Who the fuck cares? I really don't get the point of me being here no more, Next to the point of no one understanding me, I don't get how I seem to always be the problem, Well if I take a few pills to forget about reality, And a few cuts to numb away everything, To go as deep as to reach my numb spots, And to make so sure that I can't feel you tickling me, And wipe away little me for good, I'm not willing to leave a bit of my dna behind, My behaviour seems to be impolite, As soon as I need you, You seem to dissappear, As soon as I need you, You seem not to care, As soon as I need you, You seem to find a problem with me, Is it just me or am I the only one, Who has a problem with family, Friends and Humans. Pardon me. Sorry for my face, Sorry for being me, Sorry, I beg for forgiveness... Forgive me for rolling around like a stone, I get mad, That's just normal, Nothing will ever define me, I know what you do not know, And I know that you do not want to know, Because it's better to know just what your mind can take, And I will dissappear into the night, Like mist, I'll only be a vivid memory, Of how beauty consists in madness and personal peace, Someone with inner twisted questions, And who feels like jumping of her edge, Just another runaway heart, A lost wanderer, With a soul as destructive and depth as a Nomadic Ocean, Who dances under the cycles of LaLuna, And embraces everything, And she's trying to explain that it's okay to be normal, Because now everyone seems to be acting or trying and role play to be Weird and to be crazy, I'm trying to expose the fake, But they simply will not understand and appreciate The Other... Adapted to this madness, I will take over the world wearing a baggy tshirt, And all who criticise my dirty allstars, Would wanna wear them, As small as I seem, You would never be able to fit this size 1, Who cares? The big question stands, Do you even know how it feels to care, To absolutely dissappear because of a warm and friendly atmosphere... I use to talk to much, Now I'm on silent- I'm like a devoted monk, I don't have time for non curious people, And fools who plan to burn your house because you don't agree on arguing over stupid statements. Right now I have no idea where I'm going with this, It's crazy how I write these days, I think I should just put it all down, Make it really personal, No turning back type of poetry, Freestyling right from the core of the soul, Destroy the worlds message, And appreciate your surroundings... N O R M V L That's my ending... Keep in Mind: I'm a King not a Queen.