[karawebo]

I’ve been thinking about making an animatic for the fic for a while and just now found the time to make it.

[i--tell--him--real]

oh wow

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

some fics really make me feel this deep in my heart man fanfics are so amazing. I love fanfics

[apiscircensis]

Take my hand, I give it to you Now you own me, all I am 

I’m not sure where I was going with this at all, but it’s an spiritual sibling to this 

[i--tell--him--real]

i need to know if the other 5-6 people who are equally deranged about NDAR and SAO exist here on tumblr, because carrying all these feelings around by myself is becoming medically concerning and i need a support group to scream with. there are days when i feel too much and my chest is gonna explode from having to keep all these feelings trapped inside me.

[getitupss]

[rokunoy]

[neverthe3rd]

Happy Birthday to the boy!

Juuzou and Haise's friendship is very important to me

[momotowow]

Happy birthday juuzou

[v02qe]

Ken kaneki 2025

[liisteri]

I ship it and why wouldn’t I

[liisteri]

Some HanaNene panels with hint of melancholy

[i--tell--him--real]

I cant breathe

[eatmekaneki]

[rokunoy]

13 again

[holyhounddog]

I was writing an analysis on Juuzous birthday poem and getting a little frustrated cause alot of the translation just seemed off, and kinda incomplete in a way? And then it hit me. I can use the magic modern technology to retranslate it so it's hopefully more accurate. And well, yeah this is certainly more understandable.

Orginal Japanese version and older English translation

(Animal death and forced perpetration tw)

“If you had to choose between a dog and a cat, which would you pick?"

I’d have to kill one of them.

I’m done for.

I don’t have a clear reason to hate either of them,

and besides, they love me.

Go ahead, kill me.

Go ahead, kill me.

Slowly, slowly,

the ringing in my ears.

I have to keep them!

Isn’t having a sense of responsibility really just about making sure to kill them properly?

And so at last, I reach out my hand

I’ll squeeze its neck as tight as I can

Please die quickly, please die quickly…

(I turned my face away so I wouldn’t have to see its agonized expression)

(Anyone who can look a living creature in the eye and kill it is probably crazy)

38.5 kilograms

A large cat (or dog), much thinner than it was on that day

(Its belly swollen abnormally, carrying a rotting womb)

died

In the blink of an eye, flies swarmed

Everything I feared came to pass

The sacred is being defiled

Meaning melted into a gooey mess, covering the mortar floor

The room filled with meaning, and in the end, I found myself unable to move

(Should I have killed both of them?)

(Or perhaps myself?…)

Before long, the answers poured out, and I felt suffocated　

I’m going to die anyway.

(If one happy thing happens, and one sad thing happens, anyone would go mad.)

　

[astravis]

Remember this is how Juuzou walks into a Christmas party.

Take notes. Be inspired.

[spider-mann]

Josh Hutcherson for Men's Health photographed by Brian Bowen Smith