Purple 1, Red 6. Pink2 , white 4! -Yunessa!
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Ty for ask heheh!!! QwQ <З
What is one of your OC’s biggest dreams and do they believe that dream will come true?
I already mentioned that he's old, didn't I? Well, that's it!!! LORE DROP WILL BE HERE NOW.
So, the Empty Blade Syndrome is the price that every incubi who dedicates himself to the Shrine pays. The head of the Twisted Blade Shrine is well aware of this syndrome and has been observed in other ancient incubi. The head of the Shrine himself has also "lost" in the service for a long time. He defined Empty Blade Syndrome as an occupational disease of incubi who lose themselves in their "path". Arzokith is not an exception in this regard, but a classic case.
Arzokith had almost nothing of his own, except for his service. Due to his long life and equally long work, Arzokith eventually began to suffer psychological degradation. His mind began to erase his personality, replacing it with combat algorithms. He began to perceive the world as an eternal work and service, and as a chain of threats and removals. He literally became a living suit of armor, aimed only at guarding, defending, and killing. The fact that he began to forget his name was just the beginning, and in the future he would simply erase his entire self. He also sometimes had hallucinations - he saw "shadows of murdered brothers." The hallucinations were an attempt by the psyche to fill the void. Sometimes he even talked to them.
Eventually, the Empty Blade Syndrome reached a critical point, and Arzokith personality began to wither and crumble. What used to give him some emotions and shake his gut stopped working. Sex, alcohol, drugs, the arena, the killing of slaves - all this has become the norm and stability, as familiar as breathe. When he started working for his new employer, Archoness Itess, Leah's mother, he already resembled a well-established mechanism for protecting the employer, which occasionally failed only with Leah (she was like a daughter to him). When he got to the Marae Tower and met Zegris, and he asked his name, Arzokith took a while to remember his name.
That's why he hasn't had a dreams for a very long time. He didn't want anything, he didn't want anything, he just existed.
He once had a dream - to get out of slavery from his former master, and he did it. And then he didn't understand how to live in freedom, and all he could do was find a new place to serve.
But now he has a dream. He wants to live, he feels life in all its fullness and colors, and he wants to do everything to make the world around him a better place for his children, for his family, for Zegris and for his new home.
This may sound unusual for a Drukhari, but who says they can't have a family? :> <З
Are people afraid of your OC? If so, is that fear warranted?
Oh, yes, the Arzokith is a scary beast, actually. My co-author and I, after all, draw him more attractive, but if you look at him from the perspective of an ordinary person, then Arzokith is terrifying. Externally, it is a giant creature, 2.5 meters in height, consisting of pure muscles and tendons. He has huge claws, a face distorted by rage, a bloodthirsty gleam in his eyes and an ugly scar on half of his face. He has unnaturally sharp teeth, which also replace each other, like a shark (that is, his jaw does not have 32 teeth, his jaw goes deep much more than ordinary humanoids), and his eyes are like two deep black lakes in which unnaturally scarlet lights burn in moments of strong emotions.
He is fast (by human standards, but by drukhari standards, on the contrary, he is slower than other kindred), unstoppable, cruel and fights dirty. If he is ordered to kill a specific target, he will destroy it at all costs. If necessary, he will march on the enemy like a tank and refuse to stop even if he is wounded from head to toe. He is like a faithful dog that will follow any order of his master, and this is why he is dangerous, because he will fulfill it even if he has to cut whole kabal.
He despises people, does not consider them personalities and does not consider that a person is worthy of attention, he considers people cockroaches who simply reproduce well and quickly. He still accepts their fighting power, but he doesn't consider humanity dangerous. He considers humanity to be a resource, whether it's strong men, women, the elderly or children. People are a resource, and Arzokit just needs to deliver this resource to Commorragh (and his master). Sometimes he buys slaves for himself, but not because he wants sophisticated torture, but because, sometimes, he just wants to tear someone useless apart (literally, he turns the slave into a piece of meat and intestines on the walls) to satisfy his thirst for violence.
For his kin, he is overgrown with legends, like many incubi. Drukhari know that they can order him to rip off the head of someone who does not suit the owner, and he will go to rip off the head. So, like all incubi, he has a rather dark and creepy reputation among his own, causing both awe and fear. But when he is not at work, he is more likely to arouse either idle interest among perverts, or disgust among connoisseurs of the real beauty of the dark Eldar, or does not cause emotions at all. He looks like Wrack, which is why they perceive him more like flesh and bone that has distorted itself to achieve some goal he alone knows.
He's a sadist. He's a rapist. He's a murderer. He's a drug addict. He's an alcoholic. He's absolute rude. He's aggressive. You would never want to get within a hundred meters of it if it really existed.
He does so many horrific and morally disgusting things that it wouldn't have all the time in the world to put him in jail. He would have received about a hundred life sentences.
He's not playful with strangers at all. When it comes to flirting, he's not bothered by it. If it's sex, then he doesn't care about one-night stand person at all, if he accidentally kills him in the process, then he won't care, let alone flirt.
With those who are closer, when and how. For example, with his friend at the shrine, he is sometimes a real flirt. Outside of any sex, too. He likes to joke, tease, tease, flirt and jokingly fight, or arrange serious sparring during which they tease each other.
With Zegris and Marae, God, he's like a puppy. He can be playful, flirtatious, and it's not even a matter of flirting. They can play, run after each other, hide, arrange mock fights and sparring, joke and feel relaxed. Life in the Marae Tower allowed Arzokith to be open, childish and joking. And at the same time feel safe.
Is your OC a perfectionist?
TOTALLY NO XDD Maybe he only shows some kind of perfectionism at work, but it's probably hard to apply it to incubi's work? Hmm..
However, if you order him, he will carry out the order perfectly, he cannot afford to carry out the order badly, because it will ruin his reputation. And he's very concerned about his reputation at work.
As for his normal life and home - God, he hasn't made a bed for several thousand years, what are we talking about XDD
