taylor

inside your mind

[hurricane-tay]

he’s the type that won’t let you

have your own say

your opinions are muzzled

locked away

there will be a day he will let me have my way

but he will steal my ideas

and take them all away

say they were his and he’ll keep them tucked away

and save me for rainy day

this sounds like a prison

and i should stay far away

[tiredandlonelymuse]

Original tumblr girl you wouldn’t understand

[hurricane-tay]

you scream that you love me

as you drive my hearse

[haikugem]

Humans

I'm always finding Them deceiving me in more than one way.

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[hurricane-tay]

i’ll leave

and make this decision

easier for you and me

[hurricane-tay]

you scream that you love me

as you drive my hearse

[hurricane-tay]

why can’t i leave myself

the way everyone else does

[hurricane-tay]

hope you say my name

in your sleep

while you’re tangled

in a new girls sheets

bet she’s nothing like me

and you’ll wish you were

still holding on to me

oh but i’ll haunt you in your sleep

and infect all your dreams

i’m a deadly disease

you’ll never forget me

[hurricane-tay]

different pieces of me splattered all around

i bet some of my parts are still on the ground

stepped, stomped, and dragged through the town

i’ve gotten pretty use to it by now

always being let down

but still i never made a sound

and when they ask me —

“why’d you decide to speak up just now?”

because i’m tired of being silent

and i ache

i need to take these memories off my plate

don’t you see the burden of all this weight?

[tiredandlonelymuse]

We’re in a hotel and you cannot find your shoes.

I’ve ordered coffee, just for you.

Plain white toast, for two.

“There isn’t one thing for yourself that you can do.

You’ve gotta get yourself together.

Gotta grow up soon.”

Get your camera, shoot this scene.

You tried to build a movie screen,

but bet it all on hopes and dreams.

I called the doctor about my spleen.

Show up to chemotherapy.

Kicked the coffee, eat my greens.

90 pounds are left of me.

You take the fat for kerosene.

The sadness stays, the lovers leave.

[hurricane-tay]

“when you’re done you can discard me like the others always do”

[tiredandlonelymuse]

This is how I originally wrote it. One of those that starts as a poem and then begs to be a song. I posted a fragment of this on tumblr a while back, but here’s the initial piece in its entirety 🤍

[hurricane-tay]

oh the loneliest girl in town is bought for pennies of prize..

[tiredandlonelymuse]

We’re in a hotel and you cannot find your shoes.

I’ve ordered coffee, just for you.

Plain white toast, for two.

“There isn’t one thing for yourself that you can do.

You’ve gotta get yourself together.

Gotta grow up soon.”

Get your camera, shoot this scene.

You tried to build a movie screen,

but bet it all on hopes and dreams.

I called the doctor about my spleen.

Show up to chemotherapy.

Kicked the coffee, eat my greens.

90 pounds are left of me.

You take the fat for kerosene.

The sadness stays, the lovers leave.

[tiredandlonelymuse]

by Sarah Pardini

[kosmogrl]

unstoppable force (trying desperately to see the good in life) vs immovable object (wishing life would be kinder to me)

[kelebek-gibi-deactivated2025100]

“Tired, my love, so fuckn’ tired”..

[tiredandlonelymuse]

I’ve been on my knees since I was 5.

In the chapel,

in a bedroom,

in an alley late at night.

Always facing an inflated

godlike

version of some guy.

But as a girl you do what you need to survive.

You open wider, take the body.

Thank your father, you’ve been naughty.

2 Hail Marys, 20 lashings.

“I’ve been sent to punish you for daring to exist.

You will never know a love as meaningful as this.”

I’ve memorized

the lines

since I was 10.

From the Bible,

from the playbook,

from the magazines for men.

If you should mess it up, you’ll start again.

But, still, they only want

the women

they condemn.

I think that I’d have too much fun in hell.

With the pagans

and the hedonists

and sapphics there as well.

Purgatory seems the better fit

I can’t stand waiting in the corner,

but I do love being hit.

There’s not a torture you can prescribe

that I wouldn’t find

a way to like.

Every single second I’m alive

I’m sharpening an axe I’d like to grind.

“I was sent to punish you

for the way I was designed.

You will never know a love

that you fear more than mine.”

- “God Fear a Woman” 2023

[musclepowerplay]