i’ve been a god awful mun, that’s lit the only way for me to start this thing that i don’t want to be a ramble but will end up being a ramble bc of my need to explain everything at all times, it’s the truth after all JGDFKSLJLG
ik i never rly did anything here, more so recently, but that’s mostly bc i’ve been in a slump abt my writing where every time i try to work on something, i end up getting more frustrated with myself than the last and it just sucks the muse and desire outta me.. then i let the cycle continue and make it all worse sgfdkjl. it starts preying on my.. i can’t call it depression in a way, but this near-rock bottom and self-deprecating mood i’ve had going for a while now, which sucks bc writing’s an escape for me and it going to shit, at least imo, is fucking with me sm at the moment. so, aside from hogging spaces i rly don’t deserve here, idt a group rp is the place of productivity it once was for me ( kinda bc i have such a huge distrust of the rpc within the last few months/year to begin with but trust me when i say you’ve all been great and you don’t contribute to that part sgjldfk, i’ve loved being here ) so yeah, i’m gonna ask the main to unfollow my accts for hyeran and jinri. if anyone wants to stay in touch or anything, 1x1 even since that’s still an option for the time being — we’ll see how that goes tho, it’s starting to earn my distrust too djgfksl — just hmu !














