Grey is Sad

ftm - 15 - ana - only pro for myself - block dont report - he/they - ugw 35kg ._.

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

TW

THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY EATING DISORDER! I AM NOT PRO! PLEASE DONT REPORT JUST BLOCK! 

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

okay hereme out the best effing feeling is taking a huge shit during a fast!!!!

[nothinginme-deactivated20211003]

manifesting to lose 10kg ✨✨✨

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

log 28/08/21 <3

calories in: 0 (day 2 of fast)

calories out: 200 :( my phone died halfway through my walk but i refused to guess how many more calories i burnt ):

water: 2L? it might have been one idk

exercise: 2x 50 minute walk

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

guess who didnt take his anti-depression pills becuse he was scared the would make him fat even though hes at such a high does that to withdrawl from taking his medication should only be done under stricked medical supervison at a hospital, slowly taking him of it one mg at a time!!!!!

[dissasembled]

The number of people having to start over after getting termd these past couple of days has been so fucking depressing. Like so many of the blogs were all about harm reduction and were super pro recovery, wtf is wrong with people. I wish there was a better place we could all go to so we wouldn't have to deal with the constant fear of getting our safe space taken away but there's no good replacement. I'm so fucking angry rn about all of this.

[arc4ng3l]

Got termed recently and lost a vast majority of my community (outside my fav moot haha) and it's so fucking sad to see people just... disappear

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

honestly its so annoying and i feel so bad for everyone who’s safe spaces have been DESTROYED by some arsehole who cant tell the difference  between pro-recovery and pro-@N@ !!!!!!!!!!!

[transstuffandmore]

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

[bees-and-voids-deactivated20210]

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

[fiftyshadesofthinspi]

🤍 they/them here!

[cruditscold]

^(◡ ω ◡)

[background-noises]

Everyone’s welcome hereeee

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

they/he non-binary trasmasculine here everyones welcome :))

[arc4ng3l]

I love her

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

omg i legit just watched the movie she is ✨ I C O N I C ✨

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

log 27/08/21 <3

calorie in: 00 - fast

calorie out: -311 <3 

water: 3L

exersice: 2x 50m walk

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

lets go!!! techniquly i only wanted to do 100 hours but how amazeballs would it be to start the month will an empty stomach!!!! ill probs cut it short and end the fast at wed, 7:32 am since tho ince i started fasting  in the mourning but my last meal was the night before :) cant wait to show a completed fast xxxx

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

my weight log <3

62.5kg - 27/08/21

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

silver lining <3

okay so im so happy im getting the vaccine (covid) on the 4th and i heard it grows ur cup size (bra) but once i get it i can pretend to be sick 4 like 4 days so free fast no questions asked !!!!!!!

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

math time <3

okkay so i did the math an to get to my ugw before school starts i need to loose 0.3 kg a day which will be super hard but i thik with alot of fasting i may be able to loose 0.2 kg a day which would put me at my lowest weight. i think i can do itttttt <3!!!!!!

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

GW list <3

cw: unkown but probs like 65 idk (update i checked and im 62.5 :(  )

gw1: 55kg

gw2: 50kg

gw3: 45kg

gw4: 40kg

ugw: 35kg <3

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

thinspo dump <3

[arc4ng3l]

LOOKING FOR MUTUALS

must be:

Over 15, under 25

has had an ed for 2+ years

pro recovery

preferably LGBT

has sw higher than 110

Reblog to lmk ♡

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

bestie i fit all the requirements <3 lets be mutuals if u want <3

[gl1tchc0reb8be-deactivated20220]

Ok so these are my workouts imma try doing every week

Creds to whoever made them

[i-dont-exist-on-this-earth]

yess im totally gonna do these!!!!!