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lamar or ragdoll | he/it/void/rain/sweet/fluff | 21 | i post art and stuff sometimes

[hyenagenders]

hi hi!!! welcome to my profile! my name is lamar, but i go by many other names as well! i am 21 years old, and i have autism and adhd. i suspect i have did. i use he/it pronouns for the most part, but i also use some more neopronouns!

i am an ellis from l4d2 yumeshipper! i am a hyena therian and dollkin.

other than l4d2, im interested in project sekai, bandori, love live!, d4dj, world dai star, my little pony, dream girlfriend, crk, and more!

on this account, i will post both multifandom and oc art! i will infodump about my ocs once in a while, too. i am a beginner artist, so please be patient with me!

i follow the basic dni! radqueers and xenosatanists aren't welcome here, either.

you can find the ocs and their backstories on my toyhouse! not all of the ocs are there, or their profiles may be unfinished, however!: https://toyhou.se/hyenagenders/characters

common tags on this blog: #lamar says a thing / #lamar's ocs / #lamar's oc lore / #on the other side fic / #light at the end of the tunnel story / #lamar reblogs

[which-ocs]

Which OC ship?

[hyenagenders]

my 3 main oc couples involve the trope of one (or both) love interests trying to break down the other's carefully curated personas. i think i like that trope a little too much.

[hyenagenders]

out of all of the oc relationships i've made, alice and steven's is probably the one that changed the most.

they started out with a very inconsistent dynamic. i made steven to be a quick one-off character for a gacha music video for my channel years and years ago. he was also 14??? idk when i aged him up, but yeah alice and steven were 14 at one point. alice was also called sprinkle, i changed her name within the last year or two. anyway, at first alice was written to be this anxious girl who got constantly flustered by steven, who was a massive flirt. then she was a genki girl.

then for some reason i pivoted and made alice an experiment that escaped containment? she was overly depressed and i even made a gacha video to a song about alice being All Depressed™ with steven trying to snap her out of it. the video was never published. publicly, anyway. it sat on my channel unlisted for a day or two, then i removed it. i think it was because i didn't enjoy the storyline, so i immediately ditched it.

i eventually went back to the genki girl version of alice, but i think i made her more cheery than her first version. the way she is now compared to how i first wrote her in the past is like, impossibly happy. i developed it to where steven was a quiet, socially anxious guy who is more serious, but Cannot Function when faced with alice. he becomes this shy, flustered mess, which is a side of him that no one ever sees except for her. i also made him confirmed autistic at this point. same with alice. i wrote alice to have adhd since she already had the typical adhd traits.

now they're this genki girl x serious man couple except there's also the societal pressure of prey and predator relationships being frowned upon keeping them from being as affectionate towards each other as they want to be. they compensate for that by being all lovey dovey with each other in private (read: alice flirting with steven just so she can see steven lose his stoic persona and become soft with her).

[hyenagenders]

meet steven (he/it/they), one of my first ocs! he has a key part in light at the end of the tunnel, as well as my sweet tyrant, and his focus story: sachertorte.

they're the leader of the gaming guild kala joins later on in light at the end of the tunnel: midnight. he's autistic and known for being quiet and somewhat scary. he finds communication difficult; he wants to talk to more people, but doesn't know how to. he's only "scary" to other people because he looks angry all the time.

he is from a very rich family. his mother is the owner of a hospital, while his (deceased) shitty father was a lawyer before his ex-wife filed for divorce and he lost his job.

steven is part of the white rock honor society, a group for students with high grades from all around the white rock school district. chihiro becomes friends with him, but only after being intimidated by steven's resting bitch face for like a month.

steven is dating alice. they have been together for a year. the two of them keep it a secret from everyone except close friends, as prey and predator relationships are frowned upon in their universe. they may have completely opposite personalities, but they make their relationship work.

[promptsforyourocs]

which oc was created less than a year ago?

[hyenagenders]

i thought spoken for was the most chihiro-coded song. then all in one dropped. lmao

[akiyamabc]

ෆ.*･ﾟ──────•♡•──────.*･ﾟෆ

　　『のあ先輩はともだち。』

　🎊㊗️ TVアニメ化決定だよっ ㊗️🎊

みなさま応援ありがとうございます😭

ෆ.*･ﾟ──────•♡•──────.*･ﾟෆ

#のあ先輩

#のあ先輩はともだち。

TVアニメ『のあ先輩はともだち。』公式サイト

『のあ先輩はともだち。』TVアニメ化決定！ 限界バリキャリ女子×平熱さとり系男子の「オフィス“ともだち”コメディ」！

[promptsforyourocs]

does your oc know how to stand up for themself?

[hyenagenders]

not what i usually post but i must flex that i got shinku after 81 pulls. that one dice i got during the 8th ten pull came in clutch.

i LOVE shinku. i haven't gotten to her part of the story yet, but i think im close because i just got to the part with iroi! im trying to avoid spoilers. shinku's voice is so pretty she's so cool!!!!!! her first entry animation is amazing!

i'm also hyperfixated on neverness to everness in general at the moment. i almost spent money on it. release me.

[which-ocs]

Which OC?

[writingdose]

me: I should write

also me: let me play the scene in my head and fantasize about writing it instead

[promptsforyourocs]

which oc doesn't know how to shut up? ...and who is most likely to shut them up, if any?

[hyenagenders]

massive art dump! i've been arting a lot recently xD

first image is a redesign of my oc mars. the characters in the second one are anaya (she/they/it, left) and miles (he/they/it, right). third is their adoptive mother, seraphina (she/her)!

the last three characters are quite integral to light at the end of the tunnel. esp anaya and miles. i've talked about them before but that was a very long time ago i think. im pretty sure seraphina has not been mentioned on my blog yet. i'll talk about her soon.

[hyenagenders]

I finally finished kala's toyhouse profile... 🥹. It took me almost a month.

[hyenagenders]

me: "kala's grandparents aren't all that important to the story"

i then proceed to make kala's grandparents (her grandmother, in particular) VERY important to the story

[hyenagenders]

today i bring one of my ocs, silent moon! she's from a mlp fanfic im working on called over-reign. it takes place 200 years since princess twilight ruled over equestria.

i've been thinking a lot about my mlp ocs since like last month so i decided to finally draw one of them. that and i need to actually fill up the over-reign folder i have on toyhouse lmao

im trying out new ways of coloring eyes so the eyes in my drawings are gonna be hella inconsistent for a while until i can find a style i like. this time, i used a face from cocoppa play for reference. i like it enough, i think. idk if i want to stick with it though.