The World is Dark

Billie | 22 | Bisexual, and Non-Binary | Depression, Anxiety, Borderline Personality & ADHD | *TRIGGER WARNING* | Welcome to my page a place I use to rant an express my emotions and it may be triggering to some. If you suffer from mental illness or are easily upset this page may not be for you. However for the rest of you welcome!

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

When exactly did I become and adult?

When was the decision made that I knew enough to look after myself? Because whoever made that decision was an idiot.

I can't be trusted with my own care..

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

Why does everything have to be so complicated? Why do relationships have to end so messily? Why can’t I talk to her anymore?

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[traumatised-mum]

you ever just sit and realise u can’t remember 80% of your childhood? like … what happened? who am i ..?

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

Do you ever look back and just miss your old self?

Like.. You were still broken. But you knew who you were.

I don’t know anymore. There is a stranger in the mirror.

[cherrybomdotcom-deactivated2021]

If you didn’t grow up ugly, poor or emo I don’t trust you

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

I could really use a friend..

[thoughtkick]

“Be strong enough to let go, and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.”

— Unknown

[isloveevenrealanymore]

[weltenwellen]

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

I don’t like relapsing and smoking again.. but the last 2 days have been such a hard time sometimes you just need something that’ll make you feel a little better.

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

I just don’t know how to feel right now..

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

I just want to know that they’re safe.

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

I just can’t with today anymore. I wish I could just wake up and this whole day to have been a bad dream.

[livingfortherainydays]

[fighting-ghosts]

[iamdrowningintheuniverse]

How do you tell someone that you want to die again? Everyone thought you were doing better. You were. But you’re not anymore. You’re just not okay..