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Hyacinth Bae Son of Hades Nineteen MIGHT BE A sinner. MIGHT BE A saint.

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I call this the “I finally made a fucking Camacinth Moodboard” Moodboard

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i didn’t know eva had a boyfriend.

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Cameron laughed as Keith threw himself on the bed between the two of them, “There’s still plenty of cuddles left for you,” he teased as he reached over to wrap his arms around his friend- his eyes traveling to Hyacinth, a smile spreading across his face as he caught a glimpse of the other’s smile. “I don’t think we could get rid of you- even if we tried,” he teased with a small smile as he rested his chin on Keith’s shoulder. 

“sorry.” he said in a tone that didn’t show any sort of apology in it, cuddling up cutely between the two of them when cameron wrapped his arms around him. “thanks… dad who’s younger than me. you guys are stuck with me.” keith poked hyacinth’s cheek teasingly, knowing how much the other hated it when emphasized how he’s a few months older than him. “how long has this been going on between you two?” he wondered curiously. “i hate how both of you told me you like someone, and then it ends up being liking each other.”

Hyacinth narrowed his eyes at Keith, resisting the childish urge to pinch him. “By four months!” The resisting didn’t last long, as, Hyacinth swapped out pinching for tugging a strand of the other’s hair. “Ever since we were kids, you’d always have to point that out.” He huffed, his eyes still narrowed. Hyacinth tugged on Keith’s hair again. “And not that he’s my boyfriend, but get off my boyfriend. I will hurt you.” Hyacinth was the opposite of threatening in this just-woken-up state. He was already tiny with his puffy cheeks and wide eyes, causing him to have to put every ounce of scary he had in his gaze, he was a son of Hades after all. “Well you are slow. How did you not work it out?” He teased

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Scars and Souvenirs || Keith & Hyacinth (past)

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keith was about to take the other’s wrist gently when he attempted to lift it up, to put it back down, not wanting him to wear himself out by the simplest of moves. but then hyacinth winced, and keith felt his chest hurt. through his sixteen years at camp, he should’ve gotten used to how every demigod could get hurt, could suddenly die. but he could never just brush off something like that. he hated seeing his friends get hurt, it physically hurt him too. keith tried to hold himself together, but hyacinth’s words made the tears actually fall down the boy’s cheeks who quickly looked away and down at his hands. he stood nearby as his friend got treated, and kept looking at him despite how much it hurt to see him like that. “it’s o-okay.” he shook his head a little, then paused. “actually, you know what, it’s not okay. y-you disappeared and then suddenly came back six months later looking like… like… this. what the fuck, cinth?!” he was over-emotional and should probably shut up. but he felt the need to express his frustrations as more tears kept appearing. “everyone kept telling me to forget about you already, that you’re probably dead. i didn’t want to believe it… you’re my best friend.”

Hyacinth felt the intense need to reach out his hand and wipe away the other’s tears. Though Keith may be technically older, taller and generally stronger, Hyacinth always felt like a big brother to him. He was the one who healed his scraped knees when they were kids, comforted him when he was hurt. Seeing him cry, especially at Hyacinth’s expense, made his heart ache. He wished he could stand up and announce this was all a joke, or something along those lines. Wouldn’t that make things easier for both of them? He wished that the past six months had never happened, wished they didn’t fuck him up physically and mentally like they did. He knew he was not the same person that left Camp Halfblood, that left Keith, and he was terrified of that fact. “It wasn’t my fault.” He kept his eyes on his bandaged wrist, not wanting to look his friend in the eye. “Okay, it was my fault. I shouldn’t have gone. I was stupid, I know it. But I got away. I’m luckier than you know. I wasn’t attacked by monsters, he- no one came after me.” He covered his face with his good hand, trying not to show the tears streaming down his face. “I wished I was dead, Keith. I wished I was dead every day for sixth months.” He was silent for a moment. “I’m so sorry.”

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Cameron let out a small sigh as he reached up to run his fingers through his hair- his eyes traveling back and forth between his friends. He recognized what this might look like to Keith- he just wasn’t entirely sure how to explain it. Certainly Keith knew that Hyacinth was seeing someone- he’d mentioned it enough times, but it didn’t explain why neither of them hadn’t told him who he was seeing. Truthfully if he was Keith, he’d be pretty pissed. Chewing on his lip he looked at Hyacinth, his eyes narrowing as the other left it up to him to explain what was going on. He chewed on his lip as he turned to face Keith- “You saw us kissing,” he admitted, nodding, “We’ve sort of been seeing each other,” he admitted with a small sigh as he glanced at Hyacinth before looking back at Keith. “And before you say anything, the only reason we didn’t tell you was because we weren’t entirely sure what it was,” he explained with a small shrug. 

“what-” he looked between the two of them, and suddenly, so many things made sense. keith knew that both of them had someone in their lives, but now, he was seeing them together and he didn’t know what to say. “oh.” he nodded slowly, still looking so lost and confused. “oh! i- wow…” and his usual grin slowly started to appear on his face. keith approached the bed and immediately threw himself in between them. “look at you two, boyfriends! i only came here for the cuddles and i’m suddenly feeling betrayed. don’t think you can get rid of me yet.”

Hyacinth felt heat creep into his face when ‘seeing each other’ came out of Cameron’s mouth. He covered his face with one hand, hoping it hid the small smile on his face as annoyance. He didn’t know exactly how he had wanted Keith to find about about he and Cameron, but it wasn’t bursting in on them. When their friend threw himself between then, Hyacinth squeaked a little. “Gods Keith!” He pulled the sheets up himself farther. “Warn me before you jump on me next time.” He huffed, poking Keith in the side. “We can’t get rid of you silly, you’re our child.”

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Scars and Souvenirs || Keith & Hyacinth (past)

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Keith Nam

for someone who’s been in camp since before he was even aged a year old, keith never really felt like he was close to anyone, ever. there were barely kids his age and everyone was older than him. that is until hyacinth came to camp and keith annoyingly clung to him. he still hated himself for being like that, but he would never regret the fact that they became friends and even started acting like brothers. “yeah, exactly.” keith agreed, voice wavering. he didn’t know what he was talking about for the most part, but definitely was upset at him for leaving and coming back looking like this. keith could feel his eyes tearing up, and some would take that as a sign of weakness when he was only a little too caring. “just hang in there, we’re almost there.” he said, ignoring his question. he couldn’t even look at him without crying so he avoided that. soon enough, they were at the infirmary and keith put him down on one of the empty beds and called someone for him. “you mess just had to go and make yourself even messier.” keith finally said to him, sighing. he was trying to ease things up, but failed when he felt himself about to tear up again.

“I’m fine, kid.” Hyacinth reached up in an attempt to ruffled Keith’s hair like he did when they were kids. He knew it annoyed the other whenever Hyacinth called him ‘kiddo’ or acted as if Keith was a child, but he thought now it would relieve tension. He winced, letting his hand fall back down to his chest. “Ah that might be broken.” He looked up at the other boy, seeing the tears in his eyes and feeling his heart hurt a bit. “If you cry over my stupid ass, I’ll never let you live it down.” His grin probably wasn’t over-reassuring, the rest of his face canceling out any relief it would’ve brought Keith, but he tried regardless. The infirmary bed was comfortable, the ambrosia, warm on his tongue making him miss his mother’s cinnamon rolls. He would need a few doses for his fractured wrist so it was put in a wrap but he could already feel his cuts turning to scars, his eye nearly able to open all the way. He looked over at Keith. “I’m sorry I didn’t let you know where I was. I couldn’t.”

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whxtemagic:

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Cameron let out a particularly loud snore as he moved closer to Hyacinth in his sleep- his arm was draped tightly across the other male, and their legs were a tangled mess. He woke up when Hyacinth started to move, but he kept his eyes shut- figuring he’d just fall back asleep. But he couldn’t help but smile as he felt Hyacinth’s finger on his face, his eyes slowly fluttering open to see Hyacinth’s face. “Morning,” he replied- for once his voice wasn’t cranky- usually when he woke up he was in a sour mood, but waking up next to the other male was, well nice. “Can we stay here?” he asked with a small smile as he gazed at the other male, he would stay there all day if he could- it was perfect. Well- until the door slammed open- causing him to jump slightly as he turned to see the source. His eyes widening when he realized that it was Keith, “Gods Keith, knock much?” he asked, as he slowly sat up, failing to realize that he was shirtless.  

if keith was honest with himself, it was his own fault he ruined his sleep. he was up early, but was sleepier than he’d ever been. if there’s one place he liked to go to, to sleep longer, it was cameron’s bunk. he thought his friend would be asleep, so he’d walked in like he usually does, not realizing he opened the door a little too roughly. he smiled when he saw that hyacinth was there too, but that only lasted a second, because it dropped when he realized what was happening. “did i just see you kissing him?!” he asked, maybe a little loudly. he was in complete shock, he didn’t realize most of what he was doing. keith was used to all the cuddles, to seeing the other two being close. but he never saw them like that. “and you’re shirtless too!!”

Hyacinth sat up along with Cameron, pulling the sheets up himself a little, but figuring there wasn’t a great way to hide this situation. Regardless of that knowledge, his brain was moving fast trying to find a way to explain being half naked in a bed with his “’friend”” and kissing him. With how much the three of them are around each other, he was a little surprised Keith didn’t already know. He had a wild moment of wanting to make a ridiculous excuse, like they were simply talking very close or he was checking if Cameron’s lips were properly moisturized... you know, purely platonic things. His mouth hung open, at a slight loss for words. Hyacinths eyes darted around the room, as if it had answers to give him. Finally, he looked to Cameron. “I’ll let you take this one.” He sighed, running hands down his face.

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   Hyacinth didn’t want to open his eyes just yet. Cameron’s arms were secured around him, enveloping him in warmth. He didn’t know what time it was, but he couldn’t find himself caring. Something about being in the Hypnos cabin and in Cameron’s arms made him feel like he could stay there for hours. He turned, eyes opening to look at the other. He brought his fingers up to gently trace along the other’s eyelids, down the bridge of his nose, and around his lips. Hyacinth smiled to himself, he liked how peaceful Cameron looked when he was asleep. “Morning... I think” He mumbled before cupping the other boy’s face, kissing him. At that inopportune moment the door to Cameron’s ‘bunk’ slammed open and in walked Keith, such to Hyacinth’s horror that he nearly fell out of the bed, but fortunately the arms locked around him kept him in place. Instead he froze, face inches from Cameron’s and eyes wide, looking at their friend in shock. 

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Scars and Souvenirs || Keith & Hyacinth (past)

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for six months, keith was worried about a very close friend, always wondering where he disappeared off to. and for the last of those, every time he would ask, he’d be told to just forget it, he’s dead already. he refused to believe it, there’s no way hyacinth was dead.

keith was working with a few other people, moving boxes of freshly packaged strawberries to take to the parking lot where a truck was waiting. but that’s when the others walking in front of him stopped and gasped, and at the sight of the boy, keith immediately dropped the boxes he was holding and rushed to the boy who looks completely different from what he remembered. “c-cinth, fuck-” he looked around, not knowing what he was supposed to do before it clicked in his head that hyacinth needed immediate help. keith’s hands were shaking a little and he already felt his eyes burning with tears, his heart always not handling it when his friends were in pain. he bent down and picked him up in his arms, and no one else protested when keith left them and ran as carefully as he could to the infirmary. “y-you, shit- i-” he shook his head, not knowing what to say. “i was so worried about you, for fuck’s sake.”

Hyacinth was acutely aware of Keith picking him up, something that would have annoyed him under other circumstances. But now he was grateful, he wasn’t sure he could walk another step. He had missed Keith greatly in his time away from camp. They had been friends  since they were quite young, and Hyacinth had started to regard him a sort of brother. It was just one more reason to feel lucky, that Keith was the first to find him. Hyacinth probably looked a little crazy, with a grin plastered across his face in the state he was in. Admittedly though, he did feel disoriented. “Sorry.” He told the other, patting him clumsily on his chest. “I shouldn’t have left. It was a really really bad idea-shouldn’t have trusted him” A trickle of warm blood made it’s way down his face, from a reopened wound on his forehead. He attempted to staunch it with his sleeve. “I must look like shit, huh?”

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Cameron’s eyebrows furrowed- as he continued to stare at the pictures, he was so caught up on looking at them that he almost missed what Hyacinth said. But he didn’t miss him say that there were more- his fist tightened. The thought of there being more pictures was disgusting- Elias was a freak. “Burning them would be nice,” he replied as he forced himself to look away from the pictures- praying for a painful death would be even more nice, but he didn’t say that part out loud. He watched as the polaroids fluttered to the floor- a small smile spreading across his face as he pictured them burning. This side of Cameron was rare- he was normally a pretty peaceful person- he wasn’t violent, but he cared about Hyacinth and the idea that someone did this to him made him angry. He let out a small sigh as he watched Hyacinth slowly uncurl his fist, turning his head to look at his friend as he pressed his lips to his hand. “Good,” he mumbled as he rested his chin on Hyacinth’s shoulder, “I’m scary!” he responded, upon hearing the other’s inflection of the word terrifying. Okay- he really wasn’t but that was beside the point. “Do we want to burn them now?” he asked quietly, as he chewed on his lip. 

Hyacinth nodded, enjoying the idea of the polaroids going up in flame, maybe along with parts of him that couldn’t let go of the past, couldn’t quite move on. Sometimes, rare times, he felt like he had maybe moved past the whole Elias situation, but then the reality of how much damage those six months had done on him, mentally and otherwise, would set in and he’d be back to square one, holeing himself up in his room tracing and retracing his many scars. He felt something different now though. Maybe he was permanently changed, scarred, but perhaps that didn’t mean he broken or unworthy. Hyacinth let out a something that could only be described as something halfway between a snort and a scoff as he buried his face once more in the crook of the other’s neck. “Whatever you say baby.” He mumbled, eyelids heavy. One hand was still absentmindedly twisting through Cameron’s hair. “You’re especially scary when you fall asleep wherever you happen to be.” He laughed softly. “Right now? Aren’t you tired?”

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Scars and Souvenirs || Keith & Hyacinth (past)

    Hyacinth stumbled up Half-Blood Hill, bare feet scraped, dirty and aching. He had had no drachmas for the Grey Sister’s taxi, nor mortal money for a normal one. Walking for nearly two hours, likely looking like a homeless person, had made his legs throb. His wrist was bent at an odd angle after being fractured and healed incorrectly multiple times, one eye was bruised shut, his face cut up, countless other scars and blue marks mapped their way all over his skin. Despite all of this, upon stepping through The Archway, he felt nothing but relief and luck. He had not been attacked by anything, and had made it there unfound by Elias. He was home, a place he hadn’t been in six months. Upon the relief of his journey being over, he collapsed to his knees to the shock of those around the area who hadn’t seen Hyacinth for over half a year. “I might need to be taken to the infirmary.” He told the boy nearest to him before he looked up to see “...Keith?”

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HYACINTH BAE AESTHETIC: the past that haunts

“I am living in hell from one day to the next. But there is nothing I can do to escape. I don't know where I would go if I did. I feel utterly powerless, and that feeling is my prison. I entered of my own free will, I locked the door, and I threw away the key.”

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Most loved ships? Most hated ships? Most wanted ships?

When I think ‘most loved ship,’ the thing that comes to mind first, before anything, has got to be Camacinth ( @ohcameron & @hyacinthbae ), our favorite sons of Hypnos & Hades ( respectively ). First off, not only are they cute as hell, they’re entirely endgame. It may not be actual endgame, but it’s Pheme Endgame, which is all that’s true in my heart. So big, so fast those two. Plus, who doesn’t love love love a good friends-with-benefits story? Gods, I know I do! Besides them, @leia-griffin and @erik-is-chaos, of course. With that cute little one and some hot little angst, it’s pretty hard to not feel the barest twitch of SOMETHING. They have that something, you know? Let’s just hope they both get the taddest bit ( some shade, Erik ) more emotionally stable so they can parent Emma right, not that they’ve ever done anything but that. But, coming from my favorite part of me, I sincerely hope some more bumbs come our way with those two, drama is always on my bucket list. Hmm, the possibilities for them… Maybe some family death next? We can all keep our eyes up, yes? Some other worth mentioning are the newly rising @june-murphy & @magical-dork, who… frankly, are cute. But who isn’t cute? I want a good tale with those two… maybe someone can get mixed in? Wink wink, Jax. Wink wink, Cal. I see something in your future. But specifically, GIVE ME DRAMA. Pretty please.

Hated ships… I won’t call any names, but I will give a warning: some things just aren’t going to work out. You naive little campers need to get your heads on right. Not everyone is the one, but you’ll find them eventually. Hopefully. Probably…? ( I’m looking at you, @soleilaathayer, haha. Keep looking, though as always. ) I still always love you, though. Hook ups, and break ups, and one night stands are always good. Do what you want to do, isn’t that how being a demigod works? No mishaps involving the Gods interference or Destiny with a capitol D? Ha, ha, ha.

Most wanted ships, well. How many times can I yell ‘ @bandagedknucklesandbloodiedlips and @opheliaxhart ’ until my voice goes out? Not enough times. They have it all. They are adorable, angsty, and are compromised by two the of most interesting cambers I’ve yet to watch over. If they don’t sail, I am giving Aphrodite a very angry Iris Message for sure, maybe even mail a dead dove to her if I’m feeling particularly spiteful. ( Godly things, of course. ) I will say that I haven’t seen too many other upcoming babies on the dash, but you have to keep me updated, guys! I’m counting on you.

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MUN REPORT

Basics

Name/Nickname/Alias: Padme (it’s my real name. I have nerdy parents)

Timezone: MST

Gender/Pronouns: cisfemale she/her

Personality

Who is your favorite Greek/Roman God/Goddess?: Hades (fun fact: I’m a Hellenistic Wiccan and I worship Hades)

Favorite movie(s) and TV-show(s)? Ever After, Too Wong Foo, Dirty Dancing, The Force Awakens, Every Harry Potter Movie

Favorite books?: Every Harry Potter book, Six of Crows, Carry On, To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before

Favorite music?: Kpop trash tbh but besides that Halsey, Billie Eilish 

Favorite color?(yes, ikr, important question): Pale pinks, Mauve

What are your hobbies and what you enjoy doing besides RP here?: Dance, Read, Digital art

Random fun fact(s): I’m an INTP and a Capricorn/Sagittarius cusp. I’d like to think I’m 25% Sag and 75% Cap. I loves stars and constellations. I own 37 Harry Potter books. My husband is Choi Seungcheol (S. Coups - seventeen) and I saw him in concert, he waved, hearted and giggled at me, best moment of my life.

Roleplay

What is/are your character(s)?: Hyacinth Bae, Lilybet Blackwell, Penrose Mun

Which of your characters do you most identify with (if any)?: Probably Hyacinth? I feel our personalities are similar.

If you have multiple characters, which is the most fun to play? Which is the hardest to play?: Hyacinth is the most fun to play, Lilybet is the hardest

What other kind of RP do you do?: I mostly do Harry Potter rps bc I’m trash

PJO Universe

What books in Rick Riordan’s mythology series’ did you read (also including the short stories, encyclopedia-type books by Percy and the Egyptian and Norse stories?): The original series, and then the next series with Percy and the gang (tbh don’t remember the names)

What was your favorite (and why?): Sea of Monsters hands down

Have you seen the PJO movies and what did you think of them?: Yes..... bad.

Who is your favorite canon character in the PJO mythology universe (and why?) Tyson. I love him with my heart and soul. (and also Nico, bae.)

Where do you think you’d live, CHB or New Rome/Camp Jupiter?:  omg CHB 

What would ambrosia taste like for you?:  Red Lobster Biscuits