there is a war inside my head.

Welcome to my dark side | 25 | Germany | Feel free to text me if you need someone.

[quotemadness]

“Find someone who knows how to calm your storm.”

— Donna Aradini

[abnormall]

i cant stop thinking about it. i cant stop overthinking about it. why wont it go away? why cant i escape the thought

[amethystdruir]

You know, the thing is, she's everywhere

She's in the very little food you eat, the water you drink, the clothes you wear...

She's in every number you count: you may be terrible at math in school but you're a genius when it comes to calculating calories.

She's in every word you speak: how can you spin another lie, another intricate thread of the web that guards your secret?

She's in your friends until she becomes your only friend.

She's in your family until she becomes your sister, the only one who cares.

She's everywhere and you can't escape.

She is your God.

She is your religion.

She will consume you.

And you will worship her for it.

[recaption]

[yms1]

“I passed the hardest moments alone, while everyone believed i was fine.”

[deviika]

Anne Sexton, from a letter to Anne Clarke daa

[heavensghost]

The wind blows loudest when you've got your eyes closed

[funnytwittertweets]

[hopelessandsuicidal]

I’m tired of pretending I’m okay when I know I’ll never be.

[recaption]

[confusedwithhell]

[emotionalchaos-deactivated20220]

[btwiamsam]

[chaoticbody]

i’ve come to realize that you can display every single symptom of an eating disorder and if you aren’t skinny it won’t matter

[abnormall]

its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away

[runawaylatte]

me: *fasts for days*

*excessively works out*

*gets dizzy/lightheaded*

*is exhausted in the middle of the day*

*cries when food is offered*

everyone I know : doing great girly😊💖💕✨keep it up🤪 🤪

me:

[terminally-unlikable]

I am not in my fucking body bro it feels like I’m on autopilot that’s malfunctioning