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ššš: emmett, wyatt, & milo callahan @hrmonies @stupidiots
By the time Emmett reached the tennis courts, the morning dew had long since burned off beneath the sun; an unseasonably warm day for November, which meant a perfect day for Emmett to practice. His duffel landed on one of the benches with a dull thud before he unzipped it, pulling out three rackets instead of one. He leaned them carefully against the fence, bouncing a fresh tennis ball against the concrete as he glanced toward the path leading from campus.
They were late. Not late late, but late enough to annoy him. Emmett checked his watch out of habit, though he already knew the time. He kept bouncing and catching the ball until two familiar figures came into view; he didn't wave. "Took you long enough." He said, finally looking up. Emmett reached and picked up his assigned racket, ready to get started despite his brothers only being there for less than sixty seconds.
"I say we do best out of three. And before you ask," his gaze drifted to Milo. "No, trying to distract me midserve does not count as a strategy." He stepped backward, closer to the turf. "So, which one of you wants to lose first?"
theĀ walkĀ fromĀ campusĀ hadĀ takenĀ longerĀ thanĀ usual,Ā theĀ stopĀ forĀ drinksĀ addingĀ aĀ fewĀ minutesĀ toĀ aĀ paceĀ alreadyĀ setĀ byĀ miloāsĀ injuredĀ foot.Ā asĀ theĀ courtsĀ cameĀ intoĀ view,Ā wyattĀ caughtĀ emmettĀ glancingĀ atĀ hisĀ watchĀ andĀ quickenedĀ hisĀ paceĀ overĀ theĀ lastĀ stretch,Ā carefulĀ notĀ toĀ pullĀ tooĀ farĀ aheadĀ ofĀ miloĀ orĀ tipĀ theĀ cardboardĀ drinkĀ carrierĀ inĀ hisĀ hand.Ā once they reached the bench, he passed emmett his drink before setting the carrier down beside the duffel, his and miloās cups still inside.Ā āĀ weĀ madeĀ prettyĀ goodĀ time,Ā allĀ thingsĀ considered.Ā ā
wyattĀ pickedĀ upĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ racketsĀ restingĀ againstĀ theĀ fenceĀ asĀ emmettĀ proposedĀ theĀ match,Ā notĀ especiallyĀ botheredĀ byĀ whoĀ wonĀ butĀ quietlyĀ amusedĀ byĀ howĀ certainĀ hisĀ brotherĀ alreadyĀ sounded.Ā heādĀ alwaysĀ foundĀ itĀ faintlyĀ admirableĀ howĀ seriouslyĀ emmettĀ tookĀ things,Ā evenĀ aĀ casualĀ gameĀ betweenĀ theĀ threeĀ ofĀ them;Ā unfortunately,Ā theĀ sameĀ competitiveĀ instinctĀ hadĀ neverĀ quiteĀ foundĀ itsĀ wayĀ intoĀ him.Ā theĀ warningĀ aimedĀ atĀ miloĀ earnedĀ aĀ quietĀ huffĀ ofĀ laughter.Ā āĀ notĀ evenĀ givingĀ theĀ injuredĀ oneĀ aĀ handicap?Ā āĀ wyatt stepped onto the court and stopped near the baseline, rolling the racket once between his palms before lookingĀ overĀ atĀ theirĀ brother.Ā āĀ youĀ actuallyĀ playing,Ā mi,Ā orĀ areĀ youĀ sittingĀ thisĀ oneĀ outĀ andĀ keepingĀ score?Ā ā @hrmonies
ā© . . . tardiness had typically been a trait that milo had adopted in classes he hadnāt particularly favored, allowing his mind and body to wander elsewhere rather than his intended direction. the same feelings applied to activities organised by emmett, whilst it had been intended for fun for the younger two, emmett had clearly thought otherwise. milo could only assume emmett had wanted to play against novices rather than his usual advanced teammates. harsh, to say the least. but again, emmett was led by tough love and his words were an example of that.
a scoff is earned, shooting a glance up toward emmett as he limps toward the bench. ā donāt blame us for the people in front of us having bizarre coffee orders. ā smile sits on the corner of his lips, gaze drifting toward the lone racket by the fence, bound to sit there until emmett packed it away. he'd find an excuse, let himself play umpire and watch as emmett ultimately leaves wyatt with a forty love to emmettās advantage. why embarrass himself when his pace was determined by the strength of shooting pains in his leg. ā yeah, iām gonna have to sit this one out. pain meds havenāt kicked in and⦠well, you said it yourself, em⦠it took us long enough. ā thereās a tinge of mockery, head rocking as he quotes the eldest. ā chair umpire callahan is here and ready! ā
he settles down beneath duffles, slight groan as he extends across for his cup, nestling it between his thighs. itās a cool sensation. harsh, but cool. much like his thoughts on emmett. hand blindly digs into his pocket, retrieving his phone and pulling up his notes app. ā so⦠best of three, yeah? wyatt to serve? ā free hand gestures toward the ball in possession, finger motioning over to wyatt. ā canāt have em aceing his way through the match, i wanna see a rally! make me feel like tashi duncan, minus all theā you know what i mean. ā wafting his hand to clear the thought, attention returning to his phone as he sets up his notes. a small hum, gaze shifting upward. ā okay, ready? wyatt to serve, play! ā
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gabe ( !!! )
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āāāgabe'sĀ faceĀ didĀ somethingĀ smallĀ andĀ uncertainĀ theĀ momentĀ sonny'sĀ fingersĀ brushedĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ tentaclesĀ .Ā "Ā thanksĀ .Ā iĀ don'tĀ thinkĀ anybody'sĀ everĀ calledĀ itĀ theirĀ favoriteĀ beforeĀ .Ā "Ā a quiet laugh escapedĀ .Ā thenĀ cameĀ theĀ complimentĀ .Ā hisĀ brainĀ seemedĀ determinedĀ toĀ searchĀ forĀ anĀ appropriateĀ responseĀ whileĀ simultaneouslyĀ rejectingĀ everyĀ possibilityĀ itĀ producedĀ .Ā "Ā that'sĀ ...Ā reallyĀ niceĀ ofĀ youĀ toĀ sayĀ .Ā "Ā complimentsĀ alwaysĀ feltĀ likeĀ somebodyĀ describingĀ aĀ personĀ he'dĀ neverĀ metĀ .Ā "Ā but , iĀ thinkĀ youĀ might'veĀ accidentallyĀ projectedĀ ontoĀ theĀ squidĀ aĀ little ⸻ heĀ doesĀ mostĀ ofĀ theĀ heavyĀ liftingĀ .Ā "Ā hisĀ eyesĀ droppedĀ brieflyĀ toĀ theĀ handĀ on his shoulder beforeĀ liftingĀ backĀ towardĀ sonnyĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ thinkĀ youĀ doĀ thatĀ tooĀ .Ā "Ā theĀ observationĀ leftĀ himĀ beforeĀ heĀ couldĀ decideĀ whetherĀ itĀ shouldĀ .Ā hisĀ browĀ pinchedĀ immediatelyĀ afterwardĀ .Ā "Ā makingĀ peopleĀ wonderĀ what'sĀ goingĀ onĀ upĀ hereĀ .Ā "Ā heĀ gesturedĀ vaguelyĀ towardĀ sonny'sĀ headĀ .
āāāwhenĀ sonnyĀ explainedĀ hisĀ gameĀ planĀ ,Ā gabe'sĀ eyebrowsĀ liftedĀ justĀ slightlyĀ .Ā "Ā swarmedĀ ?Ā "Ā heĀ echoedĀ itĀ soĀ earnestlyĀ itĀ almostĀ soundedĀ scientificĀ .Ā "Ā ohĀ ...Ā youĀ meantĀ flirtedĀ with ⸻ iĀ thoughtĀ youĀ meantĀ ...Ā literallyĀ .Ā likeĀ aĀ crowdĀ formingĀ aroundĀ youĀ .Ā "Ā aĀ quietĀ huffĀ ofĀ laughterĀ escapedĀ throughĀ hisĀ noseĀ .Ā "Ā forĀ whatĀ it'sĀ worth ⸻ iĀ don'tĀ thinkĀ goingĀ homeĀ aloneĀ isĀ theĀ sameĀ thingĀ asĀ failingĀ .Ā sometimesĀ iĀ thinkĀ peopleĀ spendĀ entireĀ nightsĀ surroundedĀ byĀ otherĀ peopleĀ andĀ stillĀ leaveĀ lonelierĀ thanĀ theyĀ arrivedĀ .Ā "Ā heĀ frownedĀ thoughtfullyĀ .Ā "Ā althoughĀ ...Ā iĀ guessĀ that'sĀ probablyĀ notĀ veryĀ encouragingĀ .Ā "Ā then , gabe'sĀ eyesĀ liftedĀ automaticallyĀ .Ā andĀ immediatelyĀ realizedĀ they'dĀ madeĀ aĀ terribleĀ mistakeĀ .Ā becauseĀ nowĀ heĀ wasĀ lookingĀ directlyĀ atĀ sonnyĀ .Ā whichĀ ,Ā ordinarilyĀ ,Ā wouldn'tĀ haveĀ beenĀ remarkableĀ .Ā peopleĀ generallyĀ lookedĀ atĀ theĀ personĀ theyĀ wereĀ speakingĀ toĀ .Ā itĀ wasĀ oneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ invisibleĀ socialĀ rulesĀ he'dĀ learnedĀ throughĀ repetitionĀ ratherĀ thanĀ instinctĀ .
āāāexceptĀ nowĀ he'dĀ beenĀ askedĀ toĀ evaluateĀ himĀ .Ā didĀ heĀ keepĀ lookingĀ ?Ā lookingĀ feltĀ rudeĀ .Ā lookingĀ awayĀ alsoĀ feltĀ rudeĀ .Ā hisĀ gazeĀ dartedĀ downwardĀ forĀ exactlyĀ halfĀ aĀ secondĀ beforeĀ hisĀ brainĀ suppliedĀ theĀ deeplyĀ unhelpfulĀ realizationĀ thatĀ lookingĀ atĀ someone'sĀ shirtĀ afterĀ they'dĀ justĀ askedĀ whetherĀ theyĀ shouldĀ removeĀ itĀ somehowĀ feltĀ evenĀ worseĀ .Ā abortĀ .Ā hisĀ eyesĀ skippedĀ towardĀ theĀ nearestĀ windowĀ .Ā thenĀ theĀ floorĀ .Ā thenĀ ,Ā guiltilyĀ ,Ā backĀ toĀ sonny'sĀ faceĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ ...Ā don'tĀ knowĀ ifĀ i'mĀ theĀ rightĀ demographicĀ .Ā "Ā anotherĀ pauseĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ don'tĀ usually ⸻ evaluateĀ peopleĀ .Ā "Ā almostĀ immediatelyĀ ,Ā heĀ wincedĀ .Ā "Ā no ⸻ iĀ meanĀ iĀ noticeĀ peopleĀ .Ā iĀ justĀ don'tĀ ā¦Ā rankĀ themĀ ?Ā againstĀ shirtsĀ ?Ā "Ā heĀ couldĀ practicallyĀ hearĀ himselfĀ becomingĀ lessĀ coherentĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ think ⸻ "Ā thisĀ timeĀ ,Ā heĀ madeĀ himselfĀ lookĀ backĀ atĀ sonnyĀ .Ā reallyĀ lookĀ .Ā hisĀ expressionĀ softenedĀ almostĀ withoutĀ himĀ noticingĀ .
āāā"Ā iĀ don'tĀ thinkĀ theĀ shirt'sĀ reallyĀ whatĀ peopleĀ areĀ lookingĀ atĀ .Ā you'reĀ ...Ā easyĀ toĀ lookĀ atĀ .Ā "Ā heĀ blinkedĀ .Ā "Ā not ⸻ not lookĀ at like thatĀ .Ā "Ā hisĀ faceĀ scrunchedĀ faintlyĀ .Ā "Ā that'sĀ notĀ whatĀ iĀ meant ⸻ notĀ thatĀ youāreĀ notĀ ...Ā "Ā heatĀ climbedĀ steadilyĀ upĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hisĀ neckĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ meantĀ ...Ā youĀ standĀ outĀ .Ā notĀ becauseĀ ofĀ ...Ā "Ā anotherĀ vagueĀ motionĀ towardĀ sonny'sĀ torsoĀ .Ā "Ā shirtĀ variablesĀ .Ā "Ā shirtĀ variablesĀ .Ā greatĀ .Ā excellentĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ noticedĀ youĀ beforeĀ youĀ cameĀ overĀ hereĀ .Ā "Ā theĀ sentenceĀ escapedĀ beforeĀ heĀ hadĀ theĀ chanceĀ toĀ stopĀ itĀ .Ā his breath held in his chestĀ everĀ soĀ slightlyĀ .Ā "Ā notĀ inĀ a ⸻ "Ā heĀ exhaledĀ quietlyĀ throughĀ hisĀ noseĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ don'tĀ thinkĀ i'mĀ makingĀ thisĀ betterĀ .Ā "
ā© . . . sonny's Ā brows Ā pull Ā in Ā at Ā the Ā motion Ā toward Ā his Ā head, Ā having Ā been Ā blissfully Ā ignorant Ā to Ā the Ā thought Ā of Ā how Ā others Ā perceived Ā the Ā internal Ā workings Ā of Ā his Ā mind. Ā Ā had Ā he Ā done Ā that? Ā Ā make Ā people Ā wonder. Ā he'd Ā always Ā assumed Ā that Ā most Ā took Ā it Ā at Ā surface Ā level Ā when Ā he Ā displayed Ā himself Ā as Ā he'd Ā assumed Ā people Ā had Ā wanted Ā him. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā really? Ā do Ā you Ā wonder Ā what's Ā going Ā on Ā up Ā here? Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā hand Ā remains Ā settled, Ā eyes Ā gesturing Ā up Ā with Ā a Ā slight Ā chin Ā tilt. Ā Ā something Ā to Ā think Ā about, Ā he Ā guesses. Ā Ā maybe Ā the Ā performative Ā nature Ā was Ā the Ā only Ā thing Ā that Ā came Ā across. Ā mind Ā isn't Ā plagued Ā with Ā doubt Ā for Ā too Ā long, Ā exhaling Ā a Ā laugh Ā at Ā the Ā literalist Ā thinking. Ā he Ā doesn't Ā interject, Ā pulling Ā a Ā face Ā of Ā deep Ā thought Ā through Ā slow, Ā mindful Ā nodding. Ā lips Ā part, Ā breathing Ā a Ā syllable Ā before Ā biting Ā it Ā into Ā a Ā hum. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā well, Ā i Ā don't Ā feel Ā lonely Ā right Ā now... Ā for Ā what Ā it's Ā worth. Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā free Ā hand Ā flat Ā out Ā with Ā a Ā reassured Ā look. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā even Ā if Ā i Ā don't Ā go Ā home Ā with Ā anyone, Ā i'd Ā like Ā to Ā think Ā this, Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā finger Ā Ā gesturing Ā between Ā their Ā shared Ā space, Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā was Ā worth Ā it. Ā y'know, Ā just Ā showing Ā up Ā for Ā this. Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā lips Ā pull Ā into Ā a Ā tight Ā smile, Ā a Ā look Ā of Ā innocence Ā twinkling Ā in Ā dark Ā irises Ā as Ā he Ā held Ā gabe's, Ā somewhat Ā worried, Ā gaze.
the Ā evaluation Ā probably Ā had Ā not Ā been Ā the Ā wisest Ā of Ā moves, Ā given Ā how Ā gabe Ā struggled Ā to Ā hold Ā focus Ā when Ā asked. Ā sonny Ā hadn't Ā minded Ā the Ā way Ā that Ā eyes Ā shifted Ā everywhere Ā but Ā his Ā face... Ā until Ā they Ā did. Ā the Ā backtracking Ā and Ā forgiving Ā tone Ā is Ā endearing, Ā smile Ā not Ā once Ā faltering Ā from Ā his Ā lips Ā all Ā whilst Ā keeping Ā his Ā sights Ā focused Ā on Ā gabe. Ā suddenly, Ā no Ā one Ā else Ā in Ā the Ā room Ā mattered. Ā it Ā was Ā honest, Ā the Ā way Ā gabe Ā conveyed Ā his Ā reasoning. Ā unlike Ā most, Ā bound Ā to Ā give Ā it Ā to Ā him Ā straight Ā and Ā insult Ā him. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā i Ā guess Ā i Ā should've Ā phrased Ā it Ā better. Ā would Ā you Ā be Ā alright Ā with Ā me Ā removing Ā the Ā shirt? Ā it's Ā just... Ā really Ā uncomfortable Ā and Ā the Ā squelching Ā is Ā starting Ā to Ā overwhelm Ā me. Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā slight Ā grimace, Ā Ā shifting Ā hand Ā from Ā shoulder, Ā Ā which Ā had Ā been Ā sitting Ā there Ā for Ā an Ā uncomfortable Ā amount Ā of Ā time. Ā as Ā it Ā falls, Ā the Ā faint Ā sound Ā of Ā the Ā shirt's Ā dampness Ā can Ā be Ā heard, Ā causing Ā sonny's Ā face Ā to Ā scrunch. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā see? Ā not Ā nice. Ā ā Ā Ā and Ā a Ā face Ā that Ā can Ā only Ā be Ā described Ā as Ā defeated. Ā and, Ā if Ā he Ā hadn't Ā known Ā any Ā better, Ā there Ā had Ā been Ā a Ā subtlety Ā of Ā interest Ā in Ā gabe's Ā words, Ā causing Ā all Ā disgust Ā and Ā tension Ā to Ā ease. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā if Ā it Ā helps, Ā i Ā noticed Ā you Ā too. Ā not Ā because Ā of Ā the Ā squid. Ā it Ā was Ā your Ā face. Ā i Ā recognised Ā your Ā face. Ā ā Ā Ā hands Ā roll Ā as Ā he Ā explains, Ā lips Ā pursing Ā as Ā if Ā forming Ā a Ā thought. Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā i Ā just Ā don't Ā know Ā where Ā from... Ā it's Ā just Ā that Ā you Ā have Ā a Ā memorable Ā face. Ā ā
eyes Ā squint, Ā lips Ā slowly Ā pulling Ā to Ā the Ā side Ā before Ā expanding Ā wide Ā in Ā realisation. Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā campus Ā radio! Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā fingers Ā click, Ā finger Ā pointed Ā in Ā close Ā proximity. Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā that's Ā where Ā i Ā know Ā you Ā from. Ā i Ā kept Ā meaning Ā to Ā ask Ā who Ā the Ā cute Ā guy Ā was. Ā ā Ā Ā Ā and Ā it's Ā intentional, Ā not Ā even Ā attempting Ā to Ā bite Ā back Ā the Ā smug Ā grin Ā that Ā toys Ā on Ā his Ā lips. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā so, Ā i Ā came Ā over Ā here... Ā Ā to Ā find Ā out Ā who Ā you, Ā the Ā cute Ā guy, Ā was... Ā Ā or Ā is. Ā current Ā tense, Ā right? Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā a Ā slight Ā break Ā in Ā contact Ā as Ā he Ā thinks, Ā returning Ā back Ā to Ā gabe Ā for Ā the Ā confirmation. Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā whatever. Ā point Ā is, Ā could Ā i Ā get Ā to Ā know Ā the Ā guy Ā behind Ā the Ā squid? Ā y'know, Ā get Ā to Ā know Ā him Ā without Ā the Ā squid Ā doing Ā the Ā soācalled Ā heavy Ā lifting. Ā ā Ā Ā fingers Ā brushing Ā over Ā a Ā tentacle Ā before Ā resting Ā palm Ā flat Ā and Ā brushing Ā its Ā way Ā upward Ā until Ā it Ā settles Ā on Ā shoulder. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā because, Ā as Ā cool Ā as Ā the Ā squid Ā is, Ā it Ā isn't Ā who Ā i'm Ā here Ā to Ā learn Ā about... Ā ā gaze flickers between gabe's and his lips, inching in closer toward them until there was little space left between. ā Ā and maybe... neither of us will have to go home feeling lonely... Ā ā
āāšĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ĖĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ļ¹ć ¤ć ¤Ā Ā Ā āāforāsomeoneāalwaysāwithāaāplan,āalwaysāprepared,āsydneyādidn'tāreallyāknowāfuckshitāhowātoābeāināaārelationship.āhisāromanceāwithāclementineāhadābeenāgreatāforāwhatāitāwasāatātheātime,ābutāitāwasāalsoāaālessonālearnedāāāāāāāāāāāāthatāaffection,ānoāmatterāhowāmutual,āwouldn'tābeāenoughāifāheādidn'tāhaveātheātimeātoānurtureātheirāconnection,āifāheāletāhimselfābeāspreadātooāthin,āandāhaveānothingāleftātoāgiveāforātheāoneāthatātrulyāmattered.āandāalthoughāhe'dārealizedānowāthatāmaybeāitāsimplyāwasn'tāmeantātoābeāforāthem,āsydneyāwishedāheācouldāgoābackāinātime,ājustātoādoāitārightāwithāclementine,ājustātoāgiveāherātheāloveāsheādeserved,āsoāthenāmaybeāheācould'veābeenāmoreāwell-preparedāforāthis.āforāmilo.āneverābeenāmoreāscaredāināhisālifeātoāloseāhimāafterātheārecentāincident,ātoāspendāsuchāimportantātimesāofāhisālifeāwithoutāhim,āmaybeāevenāmoreāscaredāthanāheāwasāwithāhisāownānear-deathāexperienceāallāthoseāyearsāago. soāthereāwasānoābetterātimeāthanātonightātoālayāitāallāoutāonātheātable.ātoātalkāaboutāit,ālikeāheāpromisedāmilo.ābutāfirst,āaālightālaughābubbledāupāatāhowāapologeticāhisābestāfriendālooked,āsoāsydneyāshookāhisāheadātoāreassureāhimāthatāhe'dādoneānothingāwrong.āāāāāno,āweādidn't.ābutāiākindāofājustāhaveāaāfewāofāyourāpresentsāināmyāphone.āāāāāheāsaid,ātryingātoāgetāitāoutāofātheāwayāsoātheyācouldāfocusāonāmoreāimportantāmattersā:āthoughātheāwayāsydneyālookedāatāmiloānowācouldāalreadyābeāmistakenāforāworship,āandāheāhadn'tāevenākissedāhimāasāmanyātimesāasāheāwanted.āāāāāiādidn'tāknowāwhichāshowāyou'dālikeāmoreāsoāiāgotāusāticketsāforāhadestown,āwicked,ātheāoutsiders.āandāofācourse,ālittleāshopāofāhorrorsāforāwinterābreak.āāāāā then,āasāgentlyāasāheācould,āsydney'sāhandāslidāfromāmilo'sācurlsātoāhisāface,ācuppingāhisājaw,āthumbāsoftlyācaressingāhisācheekbone.āandāhisāgazeāwatchedāhimāclosely,āforāanyādiscomfortāorāpaināwithāhisācurrentāinjury,āthenāsearchedāforāhesitationābutāonlyāsawāthatāsolaceāināhisāfeatures,āever-presentāwheneverātheyāwereātogether.āāāāāiādon'tāthinkāit'sāselfish,āmiles.ānotāreally.āiāmeanāiāloveāeveryoneāoutāthere,ābutāyou'reāmyāperson.āāāāāsydneyāmovedācloser,ācloser,ācloser,āleaningāinātoābegināaātrailāofāslowākissesāupāmilo'sāface,āpurposelyāmissingāhisālipsāeveryātimeājustātoāmakeāhimāwantāitāmore.āāāāāhappyābirthday.āāāāāheāwhispered,ālipsābrushingāgentlyāalongāhisācheek,āaācentimeterāawayāfromāmilo'sāmouth.āāāāākissāmeāandāi'māyours.āāāāā
ā© . . . to be seen is to be loved, and being seen by syd was all the love milo could ever need. sydney saw the imperfections and molded each one by hand until they were sheer perfection, even though heād forever deny milo of ever being short of perfection. even after all this time, milo had never felt need to shift from the pedestal he had been placed on, not when sydney sat beside him on the pedestal milo had placed him on. milo hadnāt needed a past experience to know that the man beside him was the one that heād spend the rest of his life with, sydney was bound to his orbit ātil the worldās end. all destinations led to the one man who never made him feel less than and made life feel simple. with his life being led with a full heart and unwavering optimism, it hadn't been hard for sydney to magnify and let milo radiate all his best qualities.
however, when milo found himself beneath the painfully clinical lighting, it wasnāt himself that he had been worried about. it was sydney. it was the thought of days ahead with lonesome dinners, words left unsaid and the relaxation following an overwhelmed schedule with no one to relieve him of that stress. and even now, sydney refused to make him feel like a burden for his injury, despite clashing with his tightārun schedule. sydney deserved the stars, and one day milo would find a way to make that possible. so, laying there, eyes filled with adoration and a lingering fear, he contemplated on how to do so. especially given just how prepared sydney had been, milo shouldāve known to come with something. his lips part, falling short on words as they continue to pour from sydneyās. even then, he struggles to find the right ones. he tries, stumbling over each syllable that attempts to spill. in the end, it's an amalgamation of excited noises all whilst pearled whites show their stark contrast against his stained skin. heād known that sydney was the type to be this thoughtful, it didnāt come as a surprise. it was moreso the fact that he proceeded to drop a bunch of buzz words that built visibly in miloās excitement.
then comes the shift in contact, quick to ease his features into something softer. something more admirable than commonly displayed when milo found sydneyās gaze. it felt like a sin to look elsewhere, but he does, letting his gaze drop to where his hand sat as thumb grazed over his skin. the look that returns to the blond is innocent, pupils dilated to extremity. love in itās purest form. ā youāre my person too, syd. always have been⦠ā the words are faint, yet forever honest, somehow growing in truth as distance is lost between them. the kisses run cold over his skin, earning a content hum as eyes fall shut. ā happy birthday⦠ā and a happy birthday it was indeed. sydneyās following words are cut short as milo finds his lips without hesitation, hands immediately drawing up to either cheek and holding like his life depended on it. he was almost certain his life had depended on it.
adrenaline courses through him, suddenly absentminded about his injury as weight shifts and seymour is graced by the weight of a six two monstrous plant. and much like audrey ii, he was definitely being fed. his kisses are hungry, chasing the otherās lips whilst paint transfers over his skin, almost as if he were marking his territory. ā you mean it? ⦠like weāre official now? ⦠finally? ā pulling back between kisses, breathlessly bombarding him with questions. ā i really love you, syd. like really, really fucking like you. ā eyes dart over his features, panted breaths breaking through his grin. ā i think you win best birthday present⦠ā broken by a weak laugh, ā iād look lazy trying to give you a boyfriend now. ā smile shown deeper through his eyes, returning his weight atop sydney with a final peck to his lips⦠for now. sydney fennewick, the giftāgiving supreme continues his reign.
August's head snapped up immediately at the nickname Sonny had given him. Finally. Someone with culture. He pointed right back at Sonny with the neck of the bottle like they were two Spidermen recognizing one another across the multiverse. He pushed himself off the wall, weaving through a couple of people until he closed the distance between them. "Lookin' great, Darcy," he said as his gaze swept over Sonny's costume with considerably more enthusiasm than most had probably given him. "Do you own any other costumes?"
It was pointed out in any way. August had to silently respect it, at the least. Sonny knew what he liked, and that was apparently Pride & Prejudice. "Oh, the other one? I'm just flying solo tonight." Then, August clocked Sonny's shirt, still damp enough to catch in the light. "Dude, are you actually wet?" He reached out, poking an experimental finger at Sonny's sleeve before pulling back. "Holy shit."
ā© . . . in all honesty, sonny could easily go on a tangent about fight club and the history behind it. however, he was here to be the ideal man, not a typical one. sorry, august. hand raises cup to his lips, taking a swig as he curtseys, head bowing down as cup lowers. ā why thank you, mr. durden. ā eyes creased from an overly amused grin, blindly setting empty solo cup aside, eyes following as it tumbles amidst the crowd, quick to retrieve and play off. hardly smooth, hand raking through damp curls and relieving a hum. ā well, yeah. sorta. just sticking to my strengths, y'know? people still dig it after all these years. ā said with little conviction, eyes darting around whilst smile fades from lips. realistically, it hadn't worked since freshman year. he'd known that the moment he stood damp in his dormitory, staring in the mirror with a defeated posture. alas, it remains his default choice after all these years. ā by choice? or, ...? ā quirking a brow, head leaning either way with a dropped lower lip. then, the sudden attempt of unintentionally shaming august is flipped entirely on him. yes, he was actually wet. which, visually, was a major understatement. he was drenched, quite literally a walking safety hazard. ā yeah, man. it's like the most talked about moment in pride and prejudice. nothing hotter than a man trudging outāta lake. is it not doing it for you? ā faux innocence, big doe eyes batting intensely at august. if no one else would fall for it, hopefully the cow to his oat would... right? ā be honest. would you make out with a soaking wet mr. darcy? ā
"ā¦milo?" the younger male's costume stops him in his tracks. hazel eyes sweep over the oversized leaves, the carefully crafted details referencing the one and only⦠"audrey ii. and here i thought you would arrive dressed as some sort of athlete. perhaps a hockey player. another hockey player." but no, julian is genuinely impressed by his choice. "this is inspired. this is what i've been trying to explain to your captain. other captain. i mean carter cortez, who had the audacity to show up at a halloween party in a simple suit." such an insult, but julian gives milo an approving nod for understanding the assignment. "i sincerely doubt half the people in this room understand what you're dressed as. they're probably thinking you're just... a plant, when in reality you're dressed as one of musical theatre's finest antagonists. bravo." almost as quickly as the compliment had arrived, julian's expression suddenly shifts into something more thoughtful. "although, this compliment comes with conditions," he pauses, lifting a finger. "because if you're still angry with me for referring to the blondeā¦" he stops himself. "for referring to sydney as milo's love interest instead of saying his actual name, or if you still intend on dramatically abandoning the new directions over the matterā¦" julian sighs theatrically, folding his arms acorss his chest. "then i'm afraid i'll have to retract everything i just said." @hrmonies
ā© . . . a celebration consisting of your own birthday, others, halloween and a wrap party should usually be met with an overjoyed attitude. however, for milo, it had been an evening of wishes, condolences and apologies (on his behalf as he manoeuvres through the crowd). so, to save embarrassment, he'd sought out residency by the refreshments. an evening now defined by how long he could force an alarmingly wide grin. and, to contrary belief, he's relieved to see julian following the aftermath. a familiar face. a small comfort. ā phantom! hey. come on, you know i've grown to be more than that... literally. ā a genuine smile, hand sweeping over his torso draped in vines and ivy. ā you don't know carter's costume? he's charlie! you know, from charlie's angels. ā it feels helpless, attempting to defend someone julian couldn't care less about, albeit, he tries. he could, however, internally agree that the costume bordered lazy. ā sāfunny you say that, someone thought i was the piranha plant from mario... not even the right color scheme. ā and whilst he speaks with amusement, he can tell julian would not see it the same, bound to retaliate with offence.
then, sudden shift in tone is matched, slowly shifting into his headpiece. here we go... a hand wafts, trilling his lips. ā come on, i'm over that. we're good, julian. plus, i'd rather not get into an argument while i'm currently restricted in my movement speed. ā head lolls against his shoulder, gaze trailing over to the table beside him, flicking back up to julian. ā dāyou want some punch? got many varieties. i'm on the spikeāfree hawaiian punch, i recommend it! ā
āāšĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ĖĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ļ¹ć ¤ć ¤Ā Ā Ā āāifāonlyātheānightācouldāstretchāoutāforeverāthenāheāwould'veādoneāthisāearlier,ābutātheyābothāhadātheirāresponsibilitiesātoātheāoldāfriendsāwhoāwereāhereāforāthem,ātoātheānewāfriendsāthey'dābeenāgettingātoāknowāforātheālastāmonthāorāso.ābutāonceātheāopportunityāofāaābriefālullāarose,āthereāwasānoāindecisionāinādriftingāawayāfromātheāfestivities,āawayāfromātheādrunkenāsingingāvoicesāandāmurmursāofāhappyābirthdaysāāāāāāāāāāāārollingāmiloāintoāanāunoccupiedāroom,āthenācarryingāhimātoātheābed,āalmostālikeāaānightācarryingāaāfairāmaidenātoāsafety.āmaybeātheyāshould'veāhadāpickedāmoreāfittingācostumes,ābutāsydneyāwouldāneverācomplaināaboutāanyāofāmilo'sāchoices.ājustāhappyātoābeāpartāofāitāatāall.ājustāhappyātoābeāseenābyāsomeoneāsoāsincere.ā theālockedādoorāmuffledātheāchaosāofātheāworldāoutside,āandāthey'dājustāhaveātoādealāwithāhowāmilo'sābodyāpaintāmightāclingātoātheāsheetsālater,ābecauseāthereāwereāmoreāimportantāmattersāatāhand.āāāāād'youāwantāyourāfirstābirthdayāpresentānowāorāshouldāweāsaveāitāforālaterā?āāāāāsydneyāasked,ālyingāonāhisāside,āgazeāfullyātransfixedāonāhisābestāfriend,āaāhandāreachingāoutātoāplayāwithātheācurlsāofāmilo'sāhair.āforeverādrawnātoāthatāceaselessāwarmthāmiloāprovidedāhim,ālikeāaāmayflyātoāstarlight.āāāāāorāweācouldājustālieāhere.āthat'sāgoodāenoughāforāme,ātoo.āāāāāandāthereāwasāaālightnessātoāhisāeveryāword,āenjoyingātheāproximity,āenjoyingābeingāaloneāwithāeachāotherāafterābeingāsurroundedābyāsoāmanyāpeople.āāāāāeverything'sāgoodāwhenāyou'reāhere.āāāāā @hrmonies
ā© . . . partiesĀ Ā Ā wereĀ Ā Ā neverĀ Ā Ā disapprovedĀ Ā Ā byĀ Ā Ā milo,Ā Ā Ā alwaysĀ Ā Ā baskingĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā elementĀ Ā Ā ofĀ Ā Ā socialisation.Ā Ā Ā however,Ā Ā Ā whenĀ Ā Ā limitedĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā capabilityĀ Ā Ā andĀ Ā Ā sober,Ā Ā Ā whilstĀ Ā Ā everyoneĀ Ā Ā elseĀ Ā Ā thrivesĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā inebriationĀ Ā Ā andĀ Ā Ā freeĀ Ā Ā movement,Ā Ā Ā miloĀ Ā Ā findsĀ Ā Ā himselfĀ Ā Ā feelingĀ Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā liability.Ā Ā Ā notĀ Ā Ā again.Ā Ā Ā itĀ Ā Ā hadĀ Ā Ā beenĀ Ā Ā anĀ Ā Ā eveningĀ Ā Ā ofĀ Ā Ā birthdayĀ Ā Ā wishesĀ Ā Ā andĀ Ā Ā condolencesĀ Ā Ā onĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā injuryĀ Ā Ā andĀ Ā Ā dyingĀ Ā Ā prospects.Ā Ā Ā itĀ Ā Ā wasĀ Ā Ā anĀ Ā Ā attackĀ Ā Ā onĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā character,Ā Ā Ā allĀ Ā Ā throughĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā ownĀ Ā Ā actionsĀ Ā Ā andĀ Ā Ā repercussions,Ā Ā Ā evenĀ Ā Ā ifĀ Ā Ā noĀ Ā Ā oneĀ Ā Ā couldĀ Ā Ā haveĀ Ā Ā predictedĀ Ā Ā thereĀ Ā Ā beingĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā faultyĀ Ā Ā stageĀ Ā Ā light.Ā Ā Ā sydneyāsĀ Ā Ā suddenĀ Ā Ā emergenceĀ Ā Ā isĀ Ā Ā welcomedĀ Ā Ā withĀ Ā Ā glee,Ā Ā Ā greenĀ Ā Ā digitsĀ Ā Ā blindlyĀ Ā Ā findingĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā handĀ Ā Ā restingĀ Ā Ā onĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā handle,Ā Ā Ā offeringĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā lightĀ Ā Ā squeeze.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā boy,Ā Ā Ā amĀ Ā Ā iĀ Ā Ā gladĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā seeĀ Ā Ā you.Ā Ā Ā Ā finallyĀ Ā Ā someoneĀ Ā Ā whoĀ Ā Ā wonātĀ Ā Ā makeĀ Ā Ā meĀ Ā Ā feelĀ Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā moron.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā secondĀ Ā Ā halfĀ Ā Ā muttered,Ā Ā Ā shameĀ Ā Ā caughtĀ Ā Ā upĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā words.Ā Ā Ā thenĀ Ā Ā sydĀ Ā Ā hasĀ Ā Ā himĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā hold,Ā Ā Ā Ā makingĀ Ā Ā himĀ Ā Ā lookĀ Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā prettiestĀ Ā Ā brideĀ Ā Ā inĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā world.Ā Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā fiona,Ā Ā Ā ifĀ Ā Ā youĀ Ā Ā will. āĀ Ā Ā waitā¦Ā Ā Ā didĀ Ā Ā weĀ Ā Ā agreeĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā doĀ Ā Ā presentsĀ Ā Ā here?Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā panicĀ Ā Ā washesĀ Ā Ā overĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā features,Ā Ā Ā palenessĀ Ā Ā concealedĀ Ā Ā beneathĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā currentĀ Ā Ā greenĀ Ā Ā tint.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā shit,Ā Ā Ā syd.Ā Ā Ā iĀ Ā Ā didnātĀ Ā Ā bringĀ Ā Ā anyĀ Ā Ā ofĀ Ā Ā yourĀ Ā Ā giftsĀ Ā Ā withĀ Ā Ā me.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā brownĀ Ā Ā eyesĀ Ā Ā studyĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā softĀ Ā Ā expressionĀ Ā Ā onĀ Ā Ā sydneyāsĀ Ā Ā face,Ā Ā Ā apologeticĀ Ā Ā smileĀ Ā Ā creepingĀ Ā Ā uponĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā lips.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā iĀ Ā Ā meanĀ Ā Ā iāmĀ Ā Ā happyĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā callĀ Ā Ā thisĀ Ā Ā ourĀ Ā Ā firstĀ Ā Ā presentĀ Ā Ā ifĀ Ā Ā youĀ Ā Ā areā¦Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā Ā alwaysĀ Ā Ā goodĀ Ā Ā enoughĀ Ā Ā forĀ Ā Ā me.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā lollingĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā headĀ Ā Ā againstĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā blondāsĀ Ā Ā hand,Ā Ā Ā exhalingĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā softĀ Ā Ā humĀ Ā Ā asĀ Ā Ā eyesĀ Ā Ā fallĀ Ā Ā shutĀ Ā Ā briefly.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā asĀ Ā Ā muchĀ Ā Ā asĀ Ā Ā iĀ Ā Ā loveĀ Ā Ā beingĀ Ā Ā outĀ Ā Ā thereĀ Ā Ā withĀ Ā Ā everyone,Ā Ā Ā iĀ Ā Ā reallyĀ Ā Ā doĀ Ā Ā preferĀ Ā Ā this,Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā fingerĀ Ā Ā motioningĀ Ā Ā betweenĀ Ā Ā them,Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā everythingĀ Ā Ā isĀ Ā Ā betterĀ Ā Ā withĀ Ā Ā justĀ Ā Ā you.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā heĀ Ā Ā letsĀ Ā Ā hisĀ Ā Ā bodyĀ Ā Ā gravitateĀ Ā Ā towardĀ Ā Ā sydney,Ā Ā Ā notĀ Ā Ā secondĀ Ā Ā guessingĀ Ā Ā aĀ Ā Ā singleĀ Ā Ā movement.Ā Ā Ā cautionĀ Ā Ā wasnātĀ Ā Ā required,Ā Ā Ā proximityĀ Ā Ā boundĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā beĀ Ā Ā brokenĀ Ā Ā betweenĀ Ā Ā theĀ Ā Ā pair.Ā Ā Ā likeĀ Ā Ā always.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā ourĀ Ā Ā birthdaysĀ Ā Ā feltĀ Ā Ā betterĀ Ā Ā whenĀ Ā Ā itĀ Ā Ā wasĀ Ā Ā justĀ Ā Ā usĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā celebrateā¦Ā Ā Ā isĀ Ā Ā thatĀ Ā Ā selfishĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā say?Ā Ā Ā because,Ā Ā Ā man,Ā Ā Ā iĀ Ā Ā reallyĀ Ā Ā missĀ Ā Ā justĀ Ā Ā celebratingĀ Ā Ā you.Ā Ā Ā well,Ā Ā Ā us.Ā Ā Ā butĀ Ā Ā youā¦Ā Ā Ā becauseĀ Ā Ā youĀ Ā Ā deserveĀ Ā Ā toĀ Ā Ā beĀ Ā Ā celebratedĀ Ā Ā allĀ Ā Ā yearĀ Ā Ā round.Ā Ā Ā ā
āāātheĀ wordsĀ landedĀ somewhereĀ awkwardlyĀ insideĀ hisĀ chestĀ .Ā youĀ shouldn'tĀ haveĀ toĀ apologizeĀ forĀ takingĀ upĀ spaceĀ .Ā heĀ wasn'tĀ entirelyĀ sureĀ whatĀ toĀ doĀ withĀ aĀ sentenceĀ likeĀ thatĀ .Ā itĀ settledĀ somewhereĀ quietĀ insideĀ himĀ ,Ā unfamiliarĀ enoughĀ thatĀ heĀ almostĀ wantedĀ toĀ handĀ itĀ backĀ .Ā hisĀ firstĀ instinctĀ wasĀ toĀ disagreeĀ ,Ā thenĀ apologizeĀ forĀ disagreeingĀ ,Ā thenĀ apologizeĀ forĀ apologizingĀ .Ā insteadĀ ,Ā heĀ onlyĀ gaveĀ theĀ smallestĀ nodĀ .Ā hisĀ thumbĀ wanderedĀ absentmindedlyĀ overĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ squid'sĀ crookedĀ seamsĀ .Ā "Ā ...Ā thanksĀ .Ā "Ā theĀ wordsĀ leftĀ himĀ softerĀ thanĀ he'dĀ intendedĀ .Ā sincereĀ enoughĀ thatĀ theyĀ immediatelyĀ becameĀ embarrassingĀ . hisĀ attentionĀ driftedĀ whereĀ sonny'sĀ hadĀ ,Ā followingĀ theĀ movementĀ ofĀ costumesĀ weavingĀ throughĀ theĀ apartmentĀ .Ā angelĀ wingsĀ brushedĀ againstĀ vampireĀ capesĀ .Ā devilsĀ laughedĀ withĀ piratesĀ .Ā everyĀ personĀ seemedĀ toĀ occupyĀ theirĀ ownĀ littleĀ orbitĀ withoutĀ everĀ collidingĀ .Ā somehowĀ ,Ā everyoneĀ elseĀ lookedĀ likeĀ they'dĀ beenĀ givenĀ directionsĀ .Ā hisĀ ownĀ peripheralĀ visionĀ caughtĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ stuffedĀ tentaclesĀ bobbingĀ asĀ heĀ shiftedĀ .Ā rightĀ .Ā theĀ squidĀ .Ā aĀ quietĀ breathĀ escapedĀ throughĀ hisĀ noseĀ thatĀ almostĀ qualifiedĀ asĀ aĀ laughĀ .
āāā"Ā honestlyĀ ?Ā thereĀ isn'tĀ aĀ veryĀ goodĀ storyĀ .Ā "Ā fingersĀ pinchedĀ absentmindedlyĀ atĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ danglingĀ limbsĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ thinkĀ iĀ just ⸻ overestimatedĀ howĀ funnyĀ it'dĀ beĀ .Ā iĀ sawĀ itĀ onlineĀ atĀ likeĀ oneĀ -Ā thirtyĀ inĀ theĀ morningĀ andĀ convincedĀ myselfĀ showingĀ upĀ asĀ aĀ squidĀ wouldĀ beĀ ...Ā statisticallyĀ unexpectedĀ .Ā "Ā aĀ beatĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ don'tĀ actuallyĀ knowĀ whyĀ iĀ thoughtĀ thatĀ wasĀ enoughĀ ofĀ aĀ reasonĀ .Ā "Ā anotherĀ pauseĀ settledĀ betweenĀ themĀ ,Ā thoughĀ thisĀ oneĀ didn'tĀ feelĀ particularlyĀ uncomfortableĀ .Ā gabe'sĀ eyesĀ wanderedĀ backĀ towardĀ sonnyĀ almostĀ absentmindedlyĀ .Ā andĀ stayedĀ thereĀ .Ā thereĀ wasĀ somethingĀ heĀ couldn'tĀ quiteĀ placeĀ . notĀ anythingĀ obviousĀ .Ā nothingĀ thatĀ suggestedĀ sonnyĀ wasĀ uncomfortableĀ orĀ puttingĀ anythingĀ onĀ .Ā ifĀ anythingĀ ,Ā heĀ seemedĀ easyĀ toĀ talkĀ toĀ .Ā warmĀ .Ā theĀ kindĀ ofĀ personĀ thatĀ couldĀ probablyĀ holdĀ aĀ conversationĀ withĀ anyoneĀ inĀ theĀ roomĀ .Ā butĀ everyĀ fewĀ secondsĀ hisĀ attentionĀ slippedĀ backĀ intoĀ theĀ crowdĀ ,Ā asĀ thoughĀ heĀ wasĀ checkingĀ onĀ somethingĀ onlyĀ heĀ couldĀ seeĀ .Ā likeĀ heĀ wasĀ measuringĀ distancesĀ nobodyĀ elseĀ noticedĀ .Ā gabeĀ foundĀ himselfĀ watchingĀ aĀ secondĀ tooĀ longĀ .Ā hisĀ headĀ tiltedĀ slightlyĀ beforeĀ heĀ realizedĀ he'dĀ beenĀ staringĀ .
āāāhisĀ eyesĀ followedĀ sonny'sĀ lineĀ ofĀ sightĀ outĀ acrossĀ theĀ roomĀ beforeĀ settlingĀ backĀ onĀ himĀ againĀ .Ā "Ā anywayĀ ...Ā iĀ guessĀ ifĀ somebodyĀ asksĀ whyĀ you'reĀ dressedĀ asĀ aĀ squidĀ ,Ā technicallyĀ theĀ costumeĀ alreadyĀ workedĀ .Ā it'sĀ ...Ā conversationalĀ .Ā "Ā heĀ hesitatedĀ .Ā "Ā whichĀ feltĀ easierĀ thanĀ tryingĀ toĀ beĀ interestingĀ myselfĀ .Ā "Ā theĀ sentenceĀ leftĀ himĀ beforeĀ heĀ couldĀ stopĀ itĀ .Ā heĀ blinkedĀ onceĀ .Ā "Ā thatĀ soundedĀ sadderĀ outĀ loudĀ .Ā "Ā anotherĀ awkwardĀ scratchĀ atĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hisĀ neckĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ don'tĀ actuallyĀ thinkĀ i'mĀ thatĀ tragicĀ .Ā probablyĀ likeĀ ...Ā sixĀ outĀ ofĀ tenĀ .Ā sixĀ -Ā andĀ -Ā aĀ -Ā halfĀ ifĀ i'mĀ tiredĀ .Ā " aĀ tinyĀ smileĀ tuggedĀ atĀ oneĀ cornerĀ ofĀ hisĀ mouthĀ beforeĀ hisĀ attentionĀ returnedĀ toĀ sonnyĀ .Ā "Ā what'sĀ theĀ gameĀ planĀ ?Ā "Ā genuineĀ curiosityĀ settledĀ intoĀ hisĀ voiceĀ .Ā "Ā becauseĀ everybodyĀ elseĀ looksĀ likeĀ theyĀ alreadyĀ knowĀ whereĀ they'reĀ supposedĀ toĀ beĀ .Ā iĀ keepĀ wonderingĀ ifĀ thereĀ wasĀ someĀ kindĀ ofĀ orientationĀ packetĀ theyĀ forgotĀ toĀ giveĀ meĀ .Ā "Ā anotherĀ smallĀ pauseĀ .Ā "Ā ifĀ you'veĀ gotĀ aĀ strategyĀ ,Ā i'dĀ kindĀ ofĀ likeĀ toĀ hearĀ itĀ .Ā evenĀ ifĀ itĀ doesn'tĀ workĀ .Ā iĀ thinkĀ unsuccessfulĀ strategiesĀ areĀ usuallyĀ moreĀ interestingĀ anywayĀ .Ā "
ā© . . . limbs hang awkwardly, uncertain where to place themselves, finding deep discomfort against the soaked fabric. same issue, different year. he'd never learn. a small hum slips past, eyes trailing from crowd to gabe, running over his stature and finding the crowd once more. this time, a pleasant smile settled on his brims without struggle. there was a fondness found within gabe. the initial awkwardness seems to dispel within moments of conversation, the silence allowing for thought rather than tension. that hadn't been the case with all conversations prior, having sonny stood there as if he'd insulted another's bloodline. ā i wouldn't say you're the first, nor last, to show up in a squid costume. ā smile pulls deeper, forcing out his dimples. ā but, definitely unexpected. āspecially somewhere like here. ā then lips pull to the side, hand rising to tease at a tentacle, wiggling it between pointer and thumb. ā i don't know, i think it's fun. might even be one of my favorites of the night. ā eyes sit set on the limb between digits, releasing it before smoothing it amongst the others, shifting his sights back up on gabe. his amusement seemed decided, unable to be swiped by the proceedings of their conversation. a beat. humming with glee, returning to the ongoings of their surroundings. perhaps, the corner was the place for him. if he could avoid the tension and standoffish attitudes from failed flirtatious comments over here, he'd happily claim his spot. while smile holds warmth, eyes show something sadder. he scans, falls short, and returns. whichĀ felt Ā easierĀ than Ā trying Ā to Ā beĀ interestingĀ myself... stings. ā you're interesting. you chose a squid costume. that automatically makes you interesting, makes me wonder what else is going up on there. ā furrowed brows motion toward gabe, corner of his lower lip tugged harshly between his teeth. the look is resemblance of anger, rather than his concern and confusion. gabe was undoubtedly the most interesting guy in the room. ā you gotta give yourself more credit, man. you're not tragic at all... and definitely more than a six and a half. ā hand settles for shoulder, offering a reassuring squeeze. sonny might not have had the best judgement of his own being but, that didn't disregard the potential and existence of others.
he exhales at the thought of his game plan, breathing out a laugh. ā you're about to find out why i'm the tragic one, ā nose wrinkling. ā i just had a game plan to come in all sexy and be swarmed... ā a beat, laugh following. ā so now, i need to figure out how i can turn it all around. otherwise, i might end up going home alone, with a developing cold. ā a sigh, one final glance to the crowd before turning his attention fully to gabe. ā do i just get rid of the shirt? be honest. is it doing me any favors. ā spoken with innocence, doe eyes set up on gabe.
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āāātheĀ costumeĀ hadĀ seemedĀ likeĀ aĀ betterĀ ideaĀ inĀ theoryĀ .Ā thereĀ hadĀ beenĀ aĀ briefĀ ,Ā mercifulĀ windowĀ somewhereĀ betweenĀ orderingĀ itĀ onlineĀ andĀ puttingĀ itĀ onĀ whereĀ itĀ hadĀ existedĀ onlyĀ asĀ anĀ idea ⸻ somethingĀ funnyĀ ,Ā somethingĀ detachedĀ enoughĀ fromĀ himselfĀ thatĀ heĀ couldĀ hideĀ insideĀ ofĀ itĀ .Ā peopleĀ likedĀ costumesĀ .Ā costumesĀ gaveĀ strangersĀ permissionĀ toĀ lookĀ atĀ oneĀ anotherĀ .Ā costumesĀ startedĀ conversationsĀ withoutĀ demandingĀ thatĀ anybodyĀ haveĀ anythingĀ meaningfulĀ toĀ sayĀ .Ā thatĀ hadĀ beenĀ theĀ hopeĀ .Ā theĀ realityĀ wasĀ considerablyĀ warmerĀ .Ā theĀ hoodĀ keptĀ slippingĀ overĀ oneĀ eyeĀ .Ā oneĀ ofĀ theĀ stuffedĀ tentaclesĀ keptĀ brushingĀ againstĀ hisĀ elbowĀ wheneverĀ heĀ movedĀ .Ā everyĀ stepĀ producedĀ theĀ faintĀ ,Ā humiliatingĀ rustleĀ ofĀ cheapĀ polyesterĀ ,Ā asĀ thoughĀ hisĀ ownĀ nervousĀ systemĀ hadĀ finallyĀ becomeĀ audibleĀ .Ā theĀ roomĀ breathedĀ aroundĀ himĀ . laughterĀ ricochetedĀ againstĀ theĀ ceilingĀ .Ā voicesĀ tumblingĀ togetherĀ untilĀ theyĀ becameĀ somethingĀ warmĀ andĀ indistinguishableĀ ,Ā likeĀ listeningĀ toĀ rainĀ fromĀ insideĀ aĀ houseĀ .
āāāmusicĀ pulsedĀ beneathĀ itĀ allĀ ,Ā steadyĀ enoughĀ thatĀ itĀ reachedĀ hisĀ ribsĀ beforeĀ itĀ reachedĀ hisĀ earsĀ .Ā gabeĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ likedĀ observingĀ crowdsĀ moreĀ thanĀ participatingĀ inĀ themĀ .Ā theyĀ behavedĀ likeĀ ecosystemsĀ .Ā selfĀ -Ā sustainingĀ .Ā peopleĀ orbitingĀ peopleĀ .Ā laughterĀ findingĀ laughterĀ .Ā extrovertsĀ collectingĀ strangersĀ theĀ wayĀ burrsĀ collectedĀ fabricĀ .Ā conversationsĀ dividingĀ themselvesĀ ,Ā mergingĀ againĀ ,Ā growingĀ branchesĀ beforeĀ heĀ everĀ foundĀ somewhereĀ toĀ standĀ .Ā heĀ wonderedĀ ,Ā notĀ forĀ theĀ firstĀ timeĀ ,Ā whetherĀ everybodyĀ elseĀ hadĀ receivedĀ instructionsĀ forĀ existingĀ thatĀ he'dĀ somehowĀ missedĀ .Ā he'dĀ shownĀ upĀ .Ā thatĀ countedĀ forĀ somethingĀ .Ā itĀ hadĀ toĀ .Ā hisĀ fingersĀ worriedĀ absentmindedlyĀ atĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ squid'sĀ crappilyĀ sewnĀ -Ā onĀ tentaclesĀ ,Ā smoothingĀ theĀ fabricĀ flatĀ beforeĀ immediatelyĀ wrinklingĀ itĀ againĀ .Ā aĀ pointlessĀ cycleĀ .Ā comfortingĀ preciselyĀ becauseĀ itĀ accomplishedĀ nothingĀ .
āāāsomeoneĀ driftedĀ closeĀ enoughĀ toĀ interruptĀ theĀ carefulĀ geometryĀ he'dĀ establishedĀ betweenĀ himselfĀ andĀ theĀ nearestĀ wallĀ .Ā gabe'sĀ headĀ liftedĀ almostĀ immediatelyĀ .Ā "Ā oh ⸻ hiĀ .Ā "Ā theĀ wordĀ escapedĀ aĀ littleĀ tooĀ quicklyĀ ,Ā asĀ thoughĀ he'dĀ beenĀ waitingĀ forĀ permissionĀ toĀ useĀ itĀ .Ā hisĀ eyesĀ dartedĀ towardĀ themĀ ,Ā thenĀ somewhereĀ overĀ theirĀ shoulderĀ ,Ā thenĀ backĀ againĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ wasn'tĀ standingĀ hereĀ becauseĀ iĀ wantedĀ toĀ leaveĀ .Ā "Ā aĀ beatĀ .Ā "Ā that'sĀ ...Ā probablyĀ whatĀ itĀ lookedĀ likeĀ .Ā "Ā heĀ glancedĀ downĀ atĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ danglingĀ tentaclesĀ ,Ā pinchingĀ itĀ betweenĀ twoĀ fingersĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ justĀ neededĀ somewhereĀ theĀ squidĀ wouldĀ fitĀ .Ā "Ā anotherĀ pauseĀ .Ā "Ā sorryĀ .Ā "Ā theĀ apologyĀ arrivedĀ outĀ ofĀ habitĀ ,Ā carryingĀ allĀ theĀ unnecessaryĀ weightĀ ofĀ someoneĀ apologizingĀ forĀ occupyingĀ measurableĀ spaceĀ .Ā heĀ lookedĀ backĀ upĀ ,Ā offeringĀ theĀ smallestĀ ,Ā mostĀ uncertainĀ smileĀ .Ā "Ā iĀ canĀ moveĀ ,Ā ifĀ i'mĀ inĀ yourĀ squid'sĀ wayĀ .Ā Ā no ⸻ fuckĀ .Ā umĀ ,Ā iĀ meantĀ ā¦Ā "Ā thereāsĀ aĀ shakeĀ ofĀ hisĀ headĀ ,Ā anĀ internalĀ huffĀ ofĀ breathĀ atĀ hisĀ ownĀ fuckingĀ stupidityĀ .Ā "Ā ifĀ theĀ squidāsĀ inĀ yourĀ wayĀ .Ā "Ā muchĀ betterĀ .
ā© . . . everything was a performance, at least to sonny it was. there had not been a single moment where he hadn't been putting on an act since he arrived to the party, cheeks aching with forced smiles, bound to incite crow's feet further down the line. his entire being had become so lost in who he should be, that he had slowly lost sight on who he wanted to be. it was only him who cared so much, anyway. everyone felt so, effortlessly, themselves and then there was sonny, so deep in his act of the performative male. it was never an oscarāwinning performance; everyone could see behind the mask. a lost boy without secure guidance, steered off the path from a life that left him secure in himself. whatever, the night was still young! his luck could change at any given moment. but first, he had to gauge why the squid in the corner looked like it had just received bad news. had he just been told that they would be frying him next?
lips quiver as they try to find a reasonable emotion, eyes dancing over the cheap limbs that hang from his being as he finds reasonable proximity. ā i... wasn't judging. ā with a look that bordered amusement and confusion, whether it be from the costume or words, it was unknown. ā shouldn't have to apologize for taking up space, dude. take us much as you need. ā and features ease, settling for sincerity, radiating warmth as gaze finds gabe's. ā i mean, i'm sure people would be much more forgiving over a tentacle than a soaked sleeve. ā lips pull into a corner, cheek held loose between his teeth as hand motions over his damp torso, laugh exhaling through nostrils. where gabe seemed to exude his lack of confidence, sonny's bubbled within, slowly cooling as mind diverted from his own diffidence. ā i just came over here to scope out the room, need to revise my game plan. ā spoken with tones of frustration, he shifted his weight to slip beside the squid, arms folded over chest before quickly dropping to his side with a grimace. too damp, gross. his sights flicker over all the partygoers, mixed emotions that never seem to drop below content. ā i like the squid, very cool. what's the story behind that? ā voice raised over the pounding bass that echoes throughout the penthouse, leaning in toward gabe. eyes return to the other, momentarily, quick to bring their focus back to those around them, analyzing each angel wing and devil horn that passed his line of sight. perhaps, simple was better. or, rather, simpler to explain than why you chose to stand beneath your showerhead to depict the looks of an 18th century yearner. yeah, much easier.
ā© . . . the crowd continues to buzz with excitement over costumes and performances, sonny sat aside with solo cup held loosely in both hands, the occasional smile thrown to each person that enters his proximity, only to be met with an eye roll. does no one care for the ultimate yearner! was being written by a woman no longer the key to someone's heart? whatever. then, he sees... a figment of his imagination? well, not his, but, canonically a figment of imagination. ā durden? ā he points toward august, cup still in hand, half smile pulling on his lips. finally, a costume he was familiar with. what was up with all these theatrical costumes! ā you having a good time? where's your other... real half? ā grin only grows, becoming coyish. his free hand runs through damp curls, smoothing over his damper shirt, deeply regretting not rinsing it out prior. he'd be leaving a trail all night at this rate... but, hey! anything to get himself some attention.
scenario: sonny down on his luck bc no one appreciates his repeated costume... / @dazednconfuseds, closed.
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i am dumber & smarter than u think. do not estimate me