I'm posting because there's nowhere else
No one really cares about this but I'm not allowed to say it elsewhere. I'm only allowed to say it here because no one I know knows I have this and therefore, I can say what I really think without being institutionalized. I'm sad all the time. I think about suicide every day. Every damned day. There's always another hurdle, always another problem. No matter what I do, it's not enough. My life sucks. I'm never enough. Friends don't care. Family doesn't care. Church doesn't care. Tumblr doesn't care. All we do is push the National Suicide Hotline on people and it's society's way of saying we helped...which it doesn't. One of these days, the rope will hold. And that will be the day I am truly happy.
