After a very long hiatus, I’m back with a story. :)
Title: Bæd weather
Genre: Angst(a bit), Fluff
Characters: Jimin x You (Reader)
"Jimin please, listen to what I'm going to say."
I ran after him when he just passed by without looking at me.
"Jimin please..." before I could hold onto his arm to stop him from where he was going, he stopped and he harshly turned around and faced me with a cold expression. It sent shivers down my spine. I wasn't able to immediately react.
"So? I thought you want me to hear your explanation? Though it will not change everything I saw earlier." Jimin told me with the coldest tone that I have ever heard with a scowl on his face.
A hint of anger, disappointment, and sadness are evident in his beautiful eyes. I went, mum. I can't put the right words together. I was scared I might hurt him even more. Though I know I didn't and will never cheat on him.
"Jimin, you know that Jihoon and I are friends since grade school.."
"And I also know he loves you even then" I was cut off with my explanation when he made that comment.
"And I already made it clear to him that the only relationship I can give him is just friends."
Frustration is evident in my voice because we're dealing again with the same old issue that has been long dealt with.
"I don't think that got straight right through his head." Jimin scoffed.
He wasn't happy about me siding Jihoon but I'm not siding anyone here. I am just trying to explain my rationale hoping that this time he'll let go of this topic cause I'm not going to cheat on him ever! I am trying to figure out the right words to say to make him stop worrying about anything in this relationship when he suddenly asks me a question I hope I didn't need to answer.
"Choose, is it me or that bastard?" He asked me with a stern voice as if asking me to give the answer he wanted to hear or else...
"Jimin.." I pleaded answered and I tried to touch him with the hopes that it will calm him but he took a step a back and all of the emotions on his eyes suddenly disappears.
"Wrong answer y/n" he declared while giving me the scariest smile that he gave me for the last 3 years that we've been together. It's supposedly not like that. His smile is my favorite thing in this world. This time it's heart-shattering because it doesn't reach his eyes.
"Let's break up." I feel like the whole world crumbles before my eyes along with my heart that wasn't able to take any of this anymore."J-Jimin, this is just a total misunderstanding..."
My lips quiver and I felt my eyes can't hold the tears anymore. I wanted him to hold me and tell me that it was just a joke, that he can now understand the relationship I have with Jihoon and we'll make up.
Because the Jimin I know never would let me cry. He hates seeing me cry. He feels like he's not worthy to be by my side because he can't make sure that I'll never shed a tear.
"Then let's put an end to this misunderstanding. We've been having this misunderstanding for the last 3 years and I'm tired of it." finality is evident in his voice.
He left me standing there, dumbfounded as he shut the door of our beloved shared room. As if he cut down my source of energy. With so much hurt, I ran out of our apartment with no exact direction to follow.
"Stupid Park Jimin" I started mumbling as my tears keep on falling.
"I hate you, I hate you!"
And with the right timing, rain started pouring.
"Oh, great! Thanks for sympathizing! "I shouted sarcastically while looking up."Shoot, I feel like I'm in a Korean Drama"
If someone sees me right now, they might think I've gone mad. Talking alone while laughing with myself with a tear-streaked face. I laughed bitterly as I tried to wipe away my tears though it's no use.
“The only difference is he won't come running to take me back,” I mumbled to myself.
Before I could face him entirely, two strong arms were bound around me.
He buried his face onto my shoulder and tightened his embrace.
Overwhelmed by the conversation we had earlier and by him being here, which I didn't expect, confusion might be evident on my face.
"What do you mean let's go? Where to?"
He pinched my cheek a bit. "Where? Back to our apartment of course"
He dragged me back to our apartment before I could say anything else.
*In our apartment, immediately after we got in our bedroom,...
"Jimin, look I'm sorry. I really didn't intend to hurt you in any way. Jihoon is just a friend to me and nothing more. I love you to the point that I can't think of cheating on you." Tears starting to fall again. "I hope you do realize how much I love you"
"I do know that you can't cheat on me. You're not that type of girl. And I know that I've been an insecure jealous jerk." He sat down on our bed while holding my hands.
" I 've let my emotions took over me. I got insecure every time I see you smile while you're with him. He knows you very well." He looked like a child confessing a crime that he regretted while pouting which I found cute.
Though I shouldn't be having those thoughts right now cause talking about a serious matter I just can't help it
"But you're the one who makes me happy. Please stop those insecurities of yours" I touched his face and he leaned on to my palms looking like an obedient cat.
"He does know the little things that will make me smile, but you're my happiness" Jimin smiled sweetly at me
"It makes my heart swell baby. Those words made me realize how big of a jerk I am because of being jealous of a person I need not be jealous of."
I shook my head slightly to say that he really doesn't need to and gave him a small smile.
"That shortie already gave up his love for you a long time ago. He realized that he won't stand a chance against me" He had that smug on his face.
"And how do you know about that?" I arched a brow at him
"He said it himself. He went here earlier."
"Yeah. He felt guilty after he saw us rushed out of the cafe where you're having a chat together. He went here to clear things up."
"He's a nice guy like what I've told you"
"I think so" He just shrugged.
I playfully punched him on his chest but he immediately caught my arm then hugged me.
"Baby, I'm really sorry. I love you and really hurt me to see you hurting especially because of me. Please forgive me."
"I love you too.I've forgiven you already." I cupped his face.
"You know what type weather we have today?"
He was smiling widely to the point his eyes were crescent shapes. Thunder roars outside our room's window.
This really has been bad for the both of us.
He pushed me onto the bed while hugging me.
His eyes have a hint of darkness and he's smiling devilishly. He then placed himself on top of me.
I've got a bad feeling about this.
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