Kairos : Legion

19yo || He/Hxm/None “Always on that damn spectrum.”

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[8nin]

i refuse to apologize for being weird or offputting actually that’s your problem i'm having a fantastic time

[genderfluid-offical]

"explain your answer" no. i used a calculator, and i do not care about this class

[malwareproductions]

hey. you have to love your trans brothers of color okay. and your trans sisters of color. and your nonbinary siblings of color. you have to okay. its simply non-optional

[pd-ignazio]

The day people know the difference between antisocial and asocial is the day we rest.

No, you are not "antisocial" because you don't have many social interactions.

No, you are not "antisocial" because you are solitary.

You are not "antisocial" because you're introverted.

Antisocial is a clinical term that describes a particular set of moral, ethical, and personal traits and beliefs. Watering it down makes you look at best uneducated, at worst stupid.

[ivy-is-dreaming]

It’s always fascinating how quickly "empathetic" people drop the mask the moment they realize you have ASPD (or even NPD).

​They treat your lack of empathy as a green light to be assholes, as if their moral compass only functions when it’s being mirrored back to them

​They change their behavior instantly like : "Okay since you don't feel that, there’s no problem if I do this."

This is just hypocrisy.

If your morality is contingent on the neurotypicality of the person standing across from you, it isn't morality at all

I've been decent with you and haven't done anything. Why do you feel the need to treat me like shit just because you've acknowledged that I lack empathy ? That’s wild.

​Then people will claim you are the problem, while they’re the ones who need a person "like them" to justify being a nice person.

[ivy-is-dreaming]

I’m probably going to get hate for this, but i’m tired of seeing people with ASPD romanticizing "free cruelty".

Let’s be real: having ASPD doesn’t force you to be cruel for no reason.

​If you have ASPD and you’re a complete asshole, then you’re just an asshole.

The disorder might explain why you don't feel guilt or why you’re impulsive, but it doesn't hold a gun to your head and make you go out of your way to ruin someone’s day.

Conscience and conduct are two different things. Plenty of people with this diagnosis manage to exist without being toxic, if you can't, that’s a personality flaw, not a symptom.

I’m just tired of seeing people use their lack of empathy as a justification for being a bottom-tier human being.

I know it’s hard sometime. I deal with the same impulses, the same problems. But having those urges isn’t the same as acting on them. Not feeling empathy doesn’t remove the ability to recognize harm and choose not to cause it especially when its just free and without reasons.

Cognitive empathy exists for a reason, you can understand that an action is shitty without needing to feel the other person's pain.

If you choose to be a jerk because you think your diagnosis justifies it, you’re just proving everyone’s worst stereotypes right.

Lack of empathy isn’t a free pass. If you understand something is harmful and do it anyway, that’s a choice. You can have zero feelings and still have enough logic to not be a nightmare to everyone around you.

One is a neurodivergence, the other is a choice.

[ivy-is-dreaming]

I don't like how ASPD boredom is called "boredom".

I think it’s easily confused with normal boredom when it’s actually more like chronic under-stimulation.

​It’s not "I’m bored. Oh, same bro."

It’s a painful, awfully restless boredom. To me, the search for stimulation is so deep; I’m always seeking, testing, trying, because if I don’t, everything is way too dull. It feels like dying.

​Doing nothing is the equivalent of asking a hyperactive and restless person to sit still for hours. But the problem is also that, somehow, nothing is ever enough ?

Whatever I do, even if I find thrilling stuff, the feeling disappears as fast as it came. I’ll be excited for a few minutes, maybe, but it lasts only as long as the activity itself, or it dies right in the middle of it. The worst part is when you get used to something and it doesn’t do shit for you anymore.

​Do it once, it’s cool.

Twice, it’s okay.

The third time is already pointless.

​It can stay nice, sure, but it isn't thrilling anymore. No matter how intense the stuff I do is, at some point, it stops stimulating me, and it pisses me off.

[peerless-outlaw]

The thing that bothers me about people trivializing ASPD is not the self diagnosis, not at all, because I'm supportive of that (within reason).

What bothers me is ASPD being reduced to "unfeeling tough murderer disorder" instead of the desperate understimulation that feels like you're behing crushed alive; the uncontrollable anger that feels like it's going to burst out of your chest; the ruining your body just to feel entertained for about a couple hours if you're lucky; the severe struggles with money because you can't control your spending to save your life; the loneliness because, not only does nobody wants to be close to a psychopath, but you also can't allow yourself to be vulnerable enough; on that line, the inability to form meaningful bonds even with those who are very close to you because your fondness is extremely muted and it vanishes as soon as you even begin to notice it; the possibility that you might end up in jail, maybe even die in there, one day; the childhood full of people who thought of you as nothing but a monster, and someone no parent would ever want to deal with; the inability to commit to things that you might otherwise enjoy because they inevitably stop being entertaining enough at some point...

All those things and more being lost and/or ignored is what actually bothers me.

[rabbitology]

(Absolutely seething with rage) oh yeah no I’m good don’t worry :).

[hypnomania]

Oh, you’re ‘Willogenic’? Cool, can you will yourself into finding a job or a hobby?

Can you will yourself into leaving us alone? Respecting boundaries?

What about if you can will yourself into fighting for actual marginalized and oppressed groups instead of framing yourself as one for online pity-points?

Just wonderin'.

[i-suggest-becoming-a-guy]

I love you black trans men. I hope yall know I’m rooting for you.

[sirbogglius]

burger

[corvzly]

i’ve been seeing way to much transandrophobia lately

so i want to try something

reblog if your blog is a safe space for transmascs

please. we need the support.

adding a reblog bait tw here, because some might need it <3

[diluftmensch]

damn, she’s a bad bitch. oh they’re nonbinary? my bad. damn, they’re a bad person

[cosmiccripple]

hey fun fact, disabled people with bad relationships with their parents often don't get to leave those relationships.

when you are reliant on your parents for care, the amount you can do to stop them from treating you like shit, yelling at you for asking them for help etc. is very minimal.

even if you have never had a good relationship with them, if they are extremely abusive, in this world where disabled people are left to fend for themselves in fucked situations, we often don't get to leave the relationships that harm us and many of the community die because of that.

we don't get to leave our abusers because we rely on them for care and they hold that above us.

[templetv-deactivated20260211]

hey can you come over and surgically remove this heavy, aching rot from my heart? we can watch a movie afterwards