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I'm not okay.

The evolution of Chuck and Blair

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it all comes down to the person u look for in a crowded room

This is affecting me more then I thought it would. Every time I think about going out I get so scared. Every time I think about what happened I cry my eyes out. I'm afraid to sleep because of the nightmares it gives me, and I keep drifting off during class. My appetite, it comes and goes. I'm worried about my future because of this. I can't let it go. No one really helps me. They say it'll be okay. But I won't ever be okay with this when it keeps haunting and taunting me. The funny thing is it wasn't my fault, but the other funny thing is this is all completely my fault and I can't do anything to keep me from thinking about it. I don't listen when people bring it up so I don't breakdown. I want to die. I can't live with myself doing this. I scared every one and my parents I just don't know what to do. I need to talk to someone. I need help.