Speak so softly

To care is to fear # Inbox # Poetry # Music

[hyliancrisis]

You're awesome and your writing is great, keep your head up dude.

don't read too much into them. the source material is all the same and they are nothing more than rebuilding leftover thoughts that need to get out or i start to go crazy.

but thanks

[hyliancrisis]

i won't be found anymore so see ya

[curiously-passionate]

[hyliancrisis]

today made me realize how much of a loser i really am, yeehaw

[larmoyante]

A love like that was a serious illness, an illness from which you never entirely recover.

Charles Bukowski, The People Look Like Flowers at Last (via larmoyante)

[hyliancrisis]

white fucking flag. i give up.

[daviddallavenezia]

sinistra

[somewhereonlyibelong]

[double-take-deactivated20140811]

[hyliancrisis]

Thank you tumblr for actually being relevant to my life today

[spacelovemelody]

depression is like not giving a fuck and anxiety is like giving too many fucks and when you have both it’s like fuuuuuuuuuucccckkkkkk

[prosodemic]

[deardiscomfort]

[8xns]

the feeling on @weheartit.com - http://whrt.it/ZsFIxa

[hyliancrisis]

Cheapened Sleep

Closed eyes, right before I wake up,

I don't know exactly who I am and that's okay,

Right before all goes grim and it pulls me aside,

I don't know where to go (but I'm willing to stay)

Something's tainted in the whispered air

In a world up in flames as I wake up there

We'll look at the sky before the moon goes missing,

Let us fall through the cracks and see us drifting

After all the time I still wonder about my invitation

My thoughts contained begin to weigh me down,

And out, I irritate my control to forget all that we've hoped

Well then, I begin to swell so just ease me in,

If you're not medicine, do you still take interest in impressions?

Can you take me, can you take me away,

Or will I continue to write myself in as the shade surrounds me;

I'm a breathing cemetery of dying dreams,

So put me back to sleep and set me free

[amcq]

[soupraw-deactivated20160106]

Hurt others before they hurt you.

Easier to get away.

[hyliancrisis]

i'm so fucked up beyond all reason. this anxiety grew out of nowhere. i don't have any close friends. i don't have anyone to talk to. i feel abandoned. i feel bored. i am unmotivated. i am depressed. i feel hopeless. i am indecisive. i am easily irritated. i try and fail. i hate faking smiles. i'm done with my facade. i'm sick and tired of everyone's shit. i don't need professional help. all i feel is this heavy fog surrounding me where ever i go and i'm constantly thinking of my own death in so many ways. i try not to bitch and keep my thoughts to myself even from being on here, but i'm seriously freaking the fuck out and i guess the only way i'll feel a pinch of relief is typing as much as i can in the deep dark. usually when you have something in your life that means a lot to you you're willing to do what you can to keep it, but you can get scared because it can go away and that's natural. these days i just have nothing to fear anymore since i have nothing to care for and that's pretty sad because fear is supposed to be a human thing. i can't enjoy anything for 5 seconds without having erratic bad thoughts. all the time.