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Silas | 34 | he/it/any

[identityunfounded]

Hello

This is more of a personal blog

I’m just gonna kinda. Vibe here.

I am genderfluid. I’m not out to literally anybody and I need a void to scream into sometimes. That’s it that’s the blog.

[identityunfounded]

would love to have a breakdown but unfortunately my dogs dont understand the concept of gender and demand snackies

[identityunfounded]

gender feels like a costume. a disguise i wear to keep judgement at bay.

but there are moth holes, ragged and ripping. and have no more thread for repairs.

[identityunfounded]

if it's not real then why does it hurt

[raccoonmilf]

Kind of fucked thinking about the fact that there is one single American legally authorized to research the critically endangered pygmy raccoon in Mexico and it is, in fact, the same person who did Dashcon.

[raccoonmilf]

This person is also this person

And is currently the only person from the United States legally permitted to research the critically endangered pygmy raccoons (Procyon pygmaeus) in Cozumel, Mexico.

For reference, this is me, BTW! I was 15 when I started Dashcon and 17 when it actually happens, and now study tourism’s impact on the critically endangered pygmy raccoon. I’ve been researching them before now, but due to Mexico’s laws, I’ve only been allowed to do data collection from abroad (so think surveys to tourists and video analysis on social media.) But now I’m authorized for in situ research!! Yippee! I even got a grant through my university as well to fund the whole project 🥺

[identityunfounded]

Im tired of watching videos about The Horrors but I also do not wish to partake in Whimsy at this time.

What else even is there?

[identityunfounded]

Ok so like. Do any of my yarn goblins know what flag this might be able to be tied to?

If you don't know, this brand, Big Twist, has a yarn line called "Living" and they're all, seemingly, pride flag colors. But this kne in particular is stumping people.

I swear to God I have seen this exact flag but I can't find a match. Maybe I'm just confused, especially because if it's that niche, a sub gender of a sub gender like I think it is, I hardly think a corporation this main stream would know of or care to represent it. But hey I'd love to be wrong.

Any ideas?

[i-am-a-fish]

Im lesb

[i-am-a-fish]

I have consumed yuri content and I will be doing it again

[i-am-a-fish]

women want me,

fish am me

[square-opossums]

watching gen z and millennials make fun of gen alpha has been torturous. "But they're actually stupid" 1. theyre middle schoolers 2. isn't that what older gens said about us? don't you remember being 11?

it truly is just "impulse reaction to cringe <- has not yet unlearned shame"

the cycle continues let me out of here

guys. guys I think we should kill cringe culture

[3000s]

nothing bottom jeans and boots with the nothing

[3000s]

the whole club was gone

[sotiredimbored-deactivated20250]

for me the genderfluid experience is both desperately wanting to:

-not have a gender

-be an adorable girly girl

-be a masc girl

-be a femboy

this concludes my seminar

[kittensnax]

If 6 year olds were YouTubers they'd be making 35 minute video essays called like "The Problem with Tag" "How Toys get You to Play Longer" "The Brown Cow Chocolate Milk Theory" "We Need to Talk About Pretend"

[hellsitegenetics]

String identified: a T t' ag t a ca "T t Tag" " T gt t a g" "T C Ccat T" " t Ta At t"

Closest match: Scleropages formosus genome assembly, chromosome: 12 Common name: Asian Arowana

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[fridgebride]

sometimes you just gotta read something and say “i literally don’t care” aloud and move on

[galvanized-galatea]

This is an incredibly valuable skill. I've noticed an increase in my personal happiness by doing this.

[virotek-deactivated20210127]

[daroaringknight]

UNDERRATED TAG

[antifatemptress]

[hvlthgxth-deactivated20241124]

Deadlifted 405. 3 reps 8 sets.

[lordofthegringos-deactivated202]

I jacked off twice today.

[hvlthgxth-deactivated20241124]

I also jacked off twice today. You wanna FaceTime for round three?

[lordofthegringos-deactivated202]

not before I go do my deadlifts. I've got 406 lbs, 4 reps, 9 sets today.

[hvlthgxth-deactivated20241124]

Have a great time! :)

"That should be long enough for me to jack off at least two more times. He'll stand no chance against my empty balls and desensitized dick. I'll be sure to win this session."

[lordofthegringos-deactivated202]

Thanks bestie, I will!

"If he were Kira, he'd likely to use this time to jack off again... No... Maybe several times. It would be wise to bring my stroker with me to the gym so I can get at least another load out between sets. Such a dangerous foe, one can never be too cautious."

[carry-on-my-wayward-gays]

"unfortunately I like men" What do you mean unfortunately?? Have you seen men?! I'm lucky to like men!! I love that I love men!! There's so much fortune to be had in being attracted to men!!

[identityunfounded]

Me every day: the horrors ceaseless. my mind knows no peace. I am forever haunted and tormented by my own demons

At the doctors: How am I? Oh I’m fine. Never better actually. Things are great. I can’t think of a single negative thing to say about my life. Anyways good talk see you in 6 months.