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I

heard you.

You make me want to be better.

I am going to be better

.

locked it down for a day. cried only once. the tears didn’t even make it down. no one even heard. eighty-ish pages down. no highlighter. sucks. the color is nice. a nice orange.

orange is the best gatorade. everyone knows that. the french toast is getting cold. covering the legs not cause a thought of being cold, but because of the refusal to see the deterioration. vegan. nice hair cut though.

the words dribbling out of the lips. the lips stuck to the teeth cause breathing normally is too hard now.

normally.

normal.

let the drip increase. it has tO come. it’s the Best way.

but the fear. the hope. 41%.

normal.

it wasn’t supposeD to end lIke this. 0%.

Fridge clean. crickets Vacuumed.

what do i do nOw.

please. what do i do.

..

He’s alone, and as the voice of Pete Townshend confirms over the soundtrack, he’s a loser with no chance to win. He makes a small meal for himself—a grilled cheese sandwich with a brownie and a glass of milk—and walks over to the couch to watch TV. He laughs himself silly watching Garry Shandling perform stand-up. It’s implied that this is a frequent occurrence in his household, but it’s also implied that he’s fine with it. For a brief moment in time, he’s one with himself, happy and free, and he’s sharing something with a friend, even if there’s a screen between them.

how do u know when u love somebody? u know u love somebody when u share ur innermost secret racism with them

Something went wrong along the way, something strained our friendship. Y'know, a lot of things, y'know, mostly me, but, y'know, he's who he is, I am who I am. But I have specific problems, that I can answer to. But this is the, this is the deal with me, and I don't know who you are, and I don't know who your parents are, and I don't know what your life is, but I am a guy, if I have one good friend, y'know, I, I lean on that person. That person is important to me, I expect a lot out of them, and, and quite honestly I expect too much out of them.