perfect is perception

I'm pretty chill... I'll try anything once if I like it It could be my new hobby.. Witt Lowry has some of the realest music I've listened to.

[dailyyy-quotes]

If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation; depression just is, like the weather. Try to understand the blackness, lethargy, hopelessness, and loneliness they’re going through. Be there for them when they come through the other side. It’s hard to be a friend to someone who’s depressed, but it is one of the kindest, noblest, and best things you will ever do.

Stephen Fry (via dailyyy-quotes)

[foreverlostindeath-deactivated2]

I honestly really want to find people on here to talk to from age 13-16 because it’d be nice to relate to people the same age as me.

[dailyyy-quotes]

If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation; depression just is, like the weather. Try to understand the blackness, lethargy, hopelessness, and loneliness they’re going through. Be there for them when they come through the other side. It’s hard to be a friend to someone who’s depressed, but it is one of the kindest, noblest, and best things you will ever do.

Stephen Fry (via dailyyy-quotes)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

What’s Hard About Depression

1. You feel as if you’re judged - and that you’re rarely understood.

2. You know that others love you – but you didn’t feel like they care.

3. You want to feel you’re wanted – but you feel you’re in the way.

4. You want to just be normal but you’re shrouded by despair.

5. You wish you could be happy – but you can’t stop feeling bad.

6. You want to make the effort – but you don’t have the energy.

7. You feel that things are hopeless - as they never seem to change.

8. You’ve heard that life gets better – but it’s so hard to get there!

[hello-dear-agony]

I’m slowly giving up

[iamth3attack]

Some days you are having the best days of your life and other you wonder why you even exist and if it's even worth waiting for the chance of a good day.

[iamth3attack]

Update 2.0

I said I was in a better place but not I think I'm in a worse place. It doesn't matter what I do or what goals I set. I feel worthless and weak (not strong kind of weak but just drained and can't get any energy to do anything kind of weak) I start something new or get ready for a new journey and I'm excited for one day if that... after that I go back to calling myself worthless trash. I don't have a purpose here. I just want to find happiness again like from when I was a kid. But being depressed for this long of my life I don't know If I can even find the old happy me. I'd have to make a whole new persona. People ask me what's wrong but if I tell them I'm depressed they all say well you sit at home... I'm free all the time and wait for people not to be busy I try to go out and just get out every once in a while but it doesn't help. I'm just a person who takes up space.

[iamth3attack]

Update

So... For about half my life I've actually been in a dark place I had no idea that I was even there because I saw some light. It was a long journey and I finally found myself and found happiness and light in my life. I used to think I didn't serve a purpose I was just here to be here, now I realized I'm here to make a difference so many things have changed me. Some things brought me one step closers to greatness while others took me several steps back. But for once I feel like myself. I actually feel things now. When I shut out my emotions I thought that made me stronger and who I needed to be but in reality I shut out the real me. Feeling joy is such an outstanding feeling. I still have dark days but it's better than only having a few bright days. Anyone who gets stuck in a rut, you can get out of it just focus on you and what/who you want to be in life and it will come eventually. I promise. It may come faster for some or it may come really slow but eventually you will be cured of the darkness. If anyone ever needs to talk I will listen and try to help in anyway I can #nevergiveup

[babe1560]

How Pathetic Of Me

How pathetic of me

To believe you meant it when you said you loved me

To believe that you truly cared

To believe that I could actually open up to you

How pathetic of me

To continue to let you hurt me

To continue to fall for your lies and broken promises

To continue to go back to you knowing the pain you are capable of inflicting on me

How pathetic of me

To know that it’s no longer worth the fight but trying anyways

How pathetic of me

To still love you even after you gave me a million reasons not to

[iamth3attack]

This was me... I'm glad it's over though, I'm so much happier and I'm in a better place

[iamth3attack]

Not sick anymore so I get to grind again. Crushed arm day today so happy. #bodybuilding#bodytransformation#bodybuildingmotivation#fit#fitness#fitnessaddict#fitnessmodel#fitnessfreaks#fitfreak#gym#gymmotivation#gymlifestyle#gymlife#dedication#motivation#aethetics#gymaesthetics#instafit#fitfam#grind#inspiration#cbfitness#codybeckerfitness#hatersgonnahatewhileidominate#hatershatewhileyoudominate#abs#ripped#lean#tbt

[iamth3attack]

Crushed arm day today. Feeling great. Now that I'm not sick anymore and I have an appetite again it is time to make gains again. #nevergiveup #snapback #gains #workinprogress #bodybuilding#bodytransformation#bodybuildingmotivation#fit#fitness#fitnessaddict#fitnessmodel#fitnessfreaks#fitfreak#gym#gymmotivation#gymlifestyle#gymlife#dedication#motivation#aethetics#gymaesthetics#instafit#fitfam#grind#inspiration#cbfitness#codybeckerfitness#hatersgonnahatewhileidominate#hatershatewhileyoudominate#abs#ripped#lean#tbt

[the-lesbian-label]

If you want to talk to me you should talk to me

[iamth3attack]

[iamth3attack]

This is the reason I keep posting so many pictures. The difference is ureal. So happy that I'm making progress but I'm still not close to where I want to be. The thing is I can't think about how far I've got to go but how far I've come. #transformation #motivated #gains #workinprogress #thegrind

[shebelievedshe-could-soshedid-d]

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All of tumblr: If you have a crazy ex in your life, i’m so sorry for you. theyre annoying af.

[iamth3attack]

You would think it gets better with time…

[shebelievedshe-could-soshedid-d]

Yeah and it doesn’t. It’s all good. Karmas a bitch.

[iamth3attack]

For some people it does and others it doesnt lol... they will learn one of these days XD

[shebelievedshe-could-soshedid-d]

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All of tumblr: If you have a crazy ex in your life, i’m so sorry for you. theyre annoying af.

[iamth3attack]

You would think it gets better with time...

[iamth3attack]

Here is how I see it...

I could be affected by people in my life but why would I. If you leave my life that's fine with me if you want to burn bridges cool here is the tnt. If you want to talk shit on me cool doesn't phase me. If you pick someone over me cool you weren't worth my time. I've come to the conclusion that I don't need you. If I gave up on you chances are you gave me the scissors to cut you out of my life.To anyone who thinks that you can't be replaced you got something else coming. I know how to deal with shit on my own. I've dealt with more bullshit and drama then I should have. How many people do I actually go to for help though? No one I keep it all to myself until I'm ready to do something I will regret then and only then do I talk to someone and calm the situation down. I cant tell you how many thoughts run through my head and how close I am to snapping but my self restraint/control is off the chart... keep pushing me though and you will light the fuse. Only 2 people know about my past and that was just a little anger built up. Now I have years and years of experience. Don't be the person to push me over the edge. If for one second tori, you think you calling me a spine less ass face means a god damn thing to me get over yourself. Like you can literally say whatever the fuck you want about me. It's your life I don't care what you do. But keep talking about my family and that's where I draw the line. You aren't relevant in any of our lives. I don't know why you think you are. Literally all you have to do is do what I did... move on and block the people in your life you don't want to talk to hear from or just can't say anything nice about.... holy shit it's magic. The fact that it's that easy is unreal I guess. @the-torment-0f-existence @shebelievedshe-could-soshedid