I have been doing good not eating or eating as little and healthy as possible, i have found the scale and was 89.95kg, less than i expected to my joy hahha, i weighted today and i am in 89.30kg, tomorrow empty stomach i will weight myself again, hopefully i get to 89kg and my day will start happily if it is even a little less than that, i have been doing lots of physical work, i have been putting wire net in an opening of the roof of my indoor backyard so my cat doesnt escape and birds cant get down, keeping them both safe, also fixing the outside enclosure of my sisters' and one of my cats, since he is very dumb and wiggles out of it and can get mauled by my very large dogs or lose himself, so i hope that counts as some workout, i have to get some blood tests done so i should be doing it sooner before i advance more in my journey so no one worries, my boyfriend is a little bit better, eating somewhat more, he is so so skinny i dont know how he does it, and i feel so fkn fat beside him, everyone gets surprised when i tell them my weight and say i dont show it, and of course i say, i use clothes that hide it the best they can, starting from 10cm platforms that will heavily slender my frame, pro tip jajahahha. I look at pictures from before during a past journey and fuck i didnt appreciate it enough, fucking dysmorphia, pics of about 4 years ago, i was not THAT thin but way more than now, about 22 to 15 kg less than now
Will post some old pics to pressure myself, i think this blogging thing is really helping, i know very little ppl see my posts but that is good to cuz no one will reblog or something my pics
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