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(((power on is the first step)))

[humancomputer-blog1]

Scorpio rising

I’m texting her, god I really need a massage.

“You always guess your surprises.”

Well I assume we will get massages at some point, I’m confused again …

“I got us a couples massage for Saturday”

You’re spoiling me!!!

“I love you and you deserve it and you never ask for anything.”

Thank you so much, you’re incredibly generous and kind. I love you.

“Wait til I close this deal.”

What are you talking about?

“I want you to quit your job and go travel with me for a few months.”

You’re going to give me a heart attack…

“Good thing you’re wearing that heart monitor then.”

[midori1017]

[humancomputer-blog1]

I met another scorpio. Finally.

“Are you busy this weekend?” She is texting me.

I respond, I was hoping to see you again.

“Good! Because I already have a plan.”

I go, so… what are we doing?

“I can’t tell you, it’s a surprise”

Babe, I love surprises! But can you give me a hint?

“It’s your favorite band at the moment.”

They aren’t touring around here though?

“I bought us tickets”

I don’t understand.

“Well I got us different tickets. Maybe I should have asked how you feel about flying?”

Omfg are you fucking kidding me? I am crying at work. You are fucking insane. I love it. I love you. Thank you.

“I’m in love with you and I do what I want but you know that already.”

(AND THIS IS THE STORY OF OUR THIRD DATE.)

[humancomputer-blog1]

"The klonopin is no longer working at 2mg divided dosage throughout the day and my body keeps having break through physical attacks." "I don't want to give you more klonopin." "Exactly the opposite actually, I'm going to stop taking it entirely and don't want anything else." "You can't do that." "Yes I am." (I had already stopped taking it). "You'll have a seizure." "I might have a seizure." "Ok, there is a strong possibility." "The only thing that is real right now is my body is addicted to a drug that isn't serving a purpose anymore, and I do not want that, so I am changing it." "Let me give you an antidepressant." "I'm not depressed and you know that." "It will help your anxiety." "I have no faith in any medication anymore and I don't even know if I believe I have anxiety right now. All I know is what I've already said, so fuck all of it." "I need to give you a taper plan if you're not going to take your meds." (She is failing to understand I have already made up my mind. She has forgot I once ran a marathon just to see if I could do it. She is not seeing the fact I am physically shaking because I am having withdrawal. I've already started this mental race. That's all it is at this point.) "Ok, whatever." I think, My heart is no longer broken. I think, I do not need to sandpaper my soul. I think, how in love i feel! I laugh. She looks at me hard and confused and I get up and leave. I step outside. It is nearing summer again. Two years ago around this time I was on these same steps begging for relief. Now I have the answer. It was time spent in vain but it is not lost time. Here I am. I missed me so much. Here I am.

[magictransistor]

Atsuko Tanaka. Electric Dress. 1957.

[getfaded-blog]

[humancomputer-blog1]

do u dump fm

I ship am

[hellocatfood]

[humancomputer-blog1]

"I stabbed myself in the stomach... with a plastic knife... to try to get the food out..." "Wait." "...Was that too much info?" "No no. But like. You were able to stab yourself with a plastic knife?! I'm less shocked and more impressed, to be honest." "Well... It hurt. A lot. It was very hard." "Wow. I mean... if you ever play 'never have I ever' that would be a good one, for sure." She looks at me hard then laughs. "You know, that use to be one of my teen sob stories, but now I can't help but see your point." I consider this then say, "Personal growth usually starts with horror before it just becomes part of our past and part of the better person we hope to be, I think." She leans over. I pause. She kisses me, and quietly, "I'm not going to be able to tell that story ever again without acknowledging my current strength, so thank you."

[375moved-deactivated20170112]

[sluttydrunk]

I messaged a beekeeper on Grindr to keep up the great work and he said that’s the first time someone complimented him on beekeeping :(

[theparanoidandroid]

Support your local gay beekeeper

[data-and-vision]

[eternitytree-deactivated2015061]

[duneblade]

Words to live by. #MondayMorning

[oliviaderman]

[jenn2d2]

A federal appeals court in New York on Thursday ruled that the once-secret National Security Agency program that is systematically collecting Americans’ phone records in bulk is illegal. The decision comes as a fight in Congress is intensifying over whether to end and replace the program, or to extend it without changes. In a 97-page ruling, a three-judge panel for the United States Court of Appeals for the Second Circuit held that a provision of the USA Patriot Act known as Section 215 cannot be legitimately interpreted to allow the systematic bulk collection of domestic calling records. The ruling was certain to increase the tension that has been building in Congress as the provision of the act that has been cited to justify the bulk data collection program nears expiration. It will expire in June unless lawmakers pass a bill to extend it. Thursday’s ruling did not come with any injunction ordering the program to cease, and it is not clear that anything else will happen in the judicial system before Congress has to make a decision about the expiring law. It is the first time a higher-level court in the regular judicial system has reviewed the program.

N.S.A. Phone Data Collection Is Illegal, Appeals Court Rules - NYTimes.com (via jenn2d2)

[kelsium]

Our lifestyles are possible because of the subjugation of others. The end.

[star-eater-stolas-deactivated20]

What about the rest?

[modempunk]

None of this is real.