Eunhyuk for The Celebrity Magazine November Issue
..Before my hair got shaved I thought my heart will explode. It is not i am depressed or offended but it is the feeling that y heartbeat keep on increasing. In order to cut my hair wore a gown and that moment as the scissor touched my hair until the very rim of my ear, in that sound of palpating. I thought my heart would come out of my mouth.And that moment that my hair was cut, it become a moment of mixed emotion when the wrap of the name “Eunhyuk” was removed and the real Lee Hyukjae inside was exposed. The celebrity who is Eunhyuk, goodbye. It is the time to go back to my real self.
My life Motto is basically” The moment you worry too much, it becomes more difficult and tougher. You need to enjoy life to truly live a happy life”. It is like making a bright, positive and energetic movie 樂生樂史.
Honestly, Eunhyuk’s life is no different with other celebrities, quite fancy and in position who gets the spotlight. Lee Hyukjae is like friendly whisper like detailed chant of words,a more quiet feeling. Before debut, those two are almost combines but after debut i think that form has been separated. You can see those reactions that is bright and witty image which you see in variety shows is unexpected to my quiet and calm self.
If i look back to my life as Super Junior Eunhyuk. I think it was perfectly pleasant. Suddenly, from our debut to the recent 10 year celebration meeting, everything is stretch out like a panorama. 10 years… There is a saying that 10 years is like an epoch but i’m always thankful to fans who haven’t change. My faith towards fans that are like family or friends is neatly piled up inside me for 10 years. They’re at an age where they all fell a lot of jealousy and anxiety..but seeing now that those have disappeared…. Ah anyways fans, please wear your rubber shoes properly. (wearing rubber shoes properly means you’ll not cheat on your boyfriend while he is in army)
Living as a Lee Hyukjae is something I am curious about too. How happy did he lived? I want to meet and go with friends and I want to try college life too. I have many regrets on what was i not able to do but as long as i do well as Eunhyuk. I think i have help the life of Lee Hyukjae a lot. It’s because of Eunhyuk,Lee Hyukjae has received many benefits. For example in a restaurant where they recognized you and give you more foods, those kind of thinks I feel so thankful.
I was not lonely because of the thought that Donghae and I has 2 days difference in entering the army. Like youngster of same age commonly talked about. “ ya, what should we do for our military?” “Shall we enlist at the same day?” These words become seeds and we enlisted at similar period. That’s why fortunately, without any other factors Super Junior D&E activities will be possible after the discharge from army.
In the talks of going to army, Teukie hyung cared the most. Because he knows well that i like sport/exercise, he said that the most important thing in the army is to not get injured and got worried. As a leader and as an eldest brother, he comforted me with a mother-like heart and I was deeply moved…
About the enlistment , rather than being scared, I think my sense of expectancy is bigger. It is more exciting to think that during that 1 year and 9 months, I will take off, leave my clothes as Eunhyuk and have a chance to get the perfect time with myself.
By enlisting in the army, (you)suddenly rest and semi mandatory arrange something and you will come to think of more thoughts and become more anxious. Since I am a little bit simple, in order to not fall into thinking distracting thoughts, I just did the usual of doing the schedules and working and indifferently, doing the greeting of “ I will comeback” will become natural.
My celebrity teacher is Lee Sooman. Recently whenever I see teacher, he endlessly does new things and comes up with amazing ideas despite that age and I really got to respect him. To the point he could become the driving force of my activities.
Even though I got my hair shaved, I am still living inside my dreams .Will I get this much attention if i am not a part of Super Junior? If just someone else says he will go to the army and he will have his hair shaved,are they going to do a photobook like this ?All of these became possible because I am Super Junior Eunhyuk. Until debut my only dream was to become a celebrity but after debuting that dream vanished like a mirage But as I look back once again, I am still that youngster living inside my dream, who still wants to be inside that dream and who wants to continuously dream of others dream ©
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