Nintendrone

Hi I'm Laney! Nintendo is my life and Olivia is my world <3

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in fucking conclusion wadda, ko you gor your wish ypu woll mevwr see another post from me ahain bc ill be fucking dead

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Herres fucking proof of what ive been dealing with fir the last fucking year and a half The Komaeda account it a different person, thats an ex, but nevertheless this is what has made me legitimately want to end my life. they win and i lose bc my mental disorders are fucking real and the anxiety and paranoia i have of these two comjng into my inboxes scares the fuck out of me my depression makes me think constantly abt whats been said to me and now all of a sudden bc i get control of mu DID im a fake lerskn fuckk off

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Im not low enough to where I'd dox them ive never sent them anon hate ive never done anything except ignore them by accident which apparently qualifies as abuse I've been in 7 abusive relationships, ive been bound gagged and thrown in a closet i have been raped twice i have been molested as a child twice i know what its like to be abused and what abuse is and i have never ever been an abuser nor a fckint rapist like my ex claims i know their full name, i know what city they live in and i know the second state they'd be in if something were to occur in florida it has been a fucking year and im still being harassed theyve told me to die multiple fucking times so i guess ill attempt it and see where it goes.

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adter waking up from another nightmare ive concluded that im done, im just through. ive been victim of harassment and abuse for so long. my best friend cuts me off, my ex boyfriend breaks up with me, my grandfathers fucking dead and yeah i have and love olivia but i just hate myself so fucking much!!! i know Wadda is gonna come back to this blog to send more anon hate so; wadda you dont have to im giving you your wish and im finally dropping dead. sorry to all who have been offended by me or somwthjng i just cant do this anymkre i give up

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also dont pull the ive never done anything card u abuser

im not fucking abusive come off anon you piece of shitmy job was not to take care of your mental illnessesits not my fucking fault that when i turned 16 i got fucking responsibilities and couldnt give you attentionyou controlled my life for several months bc you were grieving i had to ask permission to sleep, eat, go out, etc. youve tried to go to TWO of my partners and out me for shit. you went to matt and told him my gender, that i had DID bc you figure if you cant have you no one can. im not abusive, i did nothing wrong. in your eyes, maybe i was, but it wasnt my fuckin fault that i had a job, i was moving states, i had a shit ton of school. you forced me to buy a 300 dollar phone so i could talk to you, actually scratch that, for my alters to talk to you on /my/ sweet sixteen vacation. i show no signs of being a fake system, because my system fucking fucked with yours to prove yours is fake. knox made up the story about meeting sen and guess who played along with it. all the past lives were made up to see if youd play into it. you faked it, we didnt. ive been diagnosed, ive been through hell and back with DID. and how fucking dare you try to say im making up a mental disorder thaf for years i had no fucking idea what it was. i found out what it was when Ko suggested it was possible. ive been to therapy to attempt to get fucking rid of it. youre a manipulative fucking bitch. i cared about you the most. when you came out as trans who was there? when joe and your mom were abusive, who was there? when "eth died" who. the fuck. was there. me. i cared about you until you became controlling, made my alters front all the time. I WAS NOT THE HOST OF MY SYSTEM FOR 4 MONTHS BC YOU DECIDED YOU DIDNT LIKE ME ANYMORE. Im not responsible for your mental illnesses. I have a life and you destroyed it. fuck off and leave me alone.

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why arent u dead yet jw

pleSe just leave me alone ivenjever fone anytjing to you

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like not tryna b rude but, if ur system is real i hope they make ur life living hell

Wadda, I'm not dead because I'm away from you. My system is entirely real, and you're stooping very fucking low. I cut you off a year ago and you're still trying to fucking do this. I'm trying my god damn hardest to live a normal life bc I don't want my mental disorders to control me. Please just leave me the fuck alone and stop trying to damage me more than you already have.

[battlevilla]

Send me a pokemon type and i'll tell you:

- my favorite pokemon of that type

- my second favorite pokemon of that type

- the cutest pokemon of that type

- least favorite pokemon of that type

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It’s about to get weird!

[eraserz]

Fun Little Depression Things That Piss Everyone Else Off

- Forgetting literally everything from phone calls to visits to where you put your wallet(I just had it I swear )

- Needing 12 hours of sleep everyday but only in the middle of the day

- Void days

- “I’ll clean my room tomorrow” everyday

- eating everything or nothing

[stag-bi]

- being bitter about other ppl having fun and being happy

- feeling guilty/like a failure when u cant be happy for other ppl

- TERRIBLE, ALL-CONSUMING JEALOUSY

- being angry at other ppl when you just dont have the energy to be angry at urself anymore

- whining allllll the time

- talking abt how u wanna die but knowing its annoying everyone and making everyone upset but u cant stop talking abt it

[3d-dragon]

- being unable to do things certain days  ‘cause you don’t feel like doing it’

- forgetting what they just said/ asked of you cause the static in your mind is too loud/ or cause your attention span is just gone

- always being tired 

- staring at nothing

[fidbri]

[fluffysheeps]

My shiny Bewear is soft and pure and I want to protect her

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my brother just told me fire emblem is chess for weeaboos 

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And you can make the pieces fall in love and have chess piece babies

[mwuuh]

[clown-machine]

want your bad romance

[imanes]

studies show that I literally did not ask

[radioplague]

fun dissociation things

-when u play a game for 8 hours and then u try to walk around and u Become The Main Character

- oh, everything’s moving back and forth slightly, ok

 -suddenly leaving ur body and being too disconnected to care so all u can think is “woah get back in there”

- looking at ur hands and just. what the FUCK are these

- ”my feelings are on the right side of my chest but im on the left so i know they’re there but i’m not affected by them”

- how do i type???? how do i read???? what is a language???? what????????

- doing dumb shit and immediately forgetting/denying u did it

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