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I don't want to share my name but im 22 n my stats r

5'7

Hw:183lbs (back in 2020, I lost 30lbs then and maintained 153 until 2024)

Cw: 127.5

Gw1: 130 ✅️

Gw2: 120

Ugw: 115

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We are so back.....haven't ate for 3 days now

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Tried to be normal but I'm back...

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I'm so close to being out of bmi 20s PLEASEEEEEEE also I have had no more than 200 cals for the last 7 days I finally locked in guys

[iamheavymeta-lll]

[t1ny-p1xi1e]

ive been f4sting for 4 days and 1 hour

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Literally feel obese every day the lower my weight gets the more fat I end up feeling how does that work. Genuinely never want to eat again I just want to starve until there's nothing left I feel so shit about myself every day I don't want to eat anymore I don't want to leave my house until I'm skin and bones I don't want anyone to see how fat I am. I want to cry . I've lost over 50 lbs from my highest weight and I see no difference in fact I feel fatter than ever. I feel too ashamed to be perceived

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OMAD-ing buldak ramen till it lands me in the hospital ❤️

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Why tf have some of my posts been reviewed and given a content warning label???? Got forbid a woman talks about her emotions wtf

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Apparently my husbands parents were asking if I'm OK and stuff bc I looked slimmer when they saw me recently...feels good but also feels AWFUL bc my brain is like well if I'm looking slim now then it must mean I looked fat before 🤯

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Also only lost 3lbs since I last saw them but I was wearing more fitted clothes whereas I usually wear baggy stuff so mayb I am slim but I've been making myself look fat this whole time with my clothing choices💔

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Apparently my husbands parents were asking if I'm OK and stuff bc I looked slimmer when they saw me recently...feels good but also feels AWFUL bc my brain is like well if I'm looking slim now then it must mean I looked fat before 🤯

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IM BACK

[libra-doll-deactivated20250723]

angel on runway 𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ‧₊˚

[hystewical]

Finally back on my shit, day 1 fast complete yay

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Saw my husbands grandma yesterday at a little family gathering and then he went to see her today and apparently she was saying how beautiful and slim I looked omge....funny cuz all of yesterday I was thinking about how fat I felt cuz I ate like 20 chicken nuggets at the buffet lol

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The 1 thing I like about my body is the collar and chest bones

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Have this US size 2 dress as motivation to lose weight🦦 I can technically get into it but it's so tight and too short because of my fat ass...but i can see the vision its gonna be so cute when I'm skinny n I can wear it w tights n cute smart shoes n curl my hair yaa I'm thinking a French vintage vibe ...im soo Anna karina pilled

[hystewical]

I did it guys I can wear it now !!!!!! Next goal is another dress that I have from the same brand that's soooo cute but just a bit too small for me at the minute...another 10 or 15 lbs will do it<3