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bts
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itzy
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ive
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Lmfaooooo that anon must’ve gagged tf out of the reader. Danm, you could’ve said it more gently. They really said “stop parting your hair like that and get you some hair growth serums before you become a bald head scallawag”
lolll for real,, there indeed is something heart-fluttering about a stranger being so concerned about the health of my scalp.
Your hair is thinning in the part you need to buy Cered hair drops. Stop parting your hair in the same place. If you are on your late 20s it will start to show
oh.
do you at least have a discount code for me, thoughtful anon?
Do u think there are members in enhypen that regret being an idol ?
i pulled a few cards on each member 💌
𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙪𝙣𝙜
so, heeseung reads as someone who basically lives and breathes to improve and work on himself, hustle, put in sincere effort into everything he does, especially in his career. he seems to have a lot of desires and wishes in this context, and saw being an idol as a chance for him to realize them for himself, and develop into someone 자랑스러워. which means someone he himself or others can be proud of.
this is quite specific, but there's something about his mother here, and wanting to see her proud of him too. she seems like a central figure that keeps him going.
however i have to say, i'm feeling this slight sense of.. plateau, stagnancy in context of the idol life. like he isn't exactly sure if he can blossom as much as he could, live out his true creativity completely.. doubts whether he'll actually end up feeling as fulfilled as he wants to, if he keeps going down this current road. a part of him could feel this inner nudge to move forward, and discover a path that's more tailored to serve his desires further.
i wouldn't say he necessarily regrets it, since he's likely to see it as a stepping stone for what's to come. like it was the first step to success. but i have a feeling he doesn't want his career to stay limited to only being an “idol” forever. he wants time to provide him with more chances. he could desire to show himself in various aspects, especially ones that allow him to unfold his creative spark and make him feel more prosperous. he's constantly seeking for this inner sense of satisfaction.
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he doesn't really regret it, moreso finds it draining at times. i get this sense that jay wishes he could just slow down, rest more, have space to himself without all the constant demands. however at the same time, he's aware this is the path he himself chose and worked hard for.. so there's that mindset of “i made my bed, now i have to lie in it.”
he does feel proud of where he's at though. there's enjoyment in the reputation, the recognition, the status that comes with being an idol. i keep picking up on how much he likes the luxury side of it too; the fashion, the brand deals, the way it makes him look and feel expensive.
but the energy around him isn't always the most genuine. like, he knows not everyone can be trusted fully. there's competition, tension, people who don't have the purest intentions. so even while he enjoys the spotlight, there's this constant need to stay guarded, to keep a smile on his face even when he's tired or wary.
it feels less like regret, and more like a mix. pride and satisfaction in what he's achieved, but also that awareness of the cost that comes with it.
𝙟𝙖𝙠𝙚
straight up, first message; jake enjoys the female attention. i got that right away lol.
he really loves the idea of being able to interact with people all over the world, traveling, experiencing different places and cultures; it makes him feel like he's expanding, like his life is bigger than it would've been otherwise.
but on top of that, there's this thrill in being seen as a star. he enjoys being dazzling, desirable, almost untouchable. i keep picking up on this belief that being an idol made him into someone more special than he might have thought he was before. the recognition, the flattery, the obsession even; it shifts how he sees himself. like he's in awe at times, i keep hearing “me? for real?” it gives him drive, a reason to aim higher, to keep pushing forward.
however, under the glamour, there's something a little.. shallow about it. it feels good in the moment, but there's also this realization that the idol life can drain you. physically, emotionally, even spiritually. the applause fills him up, but only temporarily, and then he can be left needing more. it's not really fulfilling in the long run, essentially.. very unstable and unreliable source of happiness.
i'm also sensing trust issues that have only grown stronger since stepping into this role. being admired from a pedestal makes it harder for him to connect on an eye-to-eye level. he wants to be seen deeply, to have something genuine, but the fear is that most people are drawn to the image, the shine, the status.. not to him as a whole person. and that makes him wary, almost lonely at times, despite all the attention.
similarly to jay, i wouldn't say he regrets it, but is aware of the cost idol-life can come with.
𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙣
so interestingly, sunghoon seems to carry this mindset of, “if this is how the industry works, then you just deal with it.” he reads as someone who's been through more than he lets on. i get the sense he entered with certain ideals or expectations that ended up being shattered, and he had to learn how to adapt quickly. seeing the uglier sides of the industry forced him to toughen up, to build walls around himself.
because of that, he's become more protective in general; over his privacy, his career, his resources, even his emotions. honestly, i see him as the member who doesn't fully trust anyone, not even within the group. he feels like someone who prefers to stay focused on his own path rather than leaning on others.
he's also very aware of how many sneaky people in this business carry hidden motives, so he's cautious about who he lets close. he's good at keeping up appearances, making it seem like he's unbothered, but i do feel like he carries more behind the scenes than he really showcases. he makes it look easier than it is in reality.
at the same time, he doesn't like to dwell too much on the darker side of it all. he takes pride in his accomplishments, in the wins he's proudly stacked up along the way, and tries to keep his attention there instead of on the losses.
it doesn't feel like regret, more like endurance. a decision to keep moving forward, even if the road has cost him more than people realize.
𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙤𝙤
phew, sunoo felt the heaviest here. he's the first one that actually gives me a tinge of regret. his perception of himself reads as too soft for the harshness of the industry. too emotional, too sensitive to really feel at home in this environment. it's like he often questions whether he's cut out for it at all, whether he really belongs.
he does genuinely enjoy parts of it; the fun, celebratory energy, connecting with people, making memories, feeling like he's accomplished something. but that brightness can flip rather quickly. once he's on his own, he can get caught in his head, replaying things, doubting himself, imagining “what ifs.” i sense him picturing what life would be like in a simpler job, something more “regular,” where he could just exist without the constant pressure.
there's also this thread of imposter syndrome running through him. like he doesn't measure up, doesn't deserve the praise he gets, and has to put in twice the effort just to keep up with others. at times it can feel fake to him; like wearing a costume that doesn't fit, one that hides who he actually is. he struggles with self-worth and with figuring out where his true identity ends and the idol image begins.
i also feel him reflecting a lot, sometimes too much, which only amplifies the heaviness. it's like he gets stuck between who he thinks he should be versus who he actually is. that “impersonator” energy makes me think he worries about losing himself, or even already feels like he has.
so while he doesn't despise everything about being an idol, there is that ache of regret. wondering if this life is really aligned with who he is at his core, or if he's just forcing himself into a role that doesn't truly fit.
𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙬𝙤𝙣
did not expect for jungwon to come through so negatively. but this is likely something he's pondered over, a lot. literally only got swords, so there seems to be a ton of mental energy invested into this topic, very logical view of it all.
jungwon reads as very straightforward, to the point, realistic. he's not someone you can fool or bribe with sweet talk. he sees things for what they are, and if something's shitty, he'll call it out as shitty.
he's acutely aware of the parts of the industry he doesn't personally approve of. what comes through strongly is his dislike of how restricted idols are. the constant monitoring, the need to perform a version of yourself that doesn't feel sincere. he doesn't seem to really get why authenticity has to be sacrificed, like… “if you're a decent person, why would you need to put on a mask anyway?” there's a yearning to be free from that golden cage, to break outdated rules and expectations, and to carve out an image of himself rooted in honesty rather than performance.
whenever i read for him, i feel his group's energy close by. he thinks of them often, especially in terms of how they're treated by the company, whether things are fair or not. there's a clear frustration with how legal matters are handled too, how unjust and one-sided the system feels. he knows this industry demands tough skin; that no one's going to protect you but yourself. and so there's this constant need to be on guard, to stand firm, to not let himself or the people around him get trampled.
yet, there's a lot of information he could keep to himself. he's very observant and keeps a close and attentive eye on a lot of things going on behind the scenes, possibly could even weaponize information he gathered but didn't disclose before. he's very strategic and clever in that regard. the type to quietly beat you at your own game.
so does he regret it? i wouldn't say necessarily.. it feels more like constant questioning. he's aware of the flaws, the injustice, the pressure, and sometimes it can weigh on him, that regret crosses his mind.
but at the core, there's still resilience, and the drive to fight through it rather than bow out. it's less regret, more resistance and determination to change what he can, at least for himself and his group, and to walk this path on his own terms, even if it means clashing with the system that built his career.
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i think ni-ki is a little divided, in a sense where, being an idol does provide him with the opportunity to do what he enjoys the most.. but there's also a lot of things outside of that, which he himself isn't overly fond of.
i get the sense that when he first entered the industry, there was genuine excitement; the community, the support, the thrill of standing on stage. (he was so young, it was probably this sheer joy of “i made it!”, of course, without yet truly knowing how the industry works)
what once felt celebratory can now feel competitive, even draining. the spotlight brings not just recognition, but constant chatter, silly rumors, and unnecessary noise that he doesn't really care for.
ni-ki is someone who takes his craft seriously, he's very professional. he wants to be seen as an artist above all, but the idol world doesn't always allow for that distinction. there can be interference, like outside people feeling entitled to voice their opinions on everything, gossip about things that don't matter, distractions that pull the focus away from what he actually values. i sense that can make him want to detach, to carve out a peaceful space where his artistry isn't clouded by the baseless outside opinions.
it doesn't feel like genuine regret, but more like division. he does love the core of what he does; the performing, the music, the craft.. but can struggle with everything that surrounds it. there's an inner longing for a purer version of this life, one where the art gets to speak louder than the noise.
as soon as i saw the news, i specifically remembered how last year, i got this energy from him of wanting to expand further and not remain stagnant on his current path, like it wasn't satisfying him and fulfilling his desires in ways he wanted it to. seeing his situation as more of a stepping stone. interesting..
Your message was just what I needed to see. I don’t have any in person friends to talk to. I’m not where I want to be career wise, financially, socially. It’s been a long time since I’ve been proud of myself. I have so much love and creativity to give and share. Your message is telling me to keep going, to keep creating, to keep putting myself out there. Things can get better.
I am a big lurker of your tumblr. I really enjoy your readings. And I truly appreciate you posting this. You didn’t have to. Hope you have a great New Year as well!
i apologize for only seeing this message now, but i'm so glad my words helped you out in some sort of way..
my god i know exactly what you're talking about.. though of course everyone has their own unique experiences and relating emotions. it's just so hard to tell yourself to keep going sometimes, especially when you feel like there's no tangible results and something you can hold on to. life can easily make us feel like our efforts are going to waste, if there's no immediate physical manifestation of our work.
but this reminds me of something i once heard a motivational speaker say; consider this time as an enduring but important season where you're growing roots. seeds don't sprout right away. they take time to slowly spread deep underground. from the outside it looks like nothing is happening, but that seed is working very hard to bear the weight of the soil and spread its own roots, little by little. and at some point, once that process is done, it starts sprouting and being a beautiful steady tree, with a solid foundation and ground.
i'm telling myself constantlyyy, quite literally wrote it on a post-it on my laptop for work and on my night-stand. “good things take time.” “patience.” i know it's easy to feel tempted to chase instant gratification and results.. but trust me when i tell you, successful masters don't just drop from the sky. the way you approach the process, is what's more significant than anything else. hard work never betrays you. some of the most successful people got to the point they are, because they remained consistent in their efforts.
i want to gently nudge you to change your statement from “things can get better.” to “things will get better.” you are the master of your life and create your own reality. if you truly believe that they will, the universe pretty much has no choice but to bend for you. you have to recognize yourself as someone who's worthy of what you want, and not budge from this strong belief. i promise you, maybe not right away, but things will turn for the better for you. maybe not immediately, but they will.
this is so much easier said than done, but you're much more powerful than you know! don't underestimate yourself. you can always talk to me if you need a person to vent to. i know i'm awful at answering, but i promise i read every single one and will never judge you for letting your stress out in my inbox. 🫂
you will experience a love that is beautifully stable. it's like.. they're always there for you if you need them. when you're happy, when you're sad, when you're angry, when you want the world to leave you alone.
this is someone who will respect your need for space and your boundaries, but they just aren't gonna leave you. even if you disappoint or hurt them; they're likely to want to preserve through it, rather than giving up on you straight away. i get a very calm and down-to-earth energy from this person.
i see you bonding with someone who's very consistent and reliable in their efforts towards you. this consistency, them showing up for you in this dependable manner, has the potential to give you a feeling of worthiness.
i felt very drawn to the song “my love mine all mine” by mitski for this pile. what makes your love so special, is this sense of belonging it brings to the both of you. it will just.. click, it will make sense. like you found your person, you found the person you'd wanna stick with, through thick and thin. nothing in the world can take you away from your fs, and vice versa.
your love will be special in the way it conquers obstacles and challenges. it's giving a very enduring type of energy. i see you two learning to love each other throughout your trials. learning to forgive is a big lesson for the two of you.
this love is likely to show you what genuine love actually means. which is willingly showing up for another human being, despite it not always being easy, perfect and effortless. enduring love requires patience, stamina, maturity.. the ability to understand what impact your actions have on the connection, and the willingness to work on yourself in order to show up as the best version you can be for your lover.
both of you will want to make it through together, because it's you. you probably wouldn't do it for anyone else. like, this person is just worth the effort.
even if you two fought and clash, which isn't an unlikely scenario; your love for each other will remain present throughout it all, and what you go through together, will strengthen your bond more. there's no love like one that stays by your side, even at your worst.
their love is of substance, and very durable, it's based on something unshakable. they're very invested. i can see some of you being surprised at how loyal this person actually is. perhaps you haven't yet experienced a person sturdily remaining by your side throughout your.. “worst”..
(i don't like using this terminology here, i hope you understand what i'm trying to imply.. it's like, the state in which mostly we ourselves deem us as more “unlovable” due to various reasons.. i can feel this love disproving this to you. you having difficulties or being flawed, does not make you any less worthy of love. the right kind of love will love you, even in your sadness, in your grief, in your moments of weakness. the right kind of love won't blame you for your wounds, but gently caress them, and make you understand your scars don't lessen your worthiness or beauty, in any way whatsoever.)
the challenges you go through together will likely provide you with this slowly built but steady and stable foundation of trust between the two of you.
they will also give you a beautifully unique and one-of-a-kind understanding of each other. i see you two complimenting and completing each other very nicely. no one will know you the way your fs does and vice versa.
i do see you having differences in opinions or views, possibly causing friction in some areas. but over time, you both will learn to be less stubborn about certain things and give in or compromise for one another, in order to find a healthy middle ground. i see this being for your highest good as well. it will be teamwork that's built and learnt over time, and your differences will draw you to each other even more in retrospect, rather than pulling you apart.
the relationship you share is very likely to open both of your eyes to things you couldn't see before. it can help you move on from past experiences that potentially tainted your mindset, your views towards love or human relationships more negatively, and create new beautiful pictures in your life, like.. i'm seeing this picture of dark colors being literally painted over. they will reshape your perception of many things; yourself, love, connections, life..
i see this connection being divinely orchestrated. it's meant to happen, in order for the both of you to get guided on the path the divine has destined for you to go down, and align with your higher purpose. it's a very significant bond.
this love is special because, throughout all the various experiences, especially through the challenging times, you and your person, will grow and transform tremendously. you will know and understand yourself better through this journey.
“my baby here on earth, showed me what my heart is worth. nothing in the world belongs to me, but my love, mine all mine.” is the line that feels very significant. the love you experience with your fs, will make you more aware of your own worth. i see a huge emphasis on self-love, which i think is beautiful. this love will help you to see yourself more clearly for the wonderfully impressive person you are, and what you can do in this lifetime. it's like, you will learn to love yourself more, through learning to love them. and them willingly pouring out to you, will make you feel appreciated, special and precious.
the imagery on the cards i have, is giving me a lot of physical touch. it's likely you and your fs will enjoy and love just being near each other.
just having your person by your side will make you feel safe, protected.. i hurt “nothing's gonna hurt you baby” in my head here. (“whispered something in your ear. made you smile and look away. as long as you're with me, you'll be just fine. nothing's gonna take you from my side.” the song by cas)
i'm also seeing this scene of you instinctively reaching out for their hand whenever you're together, even in a group of people, which can you give your heart this stability and comfort. the feeling of their skin on yours, or literally just their presence next you will soothe your potential anxieties.
you guys are giving me.. us against the world. as long as i'm with you and you stay with me, i feel like i could do anything, and become anything i want to. it's very much giving power couple, as cheesy as it sounds. but you just gain strength and a sense of personal power through the other's existence.
the song only by lee hi is coming through here “내가 더 잘할게요 이렇게 같이 있어준다면” -> “i will do better if you stay by my side like this”
your love will be immensely special in the encouraging, reassuring, empowering, comforting and transformative effect it has on the both of you.
i got strong pisces, leo, pluto, and earth sign energy. it's possible that you have the prominent water placements, and your counterpart could be more earth-heavy. of course doesn't have to, i feel there could be conjunctions/trines in your synastry. interesting how this pile makes me write in quite the.. condensed but straightforward? way. to compare, in pile two i could just go on and on and on, but here, the fs' energy is more serious and down-to-earth. it feels very centered around what promises they can make and keep to you. very practical but romantic at the same time. it's like this sense of heart-fluttering you get from someone who's so so devoted to you. i keep wanting to say “i will do this, and this, and this for you, and i stand by my word.” and they mean what they say. this isn't not someone who'll just whisper empty words to sweet talk and not live up to them. best believe they only say something if they truly stand behind it.
to add, i feel this very protective energy from your future spouse. absolutely someone who will guard you a lot, make sure no one gets too close, or does you wrong in any way. they'd put up a fierce fight for you without a doubt.
i keep seeing the image of them building these walls around you and if people wanna get through to you, they need to get through them first. like a rare type of diamond that needs to be guarded from curious people or negative influences. your fs does not play about you. even i feel subtly threatened >﹏<” lol
another note here, is that i got this energy of you perhaps being a little.. softer, more youthful, and a little sillier or goofier. you could have this cheerful and sweet side to you, which comes out a lot when you're together; which means you feel quite comfortable around them.
whereas your partner's energy overall seems more grounded. though i see your partner receiving your nature in an incredibly welcoming manner, quite literally with open arms.
i just see them lovingly gazing at you laughing (at your own joke for example hh) with this genuine sparkle and straight adoration in their eyes; this person will be very endeared by you. people on the outside could probably just see the love dripping out of their eyes, like “wow, that guy/girl really loves them.” basically, let's all try to find a partner who looks at us the way your future spouse does.
just seeing you happy brings this person a sense of true satisfaction, which is why i see them likely wanting to do a lot of things in order to bring you that sense of happiness themselves. they will feel responsible for you.
your sole existence will be a literal source of light in their life. therefore, they'll want to pour into you consciously, so you could shine your brightest. if you look at the image of the pile you chose, iu is dragging taehyung after her looking joyful, he's running along.
the oracles cards i pulled for this pile;
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the first thing i heard for you is “your love will show you how to dream again” and :') i got quite teary.
i see you meeting your fs during a period in your life that is quite.. dark.
the difference in the beginning and the end of the spread genuinely made me emotional. i'm really feeling for this pile.
there's some sadness here. i'm sensing you having been through a good amount of inner turmoil in your life. so so much you had to deal with, so much the world is making you face. i'm also feeling a sense of loneliness, this feeling of.. “i'm all alone trying to deal with these demons.”
you could have the tendency to get stuck in your mind a lot; overthink, overanalyze, overinterpret things to the degree where it drives you insane. you also might have the tendency to shut down your emotions out of fear or insecurity. they could feel very destabilizing and overwhelming.
you and your future spouse are likely to come across each other when you're at a low point of some sort. where you lack drive, motivation.. life quite literally feels dull. like there's nothing you truly look forward to.
you're just going through the motions, and functioning.. but not truly living. on the surface you might look calm, but there's likely so much going on inside of you, which you don't know how to express or let out.
i'm being reminded of this line from rose in the movie titanic “outwardly, i was everything (..) i should be. inside, i was screaming.”
to tell you straight up; what makes this love special, is how it will literally light you up. it will introduce to a side of you, you likely haven't been able to see in a while.
i'm seeing this image of you being stuck in a dark spring with seemingly no way out, though you could climb up if you really wanted to. you just can't seem to find the courage, or lack belief in yourself to actually do it.. it's a mental blockage.
i see your fs coming in as this hand reaching into the spring, reaching out for you. and rather than lifting you up all by themselves, they will do it in a way that shows you, that you are indeed capable of getting out. you will climb, try to hold on and pull yourself up, while this hand is keeping its grip on you tightly.
i'm also being shown this scene of titanic in my minds eye, where jack pulls rose up after she slipped over the reiling of the ship. a lot of titanic references here, and i actually see the storyline resembling your journey in a subtle but sweet way.
jack makes rose believe in the beauty of life's simplicities again. she was like a flower that was afraid to bloom because it didn't feel safe to, and that's how you guys feel to me too..
the existence of your fs in your life, will not only help you get an understanding of your true direction, they will also make you believe in yourself to the point where you aren't afraid to actually take action in that specific direction.
they will encourage you to be more bold, courageous, trust yourself, and to not be afraid to love yourself first and foremost. some of you could have people-pleasing tendencies, or perhaps care too much about what others think. you could get tempted to dim your light so others don't feel uncomfortable. it's just a scary thing.
this love, will show you how beautiful you are when you shine. it's like they will hold a mirror to things that were already within you, you yourself just struggled to see them.
they will open your eyes to how wonderful you are, when you allow yourself to be your authentic self, and just embrace every part you come with. it's like.. this person will make you feel loved and valued for all that you are. including the things you yourself might feel insecure about. quite often, these are things others find so special about us.
this love is special in the way it just makes you excited for what's to come. you will love making different type of plans together, envisioning a dazzling future together. them coming into your life is likely to cause significant movement in your life; you don't feel stuck in your mind as much anymore.
i'm getting a huge emphasis on feelings though, and it's very sweet how the spread starts with the four of cups, and ends with the seven of cups. the difference between those cards are three cups, which is the card of joy, celebration.. it's a very fun connection. it's like, this will be a love which provides you with this genuine sense of fun you might've lacked for a while and throughout the course of the connection, you will start to allow yourself to dream bigger and reach for higher stars.
things won't feel as scary anymore; the world won't feel as scary. life won't feel as scary. and feelings won't feel as scary.
this person will teach you it's safe to open up your heart and allow your emotions to be felt in their entirety. you don't have to shut off in order to cope. you are absolutely allowed to let your feelings run, have your imaginations go wild, reach for the stars and desire for things that seem impossible to others.
i really feel like this pile got a lot of people in their life who could've told them they're too delusional, too unrealistic, too sensitive, too whimsical.. it's like your heart was being dismissed to the degree where you might've felt you had to shut that part of yourself out. because the world conditioned you to believe it's something you need to do. (i feel for you)
this person has the potential to shift this within you. they will see that softer and more emotional part in you, and sincerely appreciate you for it.
they're likely to be one of the first people you feel like you can be yourself around, without this fear of what they might think. you can cry around them, laugh around them, just be who you genuinely are, without all the masks society makes us wear, in order to protect ourselves. i see this persons existence making you take that mask off slowly but surely.
“your feelings are real and worth exploring.” is a quote on of the oracle cards.
i think they will teach you a new type of love. some of you might've dealt with types of love which diminished your self-worth, made you feel smaller.. this love is quite the opposite.
they will help you move out of a toxic cycle, and into a new chapter in your life, that's much more.. lively. like you're actually living, and feeling alive. while living through this bond, you will not dread another day coming anymore, but look forward what opportunities life has to offer for you.
worthy to note that this all sounds very all perfect fairytale and roses, but i'm wanting to emphasise, this is the result of a lengthier journey. i'm not saying you will meet them, boom your whole life has flipped upside down.
but the existence of your fs will allow you to unfold and open up slowly, help you realize it's absolutely okay to do so with the right person, and this process will eventually lead to you gaining more courage as time goes on and looking at life differently. it's like you meet yourself from a completely different angle.
the song love poem by iu also felt significant for this pile.
“i'll be there behind you who walks alone
i will sing for you who walks long nights than most
the teardrop that you held back is flowing here
for you who forgot how to cry aloud”
what's worthy to note for this pile, was that it's literally all your energy. for the most part, i'm only sensing how you will develop, how you will feel.. this is a relationship that's pretty much gonna center around you. not in a way where it's unbalanced, but moreso.. you will be their biggest star in their universe, the main character of this movie.
they will circle around you, and more than anything, sincerely love to be the supporting force in your life.
i do see your fs as quite the strong and determined person themselves. they won't make themselves smaller for you, but offer you space, that feels comfortable to take up for you. random but i got reminded of zendaya and tom holland here.
it's likely your softness, your loveliness, will soften your fs up. they could see that softer core through the stronger mask you might wear, and find it very special. they will already feel like your existence is a gift, so this need to give back to you all the time will also be present. very loving and generous energy; someone who isn't afraid to openly showcase and express their love and affection. i see and hear you giggling a lot.
they could see a lot of themselves in you. maybe even recognize some struggles they themselves have experienced before, which strengthens this desire to nurture or comfort you even more. i see them quite literally healing their inner child by healing you.. very beautiful dynamic.
i also feel like i could go on and on and on about this pile 🥹.. i'm feeling like your fs could just talk about you in this almost boastful and loving way to others for hours on end. they could write a book about the things they admire about you, like you're just the best person in their mind. it's very cute.
i'm getting strong cancer, pisces, scorpio, aquarius and gemini energy. a lot of water and air.
last thing to note, i was taking a picture of the oracle cards because i couldn't read them very well, they were quite blurry (the light was dimmed).
and i immediately noticed how they literally lit up on my camera. it became lazer-sharp the second i turned the camera on. this reminded me of the moment in the love wins all mv where iu and taehyung take this camera and look through it, only to see themselves in this very.. happy and joyful state, compared to the struggle they're having to face in reality.
it's like they created their own reality through their very own eyes. this feels beautifully reminiscent of this pile's energy too.
you and your fs will create your own beautiful world together, and it's almost like this bubble no one else can pop or get truly close to. life will be quite beautiful for the two of you, because you decide to see the beauties of it through each other.
i personally also almost feel like this.. onlooker watching a movie from the outside or something. i don't necessarily feel like i'm in your energy, but moreso looking at you. you guys will be completely immersed in your own world.
the type of couple you see being all lovey-dovey, like they're just genuinely happy to be around each other, and might even get envious of.
usually after i finish writing these, the energy i channeled often stays lingering around for a little bit, even while i'm doing other things. but for this pile, i felt detached quickly. it's like i was granted a peak inside your world, and now i'm out lmao.
i think the both of you are very selective over who you allow in, so the existence of the other will just resonate in a very familiar way. it will feel safe like none other, because you can understand and relate to each other in a way no one else can.
another song i heard for this pile was wwwe by yoon jiyoung. “우린 너무 닮아서 서로 다른 그 작은 점을 사랑해“ -> “we are so similar, that i love our small differences.” even in that song's mv she's holding a video recorder, watching all their memories through it.
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oh, this is the pile that's full of bosses. i see many of you being very independent, focused on your own growth; decorating your own garden and pouring into your own cup first and foremost, before anyone elses.
this could've started or start to lean into hyper-independence though. you might not feel entirely comfortable relying on anyone else, and it's likely to have reached a point where you're doubting and questioning whether you'll actually ever be able to give in to someone and trust them completely. whether love is even for you. whether you can ever truly allow your heart to open up emotionally. almost like.. there's no going back, in your mind.
what's very sweet for this pile is; i see you meeting a person who'll open up that heart space for you quite naturally, and likely reintroduce you to the parts of yourself you might've repressed or lost sight of for a little while.
many of you could carry sensitive hearts deep down, that might've felt neglected for some time, due to various situation or circumstances forcing you to toughen up. you could've dealt with a period where you continuously chose your head over your heart, and your thoughts overpowered your feelings quite strongly. dismissing your feelings or dreams due to them not making logical sense, for example. you might've felt like being emotional can easily translate to being naive or childish.
the connection between you and your future spouse (yes, there is someone out there for you!) carries such a beautiful energy of, two headstrong and self-sufficient people coming together to support each other in their personal endeavours and goals. this isn't a person who will force things upon you, who will make you feel suffocated or give you this feeling of restrictiveness.
they are a person who will not only respect your need for autonomy, but encourage and support it wholeheartedly. i see the introduction of this person in your life helping you to realize it is in fact possible to invest in a person, without loosing sight of yourself, or feeling like it's going to waste. it's this feeling of.. “wow, this is the first time i genuinely want to pour into a relationship.”
this could be the first time in your life you actually see your future with a person by your side, rather than just on your own. many of you could've deep down dreamt of having a partner, but you might've lost hope if you're even able to, or if you're meant to, at some point. like “maybe it just isn't for me.”
i heard the line from birds of a feather from billie eilish here "i said i'd never think i wasn't better alone."
this person will prove you wrong. you're likely more hesitant in giving people chances, and could not be completely head over heels at first glance for this person as well.. but it will just feel right somehow, in your gut. like they're genuinely good for you. another battle of your head and heart, which i see many of you being prone to dealing with.
you just need the courage to overcome the blockages your mind can often entangle you in, and allow yourself to listen to your heart more. don't overthink and end up creating “problems” in your mind, that aren't even there. your intuition is stronger than you realize, and you're allowed to feel.
some of you may have a tendency to sabotage your own happiness by overthinking and taking things somewhere they don't need to go. like “no way, this is too good. something must be wrong.” so you pull away, or project your fears onto the situation or person. i understand that very well.. when you're so used to things going wrong, it can feel safer to expect the worst than to allow yourself hope. it feels like self-protection. like you're preventing disappointment or hurt before it happens. but that mindset can be detrimental to your own happiness, since it can block you from seeing good things for what they actually are as well.. good doesn't translate to perfect. nothing ever is. you can't control every outcome, but you can choose not to let fear distort what your heart already knows and your intuition is quietly telling you. trust that every experience, even the uncertain ones, is guiding you where you need to be. trust that the divine has beautiful plans for you, because it absolutely does. you do deserve happiness.
what makes this connection so special, is this consistent desire to pour into it on both sides, due to your values and priorities aligning so nicely. understanding and tolerating the other's personal space comes naturally, because both of you aren't clingy or needy people; both of you carry a sense of inner maturity and independence, that makes the bond very natural. it just makes sense for you to come together.
this isn't a complete merging of two people into one, but a decision to allow the other into your life, because you recognize that.. all they do is just enrich it in a beautiful manner.
you don't particularly need each other, but you enjoy each other. and that's why you don't feel the need to cling or obsess, and potentially turn the other person off, or push them away. your future spouse won't make you feel limited in your personal life, in the way you might've thought a partner could. they don't stand in your way at all, but stand next to you.
for some of you, this could be a relationship that starts at your workplace, or in some setting that involves your careers. i see the connection having the potential to help you out in this regard as well. making you advance career-wise.
i'm seeing this image of a “power” couple who's put-together, the both of you could look very elegant and expensive together. it's likely people will look at you on the outside and perhaps not even truly realize you're in a romantic connection. it's giving “we're professional on the outside, romantic on the inside.”
however, this is very much a case of “don't judge a book by its cover.” because in fact, i see the two of you being very happy go lucky and joyous when it's just the two of you. it could sincerely surprise people if they heard how much fun you actually have in your free time.
i don't know why, but i keep getting reminded of students looking at two teachers who are in a relationship.. ? some of you could be on the path of becoming teachers or already work in a school or some sort of an educational institution. doesn't have to be the case, only take the message if it resonates with you.
there is a profound emphasis on just.. this genuine and pure happiness that the two of you will bring into each other's lives. again, i keep feeling nudged to emphasize the mutuality and the twosidedness of this bond. you both will be on each other's wavelengths in such a special and unique way, where it just wouldn't make sense for you to be with anybody else. it's like two peas in a pod. the connection feels as effortless as ever.
birds of a feather really does match perfectly here.
you two could goof off a lot when you're together. there's so so much joyful laughter, and this feeling of just completely letting loose and feeling free to be yourself when you're together. you feel so sincerely happy when you're around each other.
this truly is giving best friends first. i don't see this being an immensely sappy, intense and extremely romantic connection, but moreso one that just lifts your spirits, and provides you with a sense of stability and joy. a loyal best friend who loves you for everything that you are, and makes you feel supported through every challenge and situation you take on in life.
this is very much a bond that's meant for the longterm. not a short but passionate and fiery fling or chaotic situationship, but one that slowly builds over time. a connection where the two of you get to know each other more and more deeply as time goes on, and learn to love and trust each other in that way.
i see this connection resulting in both of you opening your eyes to new perspectives too. one example could be not overfixating on materialistic values or your career. a lot of you are incredibly workoriented, or just very focused on your individual stability. i'm not saying this has to or will necessarily stop being the case; but i just keep seeing the two of pentacles in my minds eye, though i didn't pull it.
the presence of this person in your life will help you balance and understand how to juggle these two sides in your life, and assist you in seeing how you don't need to sacrifice one for the other. how they can co-exist nicely.
you can absolutely be a fierce and independent force in your workfield, while also maintaining a stable and nurturing relationship with your person, perhaps even take it to a higher level of commitment if you really want to. (this is so likely for many of you, i literally pulled an oracle card saying “engagement: your love is ascending to a higher level of commitment” though i get the feeling it could take a good while before you take that step. one that could follow later on in a more advanced point in your journey.)
you don't have to choose between one or the other, because again, your partner is in fact likely to share this same outlook on life, and have similar priorities. you're both very driven and self-sufficient. so things like you not being able to be fully present all day long for your person, wouldn't pose as a problem or source of conflict for them.
you could go days without seeing each other in order to focus on yourself, your career, or just have alone-time and space to recharge. and this person wouldn't take it personally. but deeply cherish the days you do get to spend together later on. every moment will be precious.
this connection just feels refreshingly easy in that regard. i see some of you being surprised at how understanding this person is, perhaps about things others would've potentially gotten triggered or bothered over.
this reminds me of when perrie edwards talked about her relationship to her current partner, and how she already had some worries when it came to approaching him about certain topics, since in her previous relationship, it'd cause conflict.. but her current fiancé being surprisingly understanding about it caught her off guard. (spirit making me think of this is crazy because i saw one clip about this ages ago lol damn)
this is telling me how.. when your past experiences have conditioned you to have certain bad expectations in particular scenarios, it can easily cause wounds and fears in those exact places. some of you might not enjoy conflict with the people you love, because it could potentially hurt you more than anything else. i see many of you likely having shut yourself off from most people emotionally or tiptoeing around the ones you are more close to, out of this worry you'll somehow cause friction and issues. deep down, you could fear this resulting in them abandoning you or running away, being disappointed in you.. i'm getting some overachiever energy from you. some of you could deal with a wound in that regard. like deep down you feel like you need to somehow earn people's loyalty, affection or need to live up to a certain standard in order for them to stay by your side.
this is another aspect which i see shifting for you with the presence of your future spouse. this is a person who'll make you feel adored and loved for who you are, at your core. they will see you at your rawest form, and love you for it. these worries of not being good enough will, though not instantaneously, but gradually fade as you start to understand this is someone who genuinely likes you. doesn't put on a show, doesn't play games or necessarily try to get something out of your connection.
they're just by your side because they love you, and they sincerely wanna support you. believe me, this doesn't read as a person who'd invest so much time and energy into a person they don't genuinely love. they're just like you; picky over who they actually give their time to. but you will be that special person.
i did get the six of swords at the bottom of the deck. i am getting a feeling this could likely start off as a long-distance relationship too, or you're just both very busy and on the go a lot, so you aren't physically together as frequently, at least for the first portion of the connection. both or one of you could have a job that requires you to travel a lot. i keep seeing this image of you two facetiming.
it's just giving this couple of two people who support each other on their personal journey to success, and always have each other backs. if there's one thing you can be sure on, is that your future spouse will defend you without any hesitation. even when you're not there. i see them being very protective over your name, and not allow anyone to slander it, or take it in their mouth in a bad fashion. they're very loyal to you.
there's also this feeling of safety for the two of you.
i heard the song sweet creature by harry styles “you take me home.” the lyrics of it could be significant in general.
you could have a very stressful and long day, but once you go back home, or your hotel room and you see your fs either personally or through face time; just a glimpse of them, their voice, the way they speak, their eyes on you.. it will likely offer you special source of comfort, the way no one else can. and vice versa. the comfortable calm after the storm.
no matter where in the world the two of you are; you will bring each other home in the end. home doesn't have to be a place.. it can be a person, it can be the feeling this person gives you.
i recommend the song home by edith whiskers here too.. such a pretty song that reminds me of your relationship.
you can just unwind and talk to them about anything. vent about your day and let the entirety of your stress out.. your future spouse is the type to listen to your every word and allow you to just rant and go off complaining. they have this understanding and patient type of energy, and feel happy to just be able to have you in their lives. the two of you will be very grateful you found each other.
i'm getting 4th/5th/10th house synastry for the two of you.
i wasn't entirely sure if i wanted to write this or not. but something inside of me told me to, so i will.
this past year was quite… interesting, to say the least. for me personally, i've always been a rather melancholic soul, someone who's dealt with a lot of upheavals, transformations, “tower” moments that triggered my growth immensely. i've discovered so many parts of myself through suffering, and tried my best to learn through the pain. if there's anyone who knows what growing pains are like, it's definitely me.
when darkness becomes so familiar and normal in your world, it can feel more comfortable to shield yourself from the light.
these past months, i've grown more and more brave in facing what i've been running away from. and in return, i've rediscovered a light inside of me, one i realized hadn't been lit in years, out of fear. this light is allowing me to see parts of myself that were hidden for so long, i forgot they even existed. for the first time in years, i've watched myself grow through happy moments rather than through hurt.
i'm beginning to realize that the world can be what you make of it. of course, sadly, this world is harsh, cruel, unfair, unyielding, and full of evil. but there's also so much innocence that needs to be protected, and so much beauty in the mundane, in the small blessings we so easily take for granted.
i want to enter 2026 believing that we are all capable of creating a life filled with wonder and small sources of joy. no matter who you are, i sincerely pray that life treats you kindly in this coming year, and that the kindness you selflessly give out finds its way back to you.
i pray that you will be able to look at the world through the lens of someone who still willingly chooses to believe there is hope. hope that sweet days will light up every inch of darkness within you. hope that even the tiniest moment of joy can remind you that things aren't always as bad as they seem. i hope you can look at yourself in the mirror and smile that wonderful smile of yours, and realize how beautiful you are when you do. how that exact smile can light up someone else's world, even if only for a second.
i hope that reflection no longer feels unfamiliar, and that you'll truly find home within yourself. you are precious, in every inch of your being. don't forget that. and if you do forget, i'm here to remind you every time you need me to. just think back to this post.
i don't know who's reading this, but i'm saying this with my entire heart. i sincerely wish that you, too, can find the courage to light a spark within yourself. it's so easy to fall into the belief that we lack. but trust me when i say, life holds so much for you, and you are so much more than you think you are. you are incredibly worthy of everything life has to offer. don't ever believe that you don't deserve it.
the universe will reward you for everything you've endured until now. i can feel it. it knows how strong you are. dear reader, you are far stronger than you realize. and if you still struggle to be proud of yourself, know that i am immensely proud of you in this very moment. i'm writing this wanting to give you a pat on the back, a hug, whatever it is that you need.
i pray that you can enter this year recognizing the inherent worth that comes from simply being you. you are a human being who holds so much within yourself. don't be afraid to embrace those special and unique parts of you just because you fear other people's judgment.
let go of the fear of being perceived. (i'm working on this myself..) the way people perceive you often says far more about them, than it ever does about you. live your life unapologetically. live it the way you want to. so that one day, you can look back and say, even if things didn't work out the way i hoped, i didn't let fear hold me back. i tried my best and gave it my all, regardless of what others thought or said. this is your life to live, and yours alone to look back on. you hold the power. don't let anyone take that away from you.
if you've read this far, i hope this message was able to comfort even a tiny part of your heart, if only for a moment. i'm cheering you on with my entire being. even if we've never spoken or interacted, i'm genuinely rooting for you, sweet reader.. i sincerely believe in you.
please know that you are special, and enter this new year with that awareness.
i love you.
been considering to branch out onto other platforms, but very unsure where, maybe yt (more likely) or tiktok.. but i'm like a confused grandma when it comes to social media ngl, especially tiktok, i keep deleting and re-installing it, don't know sht about that app. and the thought of the public hearing my voice my GAWDDD i will crawl into a pit
Just wanted to put it out there that I love love loveee how kind and introspective you are. We can´t deny there is a gossipy nature to tarot readings regarding public figures and there is a whole influx in the community of tarot readers on Tumblr and other platforms. As a consumer of said content, I think it's important to have a balanced and respectful approach. That's the reason why your content stands out for me. I just love how humane and even funny you are. I never read you as being mean or displaying a certain bias, despite the nature of digging into personal perspectives and aspects of people we don´t know.
Idk, just felt called to say it. I really enjoy your content and I vibe with your personality. Im a scorpio sun and a saggitarius asc, maybe that has something to do with it lol.
._. ahh my god, this is so so sweet to wake up to, you lit up my morning. now i can go to work happily, i was lowkey already dreading the long day ahead.
thank you sincerely for the kindness, you don't know how much i appreciate your words. they mean a lot.
i completely understand what you're saying. i personally have definitely always tried my best to remain in the relm of keeping a respectful and sensitive, but truthful approach to my readings. divination, esp tarot, naturally carries an often very intimate quality, but i believe its core purpose is guidance, rather than judgment. so i always try to approach readings with that intention and respect for the subject. hearing that this comes across is so reassuring ☺️ for real.
thank you so much for saying it, again, i love hearing my readers' insights, it truly feels like a pat on the back. and oh yes, i usually vibe a lot with other sag and scorpio placements. we just get each other, heh.
another private post, i promise i will stop with these, but i just wanna express the sincere love i have in my heart for paris.. never thought it'd be possible to fall in love with a place.. until i visited montmartre and felt like i was about to meet the longlost secret love of my life at the staircase.. lol ⸝⸝⸝>﹏<⸝⸝⸝
everytime i come here i feel familiarity; like i've lived lifetimes in this place before. my soul feels so at home. i literally thought to myself that i feel homesick after leaving paris, though i just returned to my actual home country. isn't that crazy. i wanna go back. someone take me back.. i think a part of me is constantly lingering there.
if you mean kpop ones, not sure if i will in the near future. i still have a lot of older requests in my inbox and if i find the time and feel drawn to them, i usually end up doing them.
however i will be honest here.. the desire to read on idols is growing further away from me. i'll likely focus more on pick a cards and personal readings from now on, maybe do a kpop one here and there.. we'll have to see.
eros was one of the oldest gods and one of the most powerful. in some older depictions of astrological myths he was older than jupiter and the son of mars and Venus, thus embodying the both, and representing two halves of the planets. the asteroid is most often seen in the context of romantic relationships, specifically romantic desire, or passion, or what turns a person on, and so on. on a general level, it discusses the way we form bonds with others and how we become intimate with others.
it's an objectification of love and desire, with a strong emphasis on sex and the sexual satisfaction of somebody. as a result, then, many interpretations are surrounded around love and sex, rather than the creative sides of things, which eros can also represent.
aries eros — spontaneous, intense, intuitive
aries is often depicted as an instinctual sign, always doing things based on instinct and impulse. naturally, then, an aries eros may be seen as somebody who is impulsive, instinctual, and overwhelming, as they plan little, do things on the whim, and can be very spontaneous or intense. aries rules the head, the first point of action, as aries act as quickly as a thought appears in the brain. the sign may struggle with things such as infatuation or moving too quickly, as they cannot, in most cases, sustain long drags of crushing on someone or liking them from afar. it's a very action-oriented sign, with aries going for what they want, even if it requires stepping on other's toes, and potentially ruining what they may already have. in a sense, aries eros may like disorder or chaos, which is why libra is often depicted as its perfect counterbalance, to balance the wobbly feet of aries and help aries stay grounded for longer.
this sign is very intuitive and closely links their intuition to their actions. if a thought appears in the brain, it won't be longer before the aries is gone doing it. it's the same in relationships and love. aries wants energy, passion, and life, which is why they just do things without thinking of the consequences. this means, then, that they want somebody who can be as spontaneous and random as them; somebody who wants fiery bursts of love and passion. they want somebody who can add fire to their fire. I think a similar analogy can be when we have sudden bursts of energy and we need something to quench it. it could be bursts of energy to go to the gym, random springs of motivation to fix our lives, or random thoughts that inspire us to do something new. if we linger too long on those thoughts we become dissatisfied and we become restless. to fix it, we do what we are inspired or motivated to do, and we feel the release that comes after. it's quite similar here. aries experiences quick bursts of energy they must release or they will become restless and very temperamental.
it may be a unique observation, then, that aries eros often sexualise their partners and attach their partners to them as an extension, rather than an individual. true, aries are very individual people, but they often fail to see another person's individuality, and can oftentimes sexualise them think of their partner as something to quench their random moments of thirst. they can be very superficial and lack depth in their relationships.
oftentimes aries loves a battle or a challenge, which is why they may go for things they cannot have. it's an internal manifestation of something more personal and deep, because aries don't like things that are too easy; they want something they can fight for, something they can crash heads with, something that gives them the chaos and disorder they look for. this is what turns them on. nothing easy or smooth-sailing, but something rougher, more intangible, yet sporadic and random. they love a good chase. this is what they see as erotic.
in general, an aries eros looks for somebody that is spontaneous, impulsive, and energetic as them. they rarely want something deep and all-consuming; instead, something that is a lot more simple, intuitive, passionate, intense, yet short and quick. this isn't to say aries eros are incapable of longterm relationships but even relationships have to be something different. to them, relationships are ideal when they can be independent, individual, and completely detached from their partners, whilst still in love with them. an aries eros can be in a longterm relationship so long as their personal needs are not misunderstood or negotiated with. lastly, aries eros loves attention and gratification, so somebody who worships them or sees them for who they are, or are dangerous and reckless are them, are ideal; additionally, someone as careless and present as them, as aries eros most likely will not settle for somebody too methodical or slow-paced.
taurus eros — methodical, materialistic, intuitive
taurus has always had the popular image of being materialistic, methodical, stable, and slow-paced. this is true, which is why they can oftentimes clash with fiery signs that demand power and speed, such as an aries or a sagittarius. a taurus eros can be very slow-paced and methodical as they are very detail-oriented and self-protective. they can be reserved and unemotional on the outside but are deeply concerned with their emotional and romantic wellbeing. they love anything romantic and constantly look for love and romance in their lives as a libra eros would. this can be in their daily routine of exercising or eating good food or always pampering themselves with high quality things. self-love is a pivotal challenge in the taurus eros' life as they must prioritise their wellbeing and only let in those who can align with their demands. it's why they may seem picky or uninterested. actually, it's because they are very aware with what they want out of somebody, that they may seem very reserved.
a taurus eros loves a good love story, particularly because this is a very dreamy and intuitive sign and they love the material facets of love. they love love with their physical body, i.e. through sex and lingerie and good clothing that can help them love their body. they love the sexier sides of money such as fine dining or they just have expensive taste. on a lesser material level, a taurus eros demands traits of loyalty or faithfulness, success in career and family, possessiveness, generosity, and emotional/spiritual wellbeing. taurus eros are very devotional and demanding partners and they want love to be deep and profound experiences. they do not want the shallow experience but the whole nine yards. they look for the same obsessiveness and intensity from their partner. they love to be touched, to feel sex and pleasure all throughout their body and soul, and they use their bodies as a vessel to achieve spiritual intoxication. this makes them very spiritual and internally attuned to the their personal needs and the needs of their partner as they become very intuitive and observant of their partner.
for a taurus eros, their intimate ideal becomes somebody that is consistent, strategic, structured, clean, loyal, and sensual. they need somebody that can acknowledge them and make them feel loved and appreciated. they love to serve for others inasmuch as they love being served by others. they love being spoiled. the need to really intertwine with their partners can stem from the need to own a person as a luxury item or as another spiritual vessel. consequently they can become overly possessive as they seek to add to their collection of fine things. alternatively they may have a fear of loss or failure and therefore become very obsessive and clingy with their partners as they become comfortable with their presence. they don't open easily so they choose to keep what they have at all costs. sometimes this can manifest very toxic and negatively.
gemini eros — creative, intellectual, different
as with all air signs, a gemini eros is a highly analytical, detail-oriented, creative, and spontaneous individual that searches for entertainment and variety in their lives. the need for uniqueness and chaos and disorder can become parallel with their need for variety and experiences in their life. they can have a hard time letting go as this sign can become very emotionally unstable due to a poor rapport between the heart and mind. what I mean by this is a gemini eros can focus on the mental stimulation and neglect the emotional matters until something catastrophic happens and they cannot connect with their emotional self because their focus is so stuck on understanding why it happened, how it could've happened differently, and how to move on. it can be a very chaotic placement as the sign searches for freedom in everything they can do. other than that, they are, of course, very inquisitive, curious, and intelligent, and value the importance of conversing with somebody, understanding their brain and thinking processes, as well as their personal beliefs and morals.
they yearn for somebody to understand them as much as they want to understand others. they are a very curious sign, oftentimes having a large network of friends or people they know. they could have relationships from work or school or put a big emphasis on school from their partners. maybe they want somebody educated and well-versed in a certain field of knowledge. maybe they love somebody who is good with their words. whatever it is, they crave mental stimulation from their partner, as they yearn and search for new ways of pushing their boundaries to learn more. they could be very kinky or very unconventional in the bedroom and try to explore different things with their partner. love and romance has to be thought-provoking to them; it has to give them inspiration and motivation. it cannot become complacent or predictable. instead it has to be something a lot more lighthearted and sincere. it has to become something a gemini can look back on and think, "I really did learn a lot from that", and move on.
the disconnect between the mind and heart can sometimes lead to a very persistent behaviour in which the gemini eros moves on too quickly or gets icked out easily. there is an obsession with wanting to know things or wanting to learn more, so the second they feel they know something very well, they may become bored or become chaotic to disrupt the smooth flow of things they find really irritating and overly complacent. they enjoy drama as much as the next person but may actively seek it to validate their need for variety in their lives. this is a small observation.
conclusively this is a very imaginative, creative, and spontaneous sign that searches far and wide for different experiences and can easily experience things without holding on too long. the depth of knowledge they receive from relationships is always just passed onto the next person, and they find themselves becoming wiser without realising it. it is therefore a turn on for a gemini eros to meet somebody smart or wise, somebody who is well-educated or informed on a lot of things, somebody that can hold a deep conversation, and somebody that can keep the lightheartedness going without plunging too deep into feelings.
cancer eros — sensual, emotional, childlike
in a traditional depiction cancer is a maternal sign, protecting and loving those she loves, whilst having a nasty side of insecurity, jealousy, and resentment. indeed, this is a deeply loving and maternal placement, and anybody that has this or is involved with a cancer eros can count themselves lucky as they are deeply devotional and protective of their loved ones. in an ideal world the cancer eros looks for somebody they can baby or nurture. on the down-low they may have fantasies or fetishes about power dynamics whereby they baby their partner or they are babied in a sexual manner. it may be an innocent thing, to want to baby somebody and treat them as a child, but it may also become an addictive method of self-soothing that can cost the relationship's stability and disrupt the flow of normalcy in the relationship as the relationship may feel incestual and inappropriate. this is a very extreme manifestation of the sign, but is a potent manifestation nonetheless.
this placement is profoundly sensitive to the people around it. there is a spiritual and emotional yearning for something deeper and intense. as the cancer eros picks their favourite apple from the bunch, they begin evaluating how well they emotionally resonate with somebody, how well they can carry themselves, and their confidence, as well as their willingness to love deeply and faithfully. they are sensational partners as they provide the whole nine yards. they can be very family and career oriented and look for the same from their partner.
it's quite an emotional and sensitive placement, as this placement may depict a very motherly image. the cancer eros wants to serve their partner through their availability and empathy. they are very touchy and feely and dream of something they can have forever. they can be drawn towards sex for the emotional and romantic validation it gives them; it satisfies an urge within them to merge with their partner, as they become all-consumed by their partner. they are very dreamy and imaginative people and fantasise about breaking the spiritual and emotional boundary between them and their partners to reach some level of ecstatic love. it comes after the cancer eros can understand their depth and can express it in a way that is calm, consistent, and creative, rather than jealous or overly possessive. but they want to be possessed as badly as they want to possess somebody or something. they want to be wanted and they want to be understood and seen on a very deep level.
they are intuitive parters, often being guided by their intuition and feelings. thus they look for somebody of the same spiritual or religious calibre, where they can resonate with the same spiritual or religious frequency to feel as though the relationship is a lot richer and meaningful that way. additionally, children may be some sort of fetish, where the man fetishises getting a girl pregnant, or vice versa. this is all very unique to the person, of course. there may just be a very timid and childlike attitude towards love that wishes to be further explored and enamoured.
leo eros — dramatic, perfect, and performative
it may be of no surprise the leo eros enjoys attention, status, anything love and romance, ego, and children. when eros is in leo, your desires or yearnings are not mere whims but intense, vibrant emotions that demand to be acknowledged and expressed. when eros is in leo, the intimate ideal, then, becomes somebody that acknowledges these emotions and can connect with your need to be devoted to, wooed, and admired. leo eros are highly expressive people and don't confine their love affairs to the private sphere. they love to show off and be proud of their partner in many different ways. as a result, then, and similarly so, their feelings are rarely private, as they are highly expressive in their love languages, and are very communicative people. in a nutshell, leo eros seek someone who can recognise their uniqueness and make them feel admired and worshipped.
leo eros value intimacy and devotion. trust and loyalty are the foundations from which the leo eros builds on. because a leo eros seeks so much from a partner, they can become engrossed in a perfect intimate ideal, and therefore delude themselves into wanting a literal prince or princess charming, and can harm themselves when they search for ideals they cannot find. this can often come from a lack of self-esteem and realistic expectations from toxic relationships or inexperience in relationships. naturally, a leo eros will want the best of the best; somebody they can deeply relate to and have a childish relationship with, but they can be equally unrealistic and unreliable when it comes to bringing the same demands they are searching for. this can be a very aloof and inconsistent sign with a very shallow list of expectations.
in general, a leo eros' intimate ideal will be somebody who, at the very least, is honest, fruitful, loyal, and expressive. they cannot settle for shallow relationships and demand to be acknowledged emotionally, mentally, and physically; likewise, they demand a connection that is unique and special, and not like any other. love is an important thing to a leo eros, and their turn ons come from really masculine or feminine partners who are unafraid of expressing their sexual side and their masculine/feminine side. for ladies, for example, they may love men who are masculine and handy; men who take care of them, spoil them, make them feel like woman, are career or family oriented, and can acknowledge their femininity. similarly, for men, they may love woman who are feminine and take care of them and the house, are maternal, and know how to emotionally control themselves. in essence, confidence, self-esteem, and discipline really get this sign going.
furthermore, love is a longing and it extends beyond the physical. it needs to feel like it can intertwine with their identity and self-expression. it may be common, then, to see eros Leo as something that wants somebody to mirror their need for a dramatic, grandeur, and explosive romance, rather than a tame, shallow affair. if this eros is wounded or unhealed or undeveloped, an eros Leo can get off on drama or toxicity, leading others on, and using romance as entertainment rather than something serious and longterm. unfortunately if overly delusional they may trip over their own lack of realism and meet relationships that are unhealthy and toxic for the same of drama and something "big". does it come as any surprise, then, that their relationships may feel performative? relationships that have drama or some sort of chaos may be preferred out of a place of boredom. naturally the intensity of this may vary depending if you count this asteroid in your interpretations.
virgo eros — clean, meticulous, detail-oriented
it's a common belief virgos are clean freaks and perfectionists and this placement is no different. a virgo eros seeks for a pure or virginal type of love; something that is not smothered by chaos, disorder, or toxicity. they look for a healthy attitude towards sex as they see sex and love as something renewing and rejuvenating. it may become a method of healing and purification. in a partner they look for cleanliness, structure, routine, and perfection. the relationship may surround itself with the themes of emotional and mental wellbeing, physical wellbeing also, as well as spiritual health. it's a common fact virgo is the sign of health and looks to exercise, service for others, good food, and a positive network of friends to ensure peace/harmony, routine, and predictability in their lives. thus they look for somebody that can take care of them as much as they can take care of their partner. they can be very maternal or paternal figures depending on the gender but caring and loving nonetheless. they express their love in action and services to their partners and hate feeling misunderstood or unseen. their love is not in vain but in the subtle actions of feeding, dressing, exercising, and providing for their partner. thus, they like somebody they can baby and take care of, whilst promised the material, career, and status success of somebody. they do not want to mix with somebody that does not have some sort of achievements in their lives; they prefer somebody that can align themselves with the ambition and discipline they possess.
possessiveness is another thing. this can be a very emotionally reserved sign as mercury looks for things more tangible such as career, money, materials; food, clothing, etc., rather than the emotional satisfaction of somebody. they can be very hyper independent and completely closed off and very wary of new people. they can have strange tendencies other people may find weird or unconventional. it's a way of prioritising their own health and wellbeing, whilst also hoping for somebody that is like them. they seek for a mutual partnership rather than something all-consuming and devotional and intense and fiery. they want somebody that can bring stability to the table.
it can be noted that the sign suffers from negative traits as every other sign does. for example, being overly critical, negative, or obsessive comes from a place of inner dissatisfaction they cannot soothe. if their environment is deemed imperfect for them, they can become overly obsessive, clean, or hyper aware of details in an attempt to have some sort of control in their lives. it's why they may subtly say things to their partners to manipulate them into doing things or being a certain way to fit the virgo eros' ideal of perfect and clean and pure. the obsession over cleanliness and perfection can lead them down the rabbit hole of being too reserved and closed off as they become hyper independent to whatever flaws another person may have. it begins with the cleanliness of their room and extends into the cleanliness of the person. it becomes a weird fetish, then, to control somebody, or possess them, to self-soothe and validate the lack of control in their own lives. another general note: sometimes they fetishise cleaning somebody, and not literally (well, maybe that too) but spiritually; like baptising somebody out of sin.
it's easy to conclude this placement looks for a safehaven in their partner; somebody to retreat to, somebody to bond with, somebody to build a stable future with, but somebody to also help heal and rejuvenate them, as the virgo is a virgin woman that is clean and pure in all her ways. the intensity of this sign can vary depending on how much you consider this sign in your readings.
libra eros — flirtatious, unique, harmonious
this placement may love the chase or treat love as a game or entertainment. it's a highly inconsistent sign - or can be, rather - as they learn to become accustomed to the realistic ways of living and loving. what I mean is this sign can have a "tit for that" attitude and can be very petty and delusional in love. on an intimate level, they crave somebody that can give them the lightheartedness of love without the extra baggage and can give them an unforgettable experience - the casualness of it all rather than the fiery intensity of relationships. I suppose they crave intensity as much as the next person but once the water settles and becomes still, they can grow quite bored and complacent, becoming mentally unstable, emotionally disoriented, and very rude and unfaithful. they have a yearning for a search to find the right thing from the right person, which is why they may have unfaithful tendencies. whatever promises them a good time can steer them away. it's why they need something that grounds them and can promise them a good time without the need of straying away too far.
conversations, words, poetry, writing, and the like, are what a libra likes anyway, but this placement loves loving words of affection and conversations that are flirtatious and mentally stimulating. there isn't a crazy focus on how crazy a person makes them feel but how they make their mind race or think. they want somebody that pushes their boundaries and lets them express themselves without the need to tie them down or expect too much. it's quite funny, actually, as this placement may demand quite a picture from somebody, but become aloof and inconsistent when it's demanded from them, as they may feel hesitant in intimacy if they feel it's too serious or has too many conditions attached. of course, if in a happy relationship, libra eros loves the commitment and the spiritual marriage of a relationship, and can be very generous and committed people. it still should be highlighted, though, that they are very restless, and can become very emotionally distant or reserved.
I have mentioned their tendency to treat love as a game. they can be very seductive in their mannerisms and are natural charmers. that means, then, they look for somebody that can upkeep the charm they exude; somebody that can keep the momentum going, and make them feel like everything is a game of love. they adore harmony and partnerships and it is not unlikely they will have many suitors or interest in many people. they love the aesthetics and uniqueness of a person; something that makes them think, "wow, I'd like to know more!"
lastly, this is a very sexual sign, and can be very restless and sexually demanding. these aren't sex addicts by any means but they very well could be. this is not to shade them or call them superficial but if a libra eros has a strong sexual self-perception they tend to get along with people better. if they don't, they may look at sex as something validating rather than something enjoyable and freeing. alongside this they may be turned on by femininity, whether it be feminine women or feminine men, and can enjoy certain power dynamics in their relationships.
scorpio eros — passionate, intense, controlling
unsurprisingly and inevitably this is a very intense and passionate placement, with scorpio becoming embellished with a strangely tragic beauty of love. in many old interpretations authors or astrologers have often associated scorpions as the one sign that constantly learns to morph into "one" with their partner, similarly to pisces. what this means is that they seek someone they can become consumed by and quite literally blur into to create some sort of euphoric or ecstatic love. on a more general note: pisces is quite delusional in love in a sense whereby pisces wants to recreate a fantastical or magical experience with their partner, but scorpio has a carnal need to consume something or someone to gain control over it as they yearn to possess something. this, of course, can become very toxic, as scorpio's obsession with wanting to "morph" with their partner can cause scorpio to neglect their own individuality and the realistic needs of the relationship. I believe it comes from a need to control and possess something on a very deep level to feel validated. it's why, in contrast, the important of taurus is often highlighted, as taurus initiates the path of individuality and self-esteem, rather than dependence on another person; to create a personal sense of power and strength, rather than power and/or control over somebody. oftentimes this behaviour is depicted as an action that's done out of insecurity and lack of self-esteem. instead of relying on a soulmate for love, taurus builds love from within, which an un-evolved scorpio may struggle with.
furthermore, you have a hard time being misunderstood or having your needs met, which is why you tend to be picky with who you choose to love. you need somebody who is willing to share all their secrets and trauma with you because you cannot entertain or settle for superficiality. you need something spiritually stimulating and something that makes your blood boil. so, your ideal partner needs to be someone who wants to be seen and exposed. for you, you tend you relate to others on trauma or abuse, which is why you may lean towards people who are heartbroken, hurt, or weak in some way; those with low self-esteem or a toxic past, etc. for you to be turned on, you must have a psychic/mental/emotional connection with the person you are dealing with. anything done without these connections will be unsatisfactory and you may feel emptier and a lot more misunderstood than when you met them. you value loyalty and trust above anything else; these are the foundations on which you build with your partner. on another general note: you may often find yourself trying to heal your own hurt through other people, often creating very profound, bitter, and forceful relationships. as a result, you may crave certain power dynamics.
the type of partner you yearn for must be as private or secretive as you. you are not one to share your relationship with others and instead keep it to yourself. you cannot settle for someone who sees sex and love as a game and will therefore seek for someone obsessive and loyal. you, too, provide the "gift" of obsessiveness to the relationship. one observation is that you tend to become engulfed in what love feels like to the point it becomes projected in a way that is overly jealous, envious, controlling, and protective. while you need someone confident, you tend to lack confidence or trust in others, thereby controlling what they do. negatively manifested, you tend to put others down to make yourself feel better.
generally, you look for intensity, power, and control. a scorpio eros' intimate ideal can be someone all-consuming, passionate, intense, and spiritual, religious, or somebody who believes in a higher purpose to doing things. it goes without saying different degrees, placements, and aspects can create a more harmonious effect on the eros. additionally, if eros is not counted in your interpretations, it may skew your opinion altogether.
sagittarius eros — foreign, different, and dramatic
sagittarius eros can be very unconventional, just as an aquarius eros can be. on a general note: their intimate ideal is somebody who is spiritual, religious, or has some sort of faith, has strong beliefs and opinions, is outdoorsy or loves travelling, has a deep and unique heritage to them, and to a lesser degree, looks different to others, maybe ugly, or just very exotic. this is a very dramatic and expansive sign and brings forth a lot of expectations from their partners as this placement looks for something that can challenge their beliefs and teach them more about the world. they may involve themselves in relationships at work like a capricorn eros as they look for power dynamics that challenge them to be more open. they love the unconventional stuff, whether it be through appearances, ways of living, or different cultures. it's why some of them may date outside their race or ethnicity or prefer a certain ethnicity altogether. they have an internal pull towards a certain culture or way of living because it fascinates them. maybe they like spirituality and religion because it allows their love affairs to feel a lot more rewarding and purposeful rather than a chemical process between two people. their relationships need to intertwine with their identity as they feel their relationships need to pull them closer to source or God or the universe. love needs to feel rewarding and educational.
they may be attracted to people who are spontaneous and generous. jupiter is a generous sign, always giving life to whatever it touches, expanding it a hundred times fold. as a result, love is a lot more dramatic than it should be; words, dreams, displays of love, etc., are all dramatic and meaningful. due to popular belief and to be honest this is more of a personal observation but sagittarians in general can be very picky with who they like but they can become all-consumed by somebody if they really do connect with them. it's why they go for people that look different or are of different ethnicity. it's also nice to point out their hesitancy towards intimacy as they wait to find someone they can have a deep and raw vibe with. maybe it's a common thing between all of them to be celibate or sexually shy. but when fired up and ready to go, they can really test the boundaries of sex and love, oftentimes going the extreme and really competing with their partner to see how far the relationship can go. their may be an unstable root to this, too, if the sagittarius eros is lacking self-esteem or realism in their partner. this is a very idealistic placement, by the way, and they can oftentimes have their head up in the clouds. they may have a list of very unrealistic expectations and fantasies that are very spiritual and emotional but not very practical and possible. their egos can be very brittle and their pickiness can be observed as something more perverse than trying to pick the best apple out of the bunch. it can come from a place of delusion and fantasy. in an ideal world they can find somebody who can ground them and give them the otherworldly experience they yearn for at the same time. most of the time, however, it's a matter of picking your poison, and choosing what to take with the cost of something else.
conclusively, their intimate ideal is somebody who embodies an otherworldly character and look; exotic, maybe, or foreign, whatever term you may prefer. additional to that, somebody that thinks on a higher wavelength, believes on a higher wavelength, and believes in more than the material world. they search for somebody they can express their love of education, learning, and travelling with, and it's a common thing to find them always trying to learn something new and push the boundaries of themselves and others. they are very generous and courageous partners who want to expand with their partners rather than having two separate lives. they want to do it all with the one person. they want to grow and think on the same wavelength. of course the intensity of this placement can vary depending if this placement is considered in the reading.
capricorn eros — consistent, realistic, experienced
I find this placement can oftentimes mirror a lilith in capricorn due to its need for power, control, success, money, career, the physical things of materialism, etc.. when eros is in Capricorn, I find themes of identity, the physical senses, and materialistic sexuality come into play, as this sign may find their intimate ideal to be someone who is successful, mature, wise, materialistic, and quite sensual. physical touch, gift giving, quality time, and the like, are all prominent themes here, as this is a very physical placement, loving anything earthy or realistic.
to this sign, their turn ons may be somebody with traits of hardworking, disciplined, self-motivated, realistic, mature, wise, consistent, and simple. someone who is precise, simple, career or family oriented also. this is a very grown up placement, with Saturn controlling the urges and desires of this individual and projecting them in a very tame and calm manner. some may fantasise about men or woman that have money and families as a way to establish success. it's attractive to them when their partner recognises their hard work and discipline and can also do the same. good quality things, consistency, and sustainable and achievable goals are their ideal. I always think they don't need much, but then think of just how picky and demanding they can be, because if they have a high self-esteem, they will be ungovernable, very independent, and very disciplined and controlled, thereby having a very materialistic and possibly unrealistic view on love many cannot mirror. they may be overly reserved or conservative with their wants and desires and can become overly controlling of others or themselves as they fear failure or embarrassment. it can be a very superficial and appearance-oriented placement, with a lot of wounds coming from lack of achievement, shame or embarrassment of not being "perfect" in life, or being unorganised in a certain area of life. perfectionism can be their achilles heel, but equally it can be their strong-point, as they like somebody routinely, grounded, and humble.
on a general note: sexually speaking, this placement probably prefers partners that are more experienced and older/mature. similarly they may prefer somebody younger as they wish to fulfil some sort of cougar/daddy fantasy. age may come into play, sure, but also roles that challenge the power dynamic. pleasure is not a taboo thing for this placement but it can definitely be a very controlled thing, whereby pleasure is only expressed at certain times or behind closed doors. so then it's there when their fantasies are expressed and they can finally confess and express their real feelings and fantasies. this has to be with someone they trust, though...
aquarius eros — unconventional, random, and spontaneous
have you ever met an aquarius placement and thought they acted a bit "alien"? that's what they're like, and that's what they like in others. unconventional, spontaneous, and dramatic is what they're after. a highly creative and open sign, they look for partners that can help stimulate their creativity and minds. intelligence, education, or taboo things are especially interesting to them, as they want something that broadens and challenges their minds, rather than agrees with their internal biases. they are not looking for something that validates their opinions or beliefs, but for something they can debate, learn from, and become inspired by. they love an intellectual challenge as much as they love a person's differences and uniqueness to others. in a nutshell, then, they love anybody who is confident, self-expressive, realistic but only to a degree, imaginative, and concerned with other people. they are very generous and loving partners in their affairs. they are not unemotional, as many people would assume, but express their feelings and desires in their actions, rather than words and promises. of course, a commonality between all three air signs is their elusive and dreamy tendency to imagine things and have their head stuck in the clouds but I believe aquarians are a lot more articulate than that, and look for uniqueness in a person, rather than just their mind. they don't want just anybody. they want somebody as weird as them, as funny as them, and somebody who does not fit into the societal standard. they don't want somebody normal!
to an aquarius eros, their intimate ideal is somebody different, expressive, and humanitarian; somebody who cares for others, is concerned about the bigger things, and showcases humanity in their actions. they may not necessarily get off physical displays of affection and they may be quite physically reserved. their minds, however, work like an umbilical cord, and can be quite telepathic once they establish a strong mental connection with somebody. for this placement, strange kinks, ways of doing things, and bold ideas are attractive to them. also pushing boundaries and getting as daring as they can possibly be. they want to challenge their partners inasmuch they want to challenge themselves to opening up more and more.
in an undeveloped placement this placement can be quite emotionally distant although the intention is not there. this is a very mental placement and feelings can be very shallow or superficial as the mind becomes the main focal point. it may be why aquarians in general are so hard to understand and connect with; it's because their mind is not a traditional mind, and because the mental sides of things are more important than the emotional business. it may become draining when an aquarius eros continuously challenges their partners to do more and more and to do different things in an attempt to entertain their own need for variety in their lives. they may become restless and mindless, as they lose their footing, and become very unstable partners. the intensity of this placement will vary of course on whether or not you count this asteroid in your readings, or how developed this sign is in the placement, when other aspects are considered.
pisces eros — romantic, generous, and caring
eros has a strong affinity with water signs, making this a very wholehearted and deeply sensual placement. as a pisces eros, your intimate ideal, or the type of person you yearn for, will be of an empathetic, sensitive, and confident calibre. with any relationship needs to be a psychic and an emotional connection before the initiation of sex or commitment. you cannot settle with someone who is superficial or lacks confidence in themselves. you also cannot settle with someone who doesn’t want you for the long-term; for marriage, say. you experience romance and love on a psychically and spiritually elevated level and thus have high standards, many of which may be unachievable or realistic. you need someone who can truly resonate with you, and identically so. you observe and notice indifferences easily.
as with any sign, this sign can have its wonderful parts and its tragic parts. for one, there is a very soulmate-like ideal, with you fantasising about meeting your soulmate, or wanting your lover to be your soulmate, or generally having a very holy or divine perspective on love and relationships. in general, you look for spiritual meaning in how you love and who you love. you want someone with a spiritual significance rather than just a fling on the material plane. you believe you are not the type to invest your sexual energy into someone you know you cannot get more from. so, you are not the type to do fab or a one night stand without feeling empty or dissatisfied. you prefer something soulful, internal, and obsessive.
for two, you are strangely attracted to those who are unavailable to you, emotionally or literally (by distance). you tend to dwell in the promise of an ever-after with a person rather than appreciating their physical presence, the realities of the relationship, and just how boring real relationships can be. not every relationship is whimsical and flowery - we must see things for how mundane and simple they really are. romanticisation is the word for this. furthermore, you may quite literally distance yourself from your partner to keep yourself yearning from afar, rather than loving them up-close, further instilling a victim and hopeless romantic vision of yourself. you may fear being seen or feeling too much, too, which is why you tend to be very wishy washy with things. when you feel someone finally catching their grasp on you, you swim away. you tend to become a sacrificial lamb in your relationships in the name of love or because of a low self-esteem, and alas, you tend to let people take advantage of your kindness and empathy.
in general, you require a relationship in which you know your partner is confident in themselves. you are the type to want to be wholly swallowed by love. you have a deep obsession with your partner and thus want somebody who can be as intense and romantic as you. empathy, charisma, romance, kindness, and generosity are all key-words here. of course the intensity of eros depends on whether or not you count this asteroid in your readings and how developed or undeveloped this eros can be in your chart (if you count eros' interpretation).
hi, lovely reader. let me tell you about the many reasons why you should love yourself. note that this is a general reading, so not everything will resonate with everyone! breathe slowly, take your time and use your intuition to go with the pile that speaks to you the most. remember to take what resonates, and let the rest flow. ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖࣪
°༺ 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 ༻°
this pile is immensely strong, and very powerful. much more powerful than you likely realize.
you, my dear pile one, are the one who holds the ability within yourself, to manifest what you want in life, to create your own path. your spirit is resourceful, and you possess a natural gift of turning ideas into something tangible. don't let it go to waste, and realize your incredible potential. believe in yourself.
you're worthy of so much recognition, praise, validation; your victories are deserved and well-earned. shower yourself in more compliments, tell yourself you look amazing today, tell yourself you did well and be sincerely proud of yourself.. allow yourself to shine, and don't let anyone diminish your bright light, just because they can't handle it. you're a star! ✨
there's this genuine and captivating glow to you. like you're just meant for the best things in life. i could see some of you having leo placements, perhaps midheaven/ascendant, 5h or strong fire placements in general. there's this theme of.. you radiating beautiful light on the outside. some of you might genuinely not be aware of it, but you have a strong presence.
you should love yourself for your inner resilience. the patience you bring to the able, the trust within the universe that even if things take time, wonderful things will unfold and find you, as long as you keep working on what it is you desire in life.
i admire you for remaining so consistent and tackling any sort of obstacle that comes your way head on, even when life tests you. it might feel like a lot sometimes.. but you're handling it with beautiful grace, and it's remarkable. pat yourself on the back more, for being such an unshakable spirit. you've conquered a lot, and you continue to fight. reminder, please do not forget to give yourself the credit you deserve for that!
you're immensely observant, intelligent and have a good eye for the things other people might overlook, i could also see you being the type of friend who just remembers the small things about people. you have a curious and quick mind. you're always striving to expand your mind and value knowledge. i can see many of you interested in learning new things, enjoying to study something when you find true interest in it; really hustling. i don't see you doing anything halfheartedly. once you're invested in an endeavor, you put your all into it, and do it in a consistent and effective fashion.
there's also a sense of adaptableness to you. although i could see you having your stubborn moments at times, especially when it comes to things you set yourself out to (like “i gotta get this done for myself, and i don't want anyone to get in the way”), you're aware that life comes with its ups and downs, and you need to be ready to face anything unexpected.
despite the various circumstances and situations in your life that might not always seem to be entirely in your favour, you managed and continue managing to keep your head held high, your gaze pointed forward and your inner strength unshaken. you're such a powerful force and true badass for that!
there's this inner knowing, that something good could be waiting for you. and i promise you my pile one, there is.
the fight and hustle will be worth it. just continue to be the powerful and shimmering soul that you are, go on believing in yourself unapologetically, and you will see the fruits of your labour. beautiful, splendid and abundant, arriving in divine timing exactly when you are ready to receive them.
°༺ 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙬𝙤 ༻°
you're the type of person who seeks meaning in everything life places on your path. i see you as someone who longs to understand the signs the universe sends. who doesn't just take note of them but wants to work with them, and weave them into your journey of self-discovery.
you allow yourself to be gently guided by forces greater than you, trusting that there's wisdom in the unfolding. i see you guys constantly searching for alignment, purpose, and for that sense of harmony between who you are and where you're meant to go. this makes you an incredibly powerful individual, and it's something worth honoring and loving in yourself.
you should love yourself because you bring warmth and light wherever you go. i'm sensing this beautiful desire in you to nurture the people in your circle. to create an environment that's stable, happy, pleasant. there's this personable quality to you, you just know how to make people feel comfortable, understood and at ease in your presence.
i see you being both soft and strong at the same time; holding compassion in one hand, and courage in the other. this makes you a person people just love being around. someone who can not only listen, empathize, connect to others on this emotionally profound level, but also carry a quiet but powerful type of strength that steadies the ones around you. you're someone others can lean on with no second thoughts.
note; some of you may have water, venusian, or 4h/lunar influences in your chart. cancer, leo, taurus, libra energy feels strong here
however, i see many of you being people who choose to reserve this softness for the people you genuinely cherish. though your nature is kind at its core; you've likely learned not to allow everyone access to that part of you. it's reserved for the people who deserve it. those who do, see your nurturing, loving and sweet side in its full glory. they sincerely treasure you for the energy you bring, no matter where you go.
you should love yourself because you choose to remain kind in a world that's potentially tested you many times before. although your trust isn't for anyone to just keep, when you do offer it, it's something sacred. your loyalty runs deep, and the people who have earned a place in your heart know that you stand by them through thick and thin. you love in a way that is steady, enduring, and unwavering.
you should love yourself because you've cultivated this balance between openness and clear boundaries. you know when to protect your energy, and when to pour it generously into others. that wisdom makes you not only nurturing, but also resilient. it shows that your kindness isn't naive, but intentional and carefully chosen.
there's this quiet but immense power in you. you move through the world with grace, strength, and an authenticity that others can't help but admire.
this is why you should love yourself; you are rare, radiant, and powerful. you are everything you've ever given to others.. loyalty, compassion, strength, devotion. you deserve to claim that love for yourself, fully and unapologetically.
°༺ 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 ༻°
you guys seem incredibly humble.. eternal students of life, constantly evolving and learning with every experience. very down to earth and grounded too. someone who prefers quietly working hard behind the scenes, not just when people are watching. i don't see you wanting to invest effort into earning anyone's approval, or chasing external and shallow validation, but instead, choosing to wisely put your energy into building something steady for yourself.
a lot of earth and water energy here, i'm feeling virgo/6h energy strongly
what makes you so special, is that you're an amazingly well-rounded individual, who's worthy of so much praise (getting the world card immediately is screaming “this is someone who has it all within themselves and is constantly striving to perfect anything they do”), yet you always see yourself at just the beginning of your lengthy journey. there's always something you can improve, work on, study..
not only are you interested in using every experience in life to evolve into a better version of yourself; i can also see this sense of inner wisdom providing you with the unique ability to understand other people in a deep manner.
you seem to be highly emotionally intelligent, and radiate the aura of a gentle and calm soul. someone whose sole presence can make you feel soothed. you're likely a wonderful listener too. someone who will just quietly sit there, lend others an open ear and offer them a sense of compassion. there's a beautifully tranquil energy to you.
you should love yourself for the way you embody growth without arrogance. wisdom without ego. and kindness without expectation. you hold yourself with such grace. you're constantly striving, yet never boastful.. deeply knowing, yet always willing to learn. that balance makes you very rare.
you should love yourself because the wisdom you've gathered doesn't just guide the people around you; it guides you. it helps you select what's real, worth your energy, what aligns with your spirit. you've built an inner compass that you can always return to, and that's something immensely valuable.
be proud of the journey you've walked so far. trust the process, and keep believing that the universe will reward you in divine timing with everything you've been working toward.
i promise you, the energy, patience, and effort you've invested and keep investing into yourself and your path will never go unnoticed; what you pour out will always find its way back to you. keep moving with faith in your heart and gentleness in your steps. the seeds you've planted are growing, even in moments when you can't see the blossoms just yet.
your dedication, your resilience, your openness to life's lessons.. all of it is shaping you into someone stronger, wiser, and more radiant every day. it's quite literally giving you a glow, on the outside, and on the inside.
love yourself for how far you've come, and for how beautifully you continue to evolve. your path is not only unfolding exactly as it should; it's also proof that you are worthy of every blessing making its way toward you.
