I wish I could disappear

*TRIGGER WARNING* My name is Nikki. I don’t promote self-harm. Just here to write out my thoughts.

[stuckinapril]

does anyone know if anything will ever be okay again

[dfj-9-deactivated20250823]

you could know me for years but still don’t know a thing about me

[only-by-night-deactivated201612]

[nikish-sa]

[waterloggeddaughter]

I'm like if a missing person was literally right there

[rotvn]

no one appreciates that i could be a million times worse

[nikish-sa]

[wordsto-remember]

Snow Patrol - Chasing cars

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— unknown (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[softytothecore]

[iwillbitenotongue]

knew from a young age that i was weird and unfixable

[hatin]

via weheartit

[nikish-sa]

[cheriedollettesworld-deactivate]

[mentalhealthinmetaphors]

I honestly don’t think I’ve ever hated anyone more than myself. And I don’t think I ever will.

[akutakillz]

Everything is so heavy and I’m so tired of carrying it all