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[iamlize33]

My thought / opinions on omander

( S1)

For me season one is my favourite season when it comes to the omander story line because just seeing two teenage boy from different backgrounds and my lifestyle come together trying to find them and their sexuality was just so amazing and how them were able to grow within themselves you know actually who they are especially Omar was breathtaking.Seeing Ander not giving up on Omar like even when he would yelled at him saying he couldn’t be with Ander all cuz he was afraid of his family finding out.

Like seeing them being all cute and fluffy was just… Don’t get me started guys

(S2)

At start of season two was amazing they kind of give us in season one vibes but then as the season progress I was disappointed, especially with Ander behaviour to towards Omar, it was just disgusting.  Also he calling Omar too gay because he dressed in drag. I wish Ander went to Omar and told him how he felt without laughing about it with his friends. ( I kind of understand where is coming from.. like he just came out and he has a boyfriend who is living with him and he found out that one of his bestmate killed his BFF sister… So yeah I know he was going though a lot but that doesn’t excuse him for his behaviour.

Also after everyone found out that polo was one who killed marina and Ander told Omar that he knew… I wanted both of them to talk like a talk Omar tells that he didn’t like the way he has been acting towards him like making fun of his dress code, laughing behind his back… just him being too moody. After they settle everything, I also wanted Omar to stop living with Ander like he could have moved to another room or move in with Samuel.. because them living together was too toxic

* I will continue my thought on S3 later cuz I’m too lazy 😭😌*

[invaderzimzalabim]

maybe this an unpopular opinion but nothing aniya did these last three weeks warranted the way kc was speaking about her

[svolazi]

LOVE ISLAND: RACIAL DYNAMICS

I'm pissed the fuck off, so I had to make this. For those of y'all who aren't black, I gotta explain the racial aspect to this bullshit that's been happening to y'all.

KC has looked down on Aniya since the first moment he saw her because she is a dark-skinned black woman and that is why he is hellbent on punishing her so badly.

He is so hung up on the fact that she didn't stand behind his door because in his mind, he is thinking that because she's "beneath" him as a dark-skinned black woman, he's owed her attraction and adoration and when he didn't get that, he's internally thinking, "how dare that dark bitch have the audacity to reject me".

This is proven by the fact that literally no other girl was behind that door, but he homed in specifically on what Aniya did.

Because Aniya is a dark-skinned black woman that comes from a well-off family, he thinks that she's gotten "too big for her britches" in a sense and he has been hellbent on humbling her since that moment behind the door and that is why he focuses on it so much.

He enjoys seeing the tears streaming down Aniya's face because he wants to humiliate her for "humiliating" him by not choosing him that first time when he views her as beneath him. He views "Titi" as above Aniya because she is lighter skinned than her.

Now "Titi" is similar to KC in the sense that she too wants Aniya to be humbled. Tierra strikes me as the kind of lighter skinned woman who enjoys being picked over darker skinned women by black men.

There's also the class aspect of it all in which Tierra and KC both appear to have similar upbringings in South Central, whereas Aniya comes from a very well-off family and both Tierra and KC enjoy humbling a girl who comes from a "better " background than they do. This is proven to me by KC bringing up Aniya having a "good family" in his recoupling speal.

Now regarding Aniya's side of things, I'll start with her and KC. Black women, especially dark-skinned black women, are very much encouraged to date within our race and are often shunned for exploring outside of our race. If you watched last season, you know that Olandria did get a lot of backlash for entertaining Nic despite her focusing her attention mostly on Taylor and Jalen (bombshell) and only fully entertaining Nic after the whole "I pick Clarke" thing.

Aniya also got the most backlash when Carl was chosen to stay in the villa instead of Keyon despite the fact that the entire group of girls decided who was going to stay in the villa. I think the girls made a good choice because Keyon has since gone on to bash Aniya on social media for the group not picking her.

Aniya is definitely one of the black women who chooses to mainly date within her race. According to her mother, she has only really dated black men and even at the beginning of this season, she chose to stand behind Sincere's (an Afro-Latino) door. She repeatedly picked and explored KC after that because she probably felt emotionally safest with a black man, as many black women do.

Now here comes in Carl. Carl is a white and Asian man, the type of man that Aniya does not typically go for. In every sense of the word, Carl is perfect. He's mature, he shares her interests, he's played the same sport as her, they converse well, he pays attention to her, and so on and so forth. Even the other villa girls notice how much better she's being treated by this man than she was with KC.

When choosing at the recoupling, obviously Aniya is still hung up on KC because she's known him longer, but regarding race, he's familiar.

Carl is new. He's perfect, but he's out of the safe zone. She's used to black men. She knows black men. She's scared to leave her "comfort zone" in a sense, so she picks the devil she knows. Rather the devil you know, than the devil you don't, right?

So, she chooses to stay with KC. She chooses to stay with what's familiar, expecting for him to do the same, and that's where she went wrong. She picked KC, but he didn't pick her.

To add salt to the wound, he picked what can be seen as an "upgrade" in a colorist point of view. Tierra is just as outwardly beautiful as Aniya, but she's lighter. And he treats her accordingly. Both Tierra and Aniya both wanted him to only be with them, but he received it much better from Tierra than Aniya because Tierra is lighter skinned and more sexual with him.

KC is resentful of the fact that Aniya, a dark-skinned black woman, is not giving him he wants sexually because black women, especially dark-skinned black women, are seen as sexual toys. You can see this in how at the heart rate challenge, the black girls were immediately turned around and had their asses slapped and were told to "go to work" by the boys, whereas the nonblack girls were treated with more dignity and respect.

KC is thinking, "how dare this dark-skinned bitch not be sexual with me?" when Aniya doesn't give him what he wants. He went on and on about this in Casa and also when he saw the images from the letter.

He also shows this by how he found it funny that Aniya wanted princess treatment because he doesn't view her as deserving of it, especially if he's not getting something in return. We see this with how he speaks as if Aniya owes him her loyalty because he "spoke life" into her.

KC is also emulating aspects of Corbin's personality because he looks up to Corbin because he's everything that he is, but light skinned. That's also why he takes pleasure on dogging out Aniya in conversation with Corbin.

But yeah, Aniya felt the same way that many black women feel, she felt that she had to stick beside KC because black men are more familiar and therefore deemed more "emotionally safe" for black women, whereas Carl is a brand-new experience for her that she's not used to. And she strikes me as the type who seems afraid to get out of her comfort zone.

Olandria and Trinity have both spoken on the experience of being dark skinned black women dating/exploring outside of their race (Bryce/Nic Vans) and how scary it is to step out of what you know, so with them to reference, we can further understand Aniya's reservations. Hopefully she's learned her lesson so that when Carl gets back, my client knows what to do!

That's all from me! Thanks for reading!

[v6quewrlds]

kc and corbin are literal hell spawn and i need them outta my villa like YESTERDAY 🙂 and they wonder why black women have started dating out of our race like why tf would i wanna be with someone who literally hates my guts

i really gave kc so much grace. i really did try to get on the #blacklove train but here i am, back to square one. i'm #teamchocolategirls which means i want my clients to go where they are loved and if that's a non-black man then it is what it is. black women do not owe black men, or any men, love and that's that imo. kc is not it unfortunately, but aniya will find her man, even if he's not on that island.

[lambhouse]

i am *this close* to finishing this sketchbook

[erisofyourheart]

VegasPete have consumed my thoughts like no other. I'm embarrassed of how invested I am in reading about the same two bitches meeting again in a different universe. But unlike other pairings, I'm not dissatisfied with any part of their story. There's no 'what-ifs' to fix them. I just like being with them, and watch them live a different reality each time. One might say it's the allure of complex characters who dwell in the darkness, but they comfort me. How does a fictional character make a home in your heart and stays with you for as long as you need them?

P.S. my gratitude to all the fandom writers who're still writing about them :)

[dutchmancallypso]

I still think about them...

[dutchmancallypso]

I still think about them...

[rabid-lil-zane33]

I know most of my posts on here are light hearted and funny but what im going to be talking about is a serious topic.

In my home country, Indonesia (which at the time I no longer live in.), there have been on going protests and demonstrations due to the current corrupt government. I have friends over there who have not gone to school due to these demonstrations.

Im in fear of what could happen to all my family and friends who are still currently stuck there, I don’t think anybody should worry about things like this.

A Gojek driver, Affan Kurniawan, who was in fact not apart of the protest, but simply trying to bring food to his mother (from what I’ve heard), was run over by an armed police car and killed. He was crossing the road safely during a protest, the police run him over on PURPOSE. It was no accident, and they kept driving even AFTER the car had run into him, he was only 21. From what I have heard the police have only gotten charged 20 days.

From what I have heard the death toll has reached up to 7 people, which may not seem much to you, but those were 7 siblings, cousins, children, friends, they were people.

The government proposed a 250% increase in land and building taxes.

My friends were texting me about it before (the ones currently in Indonesia) but they recently haven’t been texting.

One of the reasons is most likely because Indonesia has been cut off from Internet and Wi-Fi.

On many platforms you will get consequences for speaking up about it if you live in Indonesia (Im pretty sure)

Many people in Indonesia cant speak up due to this, so it is our job to speak up about it.

From what I have heard, one of the other reasons the internet has been cut off is for a mass shooting, you heard me, a mass shooting. This could injure so many innocent lives, children, even.

Im saddened and heartbroken to say this, but for the first time, I’m ashamed of where Im from. Im ashamed of some of my own people, not the ones protesting, but the government, the police, everybody causing our country even more corruption. So if you can, please, please speak up about this.

If any information is false please inform me.

I apologize if any of what Im saying seems plagiarized, I’m writing what I know about.

I apologize if you had searched something up and gotten this, im trying to tag as much things I can remember to spread word about this.

Please spread what you know about the current situation, raise awareness.

Thank you for listening.

No justice, no merdeka.

[dropthedemiurge]

🌻Memories 🐋

— Hyung... — Let's hug one last time?

The Time of Fever | Donghee x Hotae

[sereinartemishan]

This photo is a piece of art… And no you don't understand the sort of spiritual feeling that rises in me everytime I look at it…There's something very beautiful about this... And I can't explain what...

[starboymuse]

overtime we’ve seen the systematic dehumanization of mulsim and palestinian men as they’ve been labeled terrorists. we continue to sympathize with the victimized women and children but there’s something to be said for the men who are losing their loved ones, photographing everything for the world to see, looking underneath rubble for survivors, performing surgeries with no lights, and furthermore, also suffering during this time. X

[gallavichyari25]

Finished a piece of Noel😘

[iamlize33]

Literally has the most beautiful smile

[darthvaders-wife]

😈🦇

The last 2 art for @1trueanthony​ ❤ inspired by an stunning story @goodkwuestion 🖤❤

https://archiveofourown.org/works/34857592/chapters/86795836?view_adult=true

[pedrithink]

love is not easy (3) ✩ kylian mbappé

summary: everything seems more difficult when you are the shadow of your older sister and Kylian and her are in love with each other.

@nightlockcornucopia @gaviandgrizisgirl @philipetchebest @sunnytkm23 @topguncultleader @http-isabela @laylaynaynay130 @lovekm @vibinwkay @kyksgirl @ariagonzalezsstuff @footballfeverr

(part 1) / (part 2)

"Hey, what happened?" Ana moves her body so that she could face you after catching you having the biggest crying crisis of your life, her eyes delivered so much worry that you even felt bad. "What happened?"'

"Nothing, I…" You take a deep breath trying to pull yourself together and stand up, but Ana holds you firmly so that you remain seated with her. "Ana…" You bite your lips trying to hold back another wave of tears as you look into her eyes. "I'm sorry."

She looks at you confused, she's so lost and it makes her desperate because she doesn't know what to do to help you. "Sorry for what? For the love of God, explain to me what happened. Don't do this to me, sis. Let me help you."

With Ana's eyes watering and her hand moving to touch your face. "I'm in love with Kylian."

You just close your eyes, letting tears escape, and in the process you just wait for the worst possible reaction. Ana only gets even more confused and tries to understand what really happened.

"Why didn't you ever tell me this?" She shakes her head in confusion. "Are you crying because of him? Did he say or do anything?"

You look up at Ana and frown at her question instead of being upset that you love her future suitor. "Ana, I…" You're more confused than you were before. "What?" You let out a frustrated snort and Ana only gets more confused with every word that comes out of your mouth. "I know you've always wanted someone to love you for who you are and I'm sure you'll make each other very happy and…"

Ana interrupts you as she stands up exasperatedly and looks at you wide-eyed. "Oh my God, what? Are you crazy? I don't like Kylian." Now you're the one who's confused. You put your hands on your head to see if the migraine will stop and turn your gaze back to her.

"I only imagined this because you're always together and… I don't know, Ana. Now I'm as confused as you are." Ana holds out your hands and pulls you to sit on the couch in the living room.

"I've been with him the whole time because you've been refusing to go out with him for months." She says with an obvious look on her face as she slaps you on the head.

You stare at the nothingness in front of you and simply vegetate for a while after the confession that has been playing tricks on your mind for years. Ana never liked Kylian? Wow, you didn't see that one coming. But, it's not as if it changes anything, Kylian has already made it very clear what he wants.

"But, without getting off the topic. What did Kylian do to make you like this?" She wakes you up from your thoughts and pulls you out of your world of self-deprecating thoughts, you're so tired of feeling this way.

"I told Kylian that I love him, Ana." You look at her with watery eyes and a weak smile on your face, a smile that makes Ana's heart ache. "And he didn't say anything, just stood in front of me. Totally stunned. As if my liking him was something completely absurd."

Ana shakes her head and rests her hands on your hands that are resting on your lap. "Don't talk like that, I'm sure he was just surprised."

You smile at Ana's attempt to make you feel better. "Ana, I'm definitely not the kind of girl Kylian is interested in. You are." She stares at you as if you have said the biggest nonsense of your life, she is so surprised to hear it from you. "You don't understand…Kylian could never love me like that." Your voice quavers. "I just can't stand to feel so incapable of being loved anymore…"

With your head down and mumbling all these confessions, you confess everything that has been in your mind during these years. Ana can only take a deep breath and try not to collapse along with you, she can't imagine what her little sister went through during these years. "If Kylian can't see what an amazing girl you are, then he's really not for you." She holds up your hands and draws your attention to stare intently at her. "I wish you could see how worthy you are of good things, of genuine love, of deep connections, of happiness. I wish you could escape your mind for just a moment and see all that you deserve, because once you see it, once you feel it, you can't deny that it's real. You are worth so much more than the way your mind nails you, and your past experiences do not define your future or your ability to be loved in the right way, to be loved at all. I hope you find it in yourself to open your heart again, a little more each day, and let a little love come back. I hope that in doing so, you begin to see all the things that are meant for you the way to you, and I hope you recognize that you are worthy of it all."

She pulls you into a hug when she sees the mess of crying and sobbing you are in, she knows this time it is a cry of relief for finally opening up your feelings to someone. "And our Kylian…he's not like that. He just needs some time for his feelings to reorganize and I'm sure he'll come running to tell you what you need to hear so that your heart will be well, peaceful and calm. Whatever his answer is, know that I will be here to support you and help you get back on your feet."

You can't put it into words, but Ana understands you through the smallest of actions. This hug that you share now represents everything and more of your feelings. Your sister is your greatest point of peace and security, with Ana you are able to face any war.

You wake up in the middle of the night and realize that you and Ana have fallen asleep in the middle of the living room after spending the night talking about anything but your conversation with Kylian.

When you look at your phone and see that it's already 11pm, you make a point of sending Ana up to her bedroom (who gets up the stairs with her eyes almost closed) while you tidy up the pillows that were all messed up from the way you and Ana slept sloppily on the couch.

In the meantime, all you notice is the way your phone vibrates non-stop and when your eyes drop to the notification bar, your eyes go wide and your heart rises to your throat. Are you still sleeping?

Ky <3: Please tell me you're still awake.

Ky <3: Damn, I need to tell you something so important.

Ky <3: Fuck, love. Just wait for me. I'm coming to your house.

Ky <3: Just know that I fucking love you.

Ky <3: I love you so fucking much.

You notice how the messages were sent about 30 minutes ago and despair at the possibility that you're trapped inside a dream. What is going on? My God, you can't even sit down to wait for Kylian to arrive. A few minutes after you read the messages and your mind can't shut off on the possibility that Kylian is playing with you. The doorbell rings in a desperate way, you brake and your breath is short.

You gather your strength and go to the door to meet the person you have been waiting for eight years. Damn it, eight years of waiting for this moment.

When you open the door, your desperate look is met by a completely breathless Kylian with the most beautiful smile on his face. He can't say anything, he just kisses you. He just takes your face and presses so hard on your lips that you almost fall to the floor, this kiss looks so desperate and needy. Kylian doesn't want to ever break that bond and neither do you. Desperately, you search for each other. You embrace Kylian by the neck to deepen the kiss even more and make your bodies merge even more, in an inexplicable way you have become one.

Kylian breaks away from the kiss and rests his forehead against yours, his breath panting and the way he caresses your hair. You want to live forever within this moment, in the feeling and attachment that it will never end. "I love you. I love you in the most inexplicable way possible."

When he says this you can only close your eyes and hold his cheeks. So many years waiting for this moment and when it finally comes…you can't believe it. A laugh bursts from your lips and you pull Kylian in for another kiss, but this time he separates quickly. You look at him totally confused and he holds your hands as he pulls away from your hug. "I need to tell you everything, there are so many things that have been kept for so long."

You don't say anything, you just nod. You know that this time it's his time, Kylian needs his time to vent and expose to you everything he's been feeling all these years. You wait as long as it takes to listen and understand his side.

"I don't even know how this started…I don't even know." He shakes his shoulders signaling confusion as he tries to hide a smile. "I only know the reasons I fell in love with you and there are so many that I don't even have the courage to list them because I know it would take years and decades and forever." He takes a deep breath, it seems so hard for him to say this as you stare at him, he loves you so much…. "Some people are so special that words can't even explain it. You accept this person for who they are, and they would never let you be anything other than your beautiful, imperfect self. These are the souls you meet and just know at the first moment that you should cross paths with. Their presence makes you feel safe and calm, like you are at home whenever you are with them. This is you to me, the most special person I have ever had and have the privilege to love, no distance, time or person could ever get in the way of the bond we share."

He assures you of this while holding your hands tightly, never breaking eye contact. You have never felt happier than you are right now, at this very moment. "Your kindness, gentleness, sincerity and unconditional love make me feel like a better person, because life is simply better with you. I promise you that there are people out there who will understand the language of your heart and what you've been through, and will show you a lot of patience and understanding as you heal. I promise you that your feelings, your anxiety, and your trauma are not a burden to those who love you, and I promise you that you are able to give and receive love in spite of everything. And I love you, I love you from when I was 15 years old and went to your room to expose all my fears and I love you now as the 24-year-old Kylian who opens his heart to you."

You can only mumble a weak "Kylian…" and embrace him with all the strength that is inside of you. Lord, how can you love someone so much? You've never felt worthy of being loved, but Kylian is the person capable of took off your negative thoughts and simply filling your mind with things that make you feel like the most loved woman in the world.

"You don't know how much I dreamed of this moment, but I always…always thought it was all about you and Ana and I was the supporting character in this story." You reveal to him as you watch those brown eyes soften at your confession.

Kylian caresses your face. "You spent so much time seeing yourself as a supporting character that you missed the point where you were always the main character in my life."

notes: that it :D hope you guys liked it. <3

[starsmanutd-deactivated20231205]

how did i get here?

A lot of angst,

description, you are at (your best friend) Kylian's wedding and can't help but regret not telling him how you feel.

You were sitting at the wedding reception, trying to wrap your head around what had gone wrong. In all these years, you couldn't pluck up the courage to admit you had made a mistake; you were too stubborn to give in and be happy. You had no one to blame but yourself.

He was right there; you could see him; it was as if the lighting in the room knew he was the centre of your attention, casting a golden halo around him. He looked so beautiful in his suit. He was beautiful.

"A beautiful reception, isn't it?" the words broke you from your thoughts, and you turned to look over at your date. You gave him a small smile, but it didn't stay on your face long. It felt too unnatural and false, and you had spent the entire day making sure your face gave none of the internal struggles you had been facing since the engagement had been announced.

You turned to look at the spot where Kylian had been but found it empty, your shoulders slumped slightly, and you leaned back in your chair, picking up your wine glass. But then a warm hand gently places itself on the bare skin of your shoulder, and your body immediately reacts to it.

"y/n." Kylian smiled down at you, it was a little crooked, and his eyes were slightly drooping, and you could tell he had already drunk a little too much.

"This day has been so beautiful." You smile back up at him, and you can't hide the shakiness in your voice. His eyes scan your face momentarily as though he didn't hear what you said.

"I was just about to leave. I think I've tired myself out with the dancing." You let out a little laugh, knowing full well that you were lying. You hadn't moved from your table since the reception had started unless it was to get yourself a drink. You felt bad for your date, you hadn't engaged in many conversations either, feeling too sad to talk.

"Oh, ok….let me walk the both of you out." His face seemed strained as he watched you grab your bag and stand up.

"It's honestly ok. We can see ourselves out." You smiled politely as you entwined your fingers with your date. He seemed to sense the awkwardness of the conversation and gave your cold hand a reassuring squeeze.

"Please," Kylian whispered, looking into your eyes, and you only nodded in response.

As the three of you made your way through the crowd and out of the room, you felt a sense of calmness wash over you; the loud music and the large crowds did nothing to help with your anxiety the whole night.

"It looks like it's raining. I'll get the car, so you don't get your dress wet." Your date said, kissing your hand and letting it go before walking out into the downpour.

"He seems nice," Kylian spoke from beside you in an unfamiliar tone. Was he angry? Upset?

"He is." You say, smiling to yourself. He was kind, and you had been seeing each other on and off for the past few months. Still, it was complicated, and you hadn't fully committed to the possibility of a relationship. You couldn't, not when you were still pining over someone else.

The cold gust of wind sweeping into the foyer made you shiver. Kylian stepped closer to you, raising his hand but immediately dropping it as a car pulled up and beeped. You recognised it immediately.

"It was a beautiful day, Kylian. I wish you both a healthy marriage." You said as you kissed both of his cheeks goodbye.

You turned to leave, but his warm hand wrapped around your wrist, stopping you. You didn't turn to face him, but you could hear his exhale of breath….he was so close.

"You know, I always thought it would end up being us two. That it would be you." He whispered; you closed your eyes, stopping the tears before they began to form.

"You're drunk, Ky," You said softly, still not having the courage to face him.

"Maybe." He said and let go of your arm and stepped back. You didn't look back as you ran into the rain to the open car door. Only when you had sat down and closed the door did you look back up to Kylian's retreating form, his shoulders hunched over.

[kovuren]

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