loud thoughts

I draw stuff sometimes

[hwngsnh]

For 2026, I’m hoping for

• good health for me and my family

• new happy memories

• abundance

• a stable mental state

• a love that isn’t lazy

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All i do is screenshot and forget it’s in my camera roll

[mrclussy]

What is man but a miserable little pile of screenshots

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don’t know why everyone is always worrying about the economy when I just found a perfectly good hair tie on the ground 

[hwngsnh]

I'll let you bite this time

[hwngsnh]

Dear u,

It’s 4:27 am. I woke up from my sleep and I couldn’t stop thinking about you. It’s been like this for a few days now, every time I close my eyes, everything I do, you fill my head with only thoughts of you. Gods, I wish I’d stop thinking about you.... Instead, I spend most of my time wondering what you’re doing, how you’re feeling, what things do you like, what things make you happy or sad. I spend my time imagining fake scenarios that i know wouldn’t happen. But mostly, I spend my time thinking about how much I missed you. I miss you... so so much. Have I told you that?

It’s funny.

All this time I was denying what I felt. That I only ‘like’ you and it’s still too early to call whatever I’m feeling ‘love’. But writing this letter? I knew it. I knew I was.. how you say... falling... falling for you.. falling deeply in love with you. Falling in love with the way you talk, way you laugh, the way you chuckle, way you say ‘hi’, the way you say my name. I’m falling in love with every aspect of you. I’m falling for you.

But you can’t know that yet. Not yet. I’d like to keep this feeling to myself for a while just until I find enough courage to tell you head on that I... I think I’m in love with you.

I think I love you.

It’s 4:55 am. I still couldn’t stop thinking about you.

[hwngsnh]

March 27, 2020

The sunset was beautiful that day.... but not quite as beautiful as you.

[hwngsnh]

March 04, 2020

[hwngsnh]

Honestly speaking, my life started going downhill since the day my parents made me watch The Bee Movie. That shit really scarred me. I still get nightmares up till this day.