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I AM NOT THE ACTUAL RABBITOLOGY!!!! Personality disorders & rambles sideblog ac: Gotboredofmyusername

[rabbitology]

“. . . Can you be my How High?”

[its-venusite]

I think where many miss the mark on accepting those with stigmatising mental disorders is they're so focused on this idea only morally acceptable people deserve the dignity of their disability being accepted.

Even though I am a narcissist, I have come across other narcissists who I consider bad people that I would not like to be friends with. I am often told I am a "good narcissist" by egotypicals trying to affirm me, especially when I was in the early stages of accepting I have NPD and terrified about being viewed as a bad person. What I found comforting then—being told it's fine I'm a narcissist because I'm a good person—I now wish was being told narcissists who don't fit the egotypical definitions of goodness are still human.

A "bad narcissist" deserves treatment.

A "bad narcissist" deserves access to resources for their mental health.

A "bad narcissist" deserves their humanity.

People love to tell me "I support narcissists!—except the bad ones."

From this, I wonder what their support means. I wonder how much they care about mentally disabled people if they can pick and choose who they want to dignify as disabled and who they want to write off as scum.

Is it any different, I wonder, to misgendering a bad person because they just so happen to be trans? Do they not deserve the dignity of their identity for their actions?

Why is it any different for mental illness?

[disorderedreblogs]

Explaining friendships through my point of view.

I assume this is how the typical friendship acts, where two people share a mutual bond that pulls each party towards the other. Or rather, the emotional connection/bond.

When someone wishes to create a friendship with me, I'm often forced to be a part of this connection, but I don't feel it. It is not connected to me or my being, it is something I must carry and maintain, it is heavy.

When I can not carry this burden anymore, I drop it. This weighs the emotionally connected person down, and I am a bad person for it. I am not emotionally invested, I will never bond with people the same way, if someone's forces their friendship upon me it feels as though I am forced to hold a grenade with the pin pulled out, clamping down on the handle, and if I get tired it explodes.

Now I am a covert schizoid, high functioning if that's the proper word, and do have friendships like this, where the other person is emotionally invested but doesn't force anything upon me. They don't expect me to care, to want, to understand exactly. They carry the emotional investment for both of us and this allows me room to isolate and avoid engulfment while still experiencing socialization.

I do not like these people, but something something shizoid dilemma it's better than nothing. My closest friendship is one of 6 years who lives in a different state, and who I respond to maybe monthly but visit once a year (give or take). And they never mention this, or demand me to stop being absent.

Yeah maybe this is worded poorly idk, I don't find my thought processes vulnerable or personal in any way so I may as well share them.

[rabbitology]

(Absolutely seething with rage) oh yeah no I’m good don’t worry :).

[funnier-with-narcpd]

[rabbitology]

So many posts I see, both on here and on other platforms, are basically the exact same thing and it’s ANNOYING!

>insert picture of a dog, usually a german shepherd, a puppy, or a “cute” looking one.

>caption says something like “hehe abuse me hehe i don’t do small talk burn me with a cigarette hehe”

Do you guys have any other posts or is it the exact same one recycled over and over again. Get creative there’s no way all of you are dog boys girls or whatever the fuck.

[rabbitology]

It feels like that, a lot of the time, the only way people with a cluster b disorder will be “valid” in the opinion of people without it is if we have empathy.

“People with a cluster b disorder aren’t bad people! They can still have empathy!” Okay and what if they don’t? What if they lack empathy and have bad behaviors? That doesn’t mean we should just be discarded and ignored just because of that.

Someone isn’t inherently a bad person if they have low empathy / completely lack it and I think making it a morally standing and believing that you’re somehow better than people who don’t have it simply for the fact you do is just wrong.

You are not a better/good person for having empathy, nor is someone a bad person for not having empathy.

[rabbitology]

I love rabbitology! Forgive me if this sounds weird, but I appreciate you posting about your experiences. I know as a high empathy person that having low/no empathy is very different from how I experience life. This may sound so stupid, and you can ignore this if you want, but I hope that you have a good life. Low empathy doesn't make you less human. No empathy doesn't either. I just hope others learn as well. Your overall blog is really cool :>

Aw. Thank you so much, you’re very kind! I’m glad that me posting about my experiences can help another else understand what it’s like. Again, thank you 🖤🖤.

[rabbitology]

“But empathy/sympathy is what makes us human 🥺!” Well shit guess I’m a snow leopard now.

[shotgvnfreak-deactivated2026052]

i don't know who i am. i don't trust who's in the mirror. i fantasize about being able to live a million different lives so i don't have to deal with the burden of finding myself.

[yourfavoritenarcissist]

btw you don't need empathy to be a good person. empathy isn't "what makes us human".

[therooftopgardensystem]

This September let's remember that they didn't abuse you because they're a narcissist. They abused you because they suck

[rabbitology]

People love characters with low / no empathy or are apathetic about everything until they actually meet someone like that. Suddenly the person in question is horrible and abusive.

[rabbitology]

Tumblr users try not to miss the point on a very clear post challenge failed immediately.

[suicidalseraphim]

[rabbitology]

With that one post getting popular again it reminds me how dumb people on this site are. The point just goes right over their heads and it’d be almost pathetic if it wasn’t so stupid.

[your-messiah]

You guys are all for fictional characters being narcissistic and egocentric 'in a hot way'. Show that same energy for real narcissists who are also like that in a hot way.

[robaggot]

putting the word empathy in a heavily locked and secured hidden underground bunker till y'all can be normal about people that don't have empathy.