Phoenix to Flowers

28, bi/trans, she/her, DID system, agere middle with daddy issues. robotic/mechanical doll, with vampiric and submissive tendencies. slowly seeking repairs & programming out its abuser's subroutines. ~○~●~○~●~🪷~●~○~●~○~ cw hard kinks such as fauxcest, cnc, and even blood. if my reblogs make you uncomfortable, feel free to block me: i just want to reblog stuff i love, not cause discomfort! ~○~●~○~●~🪷~●~○~●~○~ personal posts: #taking blood giving blood needy posts: #sepals soaked through

[ichor-to-ashes]

anger and fear and violence and terror and i am scared i am scared most of all beyond all else and my violence comes fromnthis from how imagining the things i could do to my abuser make me feel in control makes me feel like i do have control and this impending feeling of something terrible could go away i could be safe again the people i love could be safe we could all be safe frlm abuse frkm abusers from everything wrong but i am so scared i can feel it encroaching creeping clawing its way slowly in and i cannot stop it i am helpless i am scared i am unable to orotect or stop and i need to be safe i need ro be safe i need to be safe please protect me i am scared and i want to hurt the one who hurt me i want to taste blood like she did but so so much worse

[phanphlanpan]

this game has me in its clutches, im afraid

[phanphlanpan]

im gonna be real with u kitten daddy isnt feeling so good after arcane s2 finale. daddy is also unwell cuz hes trying to switch from sai to csp ig

[angeban]

[angeban]

[ace-trainer-alice]

sadistgirl cutely blushing and looking away and stumbling over its words as it asks if it can press on the pretty purple bruise on your thigh it noticed earlier because it really wants to listen to the noises you'll make.

[acerby]

I like the idea of a robot girl having a Plushie as a security item.

Like sure she might have a built-in rail gun, but what if there is thunder outside or she has to make an appointment. A rail gun is not going to help her the same way has a plushie can!

[dykeanthropedog]

Cute date ideas: I take you back to my workshop, trip your power reset and open up your chest compartment so I can begin stripping away all the old parts and replacing them with ones I find fitting and attractive

[clockyclockyclockwork]

new job is an inclusive workplace for dolls and dollies

[awawandroid]

Tips for Working with Dollies

Avoid sudden loud sounds

Do not raise your voice at Dollies

You may need to remind Dollies to blink or simulate breathing if they are not doing so

If you notice tears on a Dolly's face, gently guide it away from customers to dry storage and leave it be there

Some "awawa"s are to be expected from a Dolly, but notify a manager immediately if "awawa" becomes the only response to stimulus

Do not attempt to stop a Dolly from eating products, including products which are inedible to humans.

Do not leave two or more Dollies together unsupervised during operating hours

If two or more Dollies have been left unsupervised together for any length of time, prepare a degreaser bottle and mop bucket with sanitizer solution, and wait for the Dollies to emerge of their own accord

Do not ask Dollies to handle Drive-Through orders. They do not understand microphones

[nekomimidusteon]

hypnosisbait girl: look it's normal for your older sister to take you by your hand into her room and then your mind gets all fuzzy and you forget what she borrowed you for.

[nekomimidusteon]

mentalreprogrammingbait girl: no like sisters do this stuff all the time. of course she wants to be a good sister and never wear panties..,.,.,.

[professorwetware]

[ichor-to-ashes]

it's strange to be. a doll who was forced to be a doll and deeply abused. and then have to become a doll who is in control of herself and uses "i" and "me" and has agency, has freedom, and just... realize that this is antithetical to what dolls supposedly are. but i'm still a doll. i still am. it can't take that away from me.

and people will say that dolls are without agency. dolls use "this one" only. dolls don't get to be people. but that's not true !! not for me.

maybe i'm just a very unique doll. but i'm still a doll. and you cannot take that away from me.

[urpervylittlesis]

daddy that loves to call me adorable and his filthy perv in the same sentence>>>

[sweeetestcurse]

Silco 06/??

[draconym]

It's nuts how common it is to not allow children to be angry, even (especially) in households where adults are angry all the time. As a child I knew my own anger was unacceptable--not just expressing it outwardly but feeling it at all. So now as an adult my immediate reaction to my own anger is often to feel guilt instead of like. Noticing when someone is being rude or unfair or my boundaries are being violated or whatever. fucked up.

[reliableslimegal]

Being a slime is great, you can just obsess over your girlfriend so much that you can just go,

“You’re mine~”

and stuff her inside your gel. While you’re busy at work, she’s having the time of her life being played with all this slime she’s submerged in.

[reliableslimegal]

Of course you’re invited too, I see how you bite your lip seeing her in me. She’d love the company, and I’d love the new toy…

[girlnamedbug]

please be perverted about me in these trying times