Earth" so as to learn it. Such is the will of spider-mother.

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hello i found a dead baby owl in the road this morning and it was super depressing 🙃 🙃 🙃 so now i'm depressing u happy sunday

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Witches - William Mortensen (1920s-1930s)

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MOOD baby

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Most recent DOTTIE FOR YOU cover. Dying of excitement for Episode 3 to come out on Tuesday! Super sad the Dolcett community on reddit got banned but at least it inspired me to try tumblr. First novella in this Dolcett love story is available for $2.99 FYI! https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B089NGMFKK/

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Most recent DOTTIE FOR YOU cover. Dying of excitement for Episode 3 to come out on Tuesday! Super sad the Dolcett community on reddit got banned but at least it inspired me to try tumblr. First novella in this Dolcett love story is available for $2.99 FYI! https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B089NGMFKK/