white demon

Depressed and oppressed.

[iamwhitedemon]

My prince Cornelius V. Sedrick is fucking adorable, omgomgomg!

[tw1ngalaxies]

Antoni Pujol Death at Nicolau Juncosa’s tomb, 1914 Montjuïc Cemetery, Barcelona

[heavenisaplaceonearthwithyooou]

[fencehopping]

[iamwhitedemon]

I’m not sure I ever loved you

But I wanted to. I couldn’t even commit to you or make it public yet because I was serious about makeing it serious. It wasn’t even three months before you completely betrayed me and it ruined what was supposed to be one of the best nights of my life.

I hate you for telling me, but I’m glad you were honest. I hate you for never explaining but I couldn’t stand the pain any longer.

You came back a year later- it infuriated me, but I couldn’t be hateful.

Here I lye, in an aching anxiety forced wake... wondering why I can’t stop dreaming about you. Your memory seems to fade from me for months before you reappear again.

I covered the marks I asked you to give me.

I want the Polaroids you took of me back.

I went to a burning the other night, the last thing I thought was to burn the ones I took of you.

I hate you, you really fucked me over. I barely knew you, but I wanted to get to know you more and finally find a mate.

You were my star crossed lover... I always fall hard for Capricorn’s. Why do I do that? I know it will only end horribly.

You’ll never read this.... I hope you don’t. Or do I? You are my biggest contradiction.

Why can’t I let it go?

A thought I needed to share.

[effyeahchickenstrips]

[iamwhitedemon]

I don’t feel safe anywhere.

[hunting-humor]

[lolatranenherz]

[lanahack-deactivated20220927]

Real Friends // I’ve Given Up On You (x)

[deactivated-blog]

Beauty Queen 👄

[iamwhitedemon]

Not sure if any of my followers are still active..... but I’m feeling lost and unsafe lately. I used to feel attacked here (by some unknown anon) but I kinda want to come back. Since I can’t afford therapy... I need to find a new safe haven.... is that possible here at all?

[leekimhoung]

[iamwhitedemon]

Photographing the wedding of the first friend I made at Ringling. So happy for Harris and his fiancé Julie! ❤️💍

[iamwhitedemon]

Repurposing old clothes is the closest I can get to shopping with out spending money. 😭🔪

[r-endrick]

[slobbering]