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For tonight

Hooray for the new day

A lot of the time, having that I live alone and I don't come off very socially acceptable so as to have many friends; I have a really hard time deciding if I'm just a little bit self centered or full blown narc.

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The usual

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Pasting what I typed when I posted the first vid to go with this group to make one big pointless vid of me smoking. Maybe if I don’t use tags they won’t find it and take it down. God damn

Ugh my brains too fried to delete and clean up my storage on this hear iPad lol. It’s apparently at storage limit bc me is a loner and record my life for god knows why. So had to delete some shit and save my vid from snap and it’s in pieces. So I’ll just deal with it. Tumblr will prob delete the odd one just to be a dick, so we all just gotta chill. I’m just posting shit to go with my rambling I’m gonna be doing so I don’t floor through my drugs so fast. Started to zone out and just toke after toke. Jon if you’re reading this, I’ve entered the Crack Zone. Look at this cat, it looks fucked. Also insulted with all the filters on snap adjusting my face to be skinnier. Bc my next vid is oh natural and makes me look fatsssss compared to this one. Okay let’s see if my 3 last brain cells will remember to post the other 5 vids to complete my dumbass hoot. Cheers

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Chooo choooo 🚂

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Ugh my brains too fried to delete and clean up my storage on this hear iPad lol. It’s apparently at storage limit bc me is a loner and record my life for god knows why. So had to delete some shit and save my vid from snap and it’s in pieces. So I’ll just deal with it. Tumblr will prob delete the odd one just to be a dick, so we all just gotta chill. I’m just posting shit to go with my rambling I’m gonna be doing so I don’t floor through my drugs so fast. Started to zone out and just toke after toke. Jon if you’re reading this, I’ve entered the Crack Zone. Look at this cat, it looks fucked. Also insulted with all the filters on snap adjusting my face to be skinnier. Bc my next vid is oh natural and makes me look fatsssss compared to this one. Okay let’s see if my 3 last brain cells will remember to post the other 5 vids to complete my dumbass hoot. Cheers

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Gorgeous

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Pasting what I typed when I posted the first vid to go with this group to make one big pointless vid of me smoking. Maybe if I don’t use tags they won’t find it and take it down. God damn

Ugh my brains too fried to delete and clean up my storage on this hear iPad lol. It’s apparently at storage limit bc me is a loner and record my life for god knows why. So had to delete some shit and save my vid from snap and it’s in pieces. So I’ll just deal with it. Tumblr will prob delete the odd one just to be a dick, so we all just gotta chill. I’m just posting shit to go with my rambling I’m gonna be doing so I don’t floor through my drugs so fast. Started to zone out and just toke after toke. Jon if you’re reading this, I’ve entered the Crack Zone. Look at this cat, it looks fucked. Also insulted with all the filters on snap adjusting my face to be skinnier. Bc my next vid is oh natural and makes me look fatsssss compared to this one. Okay let’s see if my 3 last brain cells will remember to post the other 5 vids to complete my dumbass hoot. Cheers

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4:17am

Sat. May 25

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Ugh my brains too fried to delete and clean up my storage on this hear iPad lol. It’s apparently at storage limit bc me is a loner and record my life for god knows why. So had to delete some shit and save my vid from snap and it’s in pieces. So I’ll just deal with it. Tumblr will prob delete the odd one just to be a dick, so we all just gotta chill. I’m just posting shit to go with my rambling I’m gonna be doing so I don’t floor through my drugs so fast. Started to zone out and just toke after toke. Jon if you’re reading this, I’ve entered the Crack Zone. Look at this cat, it looks fucked. Also insulted with all the filters on snap adjusting my face to be skinnier. Bc my next vid is oh natural and makes me look fatsssss compared to this one. Okay let’s see if my 3 last brain cells will remember to post the other 5 vids to complete my dumbass hoot. Cheers

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I do what I do, you live in a shoe

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My shits been cut w PCP for a good while and I can’t not smoke so I still grab it. I hear and see so much shit and honestly it’s fucked. I record so much and just saw a video of myself and I am not well. I’m scared and alone and I don’t see sober life as an option. If I hadn’t been high for the past two years I don’t think I would still be here. And if my family wants me to stick around this is how I have to do it. It’s really bad how far my rock bottom got too.. I just can’t and everyday I worry when I will finally do what will benefit me and my feelings.