About me
Meaning behind blog/account name - English translation of a song title from Revolutionary Girl Utena - Watashi (I am) Kuusou (an imaginary/illusionary) Seimetai (creature/being)
I think it fits me as I sometimes feel like I exist but not really, floating in and out of others lives without really having a life of my own, an artificial thing made to look human but not really knowing how to act/be human
Birthday/Zodiac Sign - September 7/Virgo
Sexuality/Gender - Gay, a sexually indifferent Asexual (a Side when it cums to that), Aromantic, Nonbinary/Agender, Polyamorous
For the sake of simplicity, I call myself queer
Pronouns - he/him, they/them (honestly call me whatever you want, I don't care)
Also getting into kink, mostly pet play - specifically kitten play (kitten name is Bombay Sapphire, Sapphire for short)
Favorite Colors - various Blues, Purple/Violet, Lavender, Silver, Black
Favorite Animals - Cats, Foxes, Raccoons, Bats, Axolotls, Red Pandas, Bluefooted Boobies, Snubnosed Golden Monkeys, Octopuses
Favorite Flowers - Wisteria, Hydrangeas, Star Asters, Crocuses, Passionflowers, Lavender Stargazer Lilies
Favorite Scents - Rain/Petrichor, Lavender, Night Blooming Jasmine, Sea/Ocean Air, Lemon/Lime, Balls
Favorite Foods - Ramen, Pho, Margherita Pizzas, Pasta Salad, Lomo Saltado, sushi, steak, any pasta dish (also just in general - Japanese, Chinese, Chinese American, Mexican, Texmex, Peruvian, Dominican, Middle Eastern, Italian, French)
Drinks of choice - Red Wine (Malbec), Gin & Tonics, Martinis, Aviations, Last Words, Salty Dogs, Sake, Plum Wine/Umeshu
Favorite Movies - The Women, Auntie Mame, The Color Purple, Some Like It Hot, Blazing Saddles, History of the World Part 1, Clash of the Titans, Jason and the Argonauts, Bednobs and Broomsticks, Return to Oz, Something about Mary, Bloodsport, Stormy Weather, Elizabeth, My Fair Lady
Favorite Music - 1920s-1950s jazz, classical musical, medieval polyphonic choral arrangements, showtunes, jpop, city pop, vaporwave/future funk, bardcore, 1970s-2000s anime themes, folk songs from different countries
Favorite Musical Artists - Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday, Cyndi Lauper, Annie Lennox, Billie Holiday, Josephine Baker, Hikaru Utada, Mika Nakashima, Origa, Night Tempo, Celia Cruz, Wednesday Campanella, Kate Bush, Najwa Karam
Favorite Holidays - Christmas, Halloween and Mardi Gras
Favorite Video Games - Pokemon Silver, Super Mario World, Yoshis Island, Ocarina of Time, Ultimate Mortal Kombat 3, Xmen vs Streetfighter, Soul Calibur 1 & 2, Marvel vs Capcom 2, Breath of the Wild, Mortal Kombat 11, Pokemon Violet
Fandoms - Pokemon, Mortal Kombat, Sailor Moon
Favorite Pokemon Types - Psychic, Ghost, Dark
Favorite Pokemon - Gardevoir, Espurr, Mimikyu, Umbreon, Zorua, Sinistea, Sinistcha, Umbreon, Syleon, Greavard, Litwick/Chandelure, Wooper, Psyduck, Vulpix/Ninetails, Riolu/Lucario, Shinx, Lowkey Toxicitry, Nuzleaf/Shiftry, Elgyem, Sinistcha, Alolan Meowth, Tsareena
Favorite Pokemon Starters - Sobble/Inteleon, Totodile, Primarina, Quaquaval, Litten/Incineroar, Sprigatito/Meowscarada
Interests - mythology, ancient history, queer history, the 1920s, Golden Era Hollywood, makeup, Japanese culture, cocktails, cooking, psychology, theatre, cosplay
Things that make me happy - cats, cute animals, the moon, making people laugh, long walks, rainy days/nights at home, turning out lewk that's better than I expected, a good cocktail, food, anything iridescent/multichrome, anything that gradients or colorshifts between blue and purple, hairy chests and butts
Things that annoy me - slow walkers, people walk slow or stop cuz theyre on their phones, hearing peoples conversations in the background (misophonia), fakeness, rudeness, people with very "on" personalities, dishonesty, people who talk over me or interrupt, people who only talk about themselves, willful blatant ignorance, people who film their faces to close to the camera, "influencers" who dribble product on their faces, social media in general, being cold, having my time wasted
Guilty Pleasures - Naps, Bubble Baths, Scented Candles, Taro Boba Tea, Taco Bell Mexican Pizzas, Takoyaki, Pickled Plums, Cheese Grits, anything Red Velvet, anything Sour Cherry or Watermelon or Chili Lime, Salt & Vinegar/Dill Pickle/Flamin Hot Chips, any chewy sour candy with sour citric acid sprinkles, PSLs in the fall/Peppermint Mocha in the winter, General Tso chicken, chicken nuggets/tenders/fingers, anything pickled/brined/salted, Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia, hairy chests and butts
Interesting Facts - I speak a little Japanese, I was born a twin, I have no sense of direction, I cant recognize cars, my childhood dream (besides being an actor) was to be a newscaster/reporter, growing up I had an imaginary friend named Mr Mercury, Ive met 2 nobel peace prized playwrights, I hate anything artificially flavored apple, orange, banana or grape, there's only 2 things I wont eat - peas and innards (liver, kidneys, intestines etc), Ive been to Japan, Scotland and England, I have a sensitive sense of smell, I can do a split, Ive only been to the hospital/had surgery once, I had chickenpox for the first time in high school, Ive performed onstage naked/near naked 3 times, I have fear of heights/deep bodies of water/dying alone and/or my body not being discovered til its too late, I hate touching pennies, I perfer salty and sour things, I have a weird dislike of things being odd numbered, Im turned off by anything recommended thats really popular, I can smell when its about to rain


















