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Empathy burnout is so real im tired of understanding people

#godddd so relatableeee #i used to want to be a therapist #what stopped me was this #after a while their problems start dissolving into yours and they start completely depending on you #your boundaries might be crossed jyst because they are not ok #after enough times you birn out #and its the worst feeling #cuz you know what you are supposed to be doing #you know how to help them #but you also know you have given enough and the one who needs the most help and space is you #makes people hate you and makes you hate yourself #so yeah i experienced it a few days back and it sucks wonderfully

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When I think of who I really am

I see a girl racing through a green valley

Laughing

Hair flying

Twirling in the wind

She is alive

She is there

She is in the moment

She cares not that she has a weird run

She cares not that her face wrinkles when smiling

She cares not that her laughter is way too loud.

She is alive

She is happy

She is in the moment

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Don't ask for help

Then cry myself to sleep.

Feels so lonely

When there are a thousand hands waiting to reach.

Can't trust no one

Has to make it all by myself

The mics are on

Yet I dont feel heard

Sit out here

Thinking someone will find me.

But who can, when I have mastered the art of camouflage.

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Before I drown,

I catch a glimpse of the sky,

the prettiest they have ever been

hues of pink

dashed across the pale blue.

I wonder why I didn't see them earlier,

I wonder if I'll ever see them again.

I hear the laughter of a child,

the honking of cars,

I've been there

and I've hated it.

But as the tides took me under,

I remembered what it was like to laugh like that child,

what it was to be in a car driving somewhere you love.

I remembered what it was like to be alive.

I remembered what it means to live

And I wonder why they didn't occur to me before I jumped.

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What is there to lose if you

Let someone live

What is there to lose if you

Let someone breathe.

What is worse than

Being the reason for someone's unhappiness.

What is worse than

Being the cause of someone's humiliation.

In a world where competitions and comparisons rule,

I'd prefer to live my life on my terms and let others live on their's.

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How can I let anyone in

How can I let myself be

When I'm afraid that if I let my guard down, my words would kill?

m00wd

Are you shy, or have you been silenced your whole life?

—M00wd

nasratya

From Under the Rubble... I Write My Story 🌿

I never thought I would write these words… 😔

I never imagined waking up to endless screams,

Running barefoot through smoke and fire,

Searching for my mother among the rubble,

Only to find nothing but silence… a heavy silence telling me that no one will answer me anymore. 💔

In one moment, everything changed.

Our home became a memory, my mother’s embrace became the past,

And my father's face, now absent, is the last thing I hold in my memory.

They’re gone… and left my heart burdened with unspoken grief. 😢

But despite everything, we are still here… trying.

I survived with my younger siblings.

Yes, we survived… but who are we after survival?

Children without warmth, without a roof, with no place to return to.

We were displaced to an unknown place, carrying a bag empty of everything… except pain. 🥀

We slept in the open, waking every morning to a life that holds nothing for us,

But despite everything… we keep trying. 💪

I write to you today not to cry, but to ask for hope. 🌱

I ask you to be a small light in this vast darkness,

To extend a hand that can mend what the war has broken in us.

Your donation will give my siblings a chance to sleep safely,

It will provide us with food, shelter, and maybe even a new beginning. 💖

My name is Naser AbuThaher. I’m 18 years old, and I live in Gaza.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #586 )✅️

Any amount, no matter how small, is big for us

It’s a prayer, it’s love, it’s life. 🌟

In conclusion...

From my heart, and from the hearts of my little siblings,

Thank you to everyone who has donated,

Thank you to everyone who has read,

Thank you to everyone who has shared.

You are the proof that goodness does not die, and that humanity has no boundaries. 💚

Listening to Wishbone my heart goes out for Conan. Who tf was he in a relationship withhhh??!

#conan gray #wishbone #conan gray song

1sz

Speak good or remain silent

Prophet Mohammed (ﷺ)

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In my head,

I smashed the plate,

Threw the glass,

Yelled at her to fuck off and leave me alone.

But outside,

I just nodded.

And later,

I let the tears sing me to sleep.

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Lightning struck

But I survived.

Laying in the hospital bed, I thought,

Even God doesn't want me.

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WE HAVE A TANK!!!

iamrude

There's a peace in rhythmic moments. A peace in dripping dewdrops, in ripples, in stirring tea, in the slow descent of the sun, in the pattering of the rain, in the flight of a bird, in the breathing of a sleeping child, in the way water boils, in everyday things you never think about.