Nocturnal Me

Just a lonely soul slowly dying...

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Hi, guys. It’s been a long time. I am sorry for dissapearing like this almost two years ago. Many things have happened… I missed you all so much. I hope you all are doing great.

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Take my hand before you fall apart And I promise that you'll never feel alone

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If you have to run you'll never be free

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Don't end your life, there's so much to see

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I can feel pressure start to possess my mind

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I will love you even if I am afraid I will love you even if it hurts

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You know they are your soul mate when you can seat in complete silence with them.

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Don't you understand we're all broken? The point is to find the person whose broken pieces fit with yours.

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I never knew that I could feel this way until the day that we met. I didn’t think that I was capable, that there would be someone that I would care for more than my own life. That their happiness would be mor important than anything else. And then a terrifying thought occurred to me that perhaps my feelings were a trick. That the only reason why I love you is because of the way I see my reflection in your eyes. That thought, it fills me with dread. The fear that that I don’t deserve you and that I am broken.

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My years on this earth has taught me... there is nothing more important than love. I didn't have much of it. And when it was offered to me, I was too afraid to accept it.

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I’ve spent much of my life alone. And for many years, I pretended that this was the source of my strength. I told myself I had free will. And in that time, I achieved a great deal. But I was not fulfilled. I was longing for a connection that I could imagine but I could not achieve. Searching and not finding. Until I discovered love. I thought I would explode with the sense of power and freedom that she brought me. That the world lay at my feet. But then that passed when I discovered the great lie at the heart of love. That what I took for true freedom was precisely the reverse. Love is the perfect prison. Inescapable.

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And remember that I am always with you until the end of time.

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If I am with you, I am with you till the end.

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Does he touch the way that you like to touched? Does he honor you? You feel that you can't say much Do you feel like you've enough? I know you're so fed up

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Does he sweep you off into the night? Does he tell you everything is alright? Does he hold you when you cry? I could show you he's not right But baby, I can treat you better

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Our love is so special, I think you might be the one.

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No one is always busy. It just depends on what number you are on their priority list.