feverish gambler.

life itself is a gamble.

[idlegamble]

#idlegamble.⠀⠀an independent ﹠ selective mutuals only writing blog for hakari kinji, from jujutsu kaisen.⠀⠀written by pope.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀— rules and misc. under the readmore.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀... rules.

this will be a low-maintenance blog, mostly going by sporadic / "here when i can" activity. while i might not be always in the mood to write, i'm almost always available on discord to chat and plot!

general dni criteria applies, obviously. don't be a freak, or a geek (negative) and we'll get along famously, i promise!

on the topic, this is a mutuals only blog! personals and fandom blogs alike, stay away. same goes for those not here to write! if you have no intention to interact, no need to follow! ( ദ്ദി ˙ᗜ˙ )

my tagging system looks like this: trigger /. considering the source material, and the general topics jjk deals with, i will try to tag everything accordingly, but i might forget! make sure to let me know!

ships and dynamics are absolutely adored! no matter the kind, be they romantic, platonic, negative- doesn't matter! make sure to message me if you think our characters could make some sparks fly!

last but not least: hi, my name's pope, and i've been on tumblr for a long time. 24 + he/him.

[godvalleys]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀— 𝒌ill your eg𖦹.

⠀. . .⠀an independent, private, and highly selective animanga multimuse writing blog,⠀written by 𝒑o𝒑e.⠀(21+, he/him.)

[insaneption]

sudden hugs from hakari, i love them sm

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“ watch yourself. they don’t like strangers here. ”

cyberpunk 2077 starters, answered.

the younger generation definitely needed to learn how to put a little bit more faith in their elders— so much for being the upperclassman here, eh?! hakari’s hands find their way inside of his pockets, fiddling with the frayed stitching— brows furrowed, staring at the sky with an almost annoyed look on his face, slashing at the corners of his eyes, curling his lips downwards. “you ain’t gotta tell me that,” luck was on his side. “they don’t like me.” or kirara, for that matter, but that was something he was going to deal with when the right time came around. for now, he was going to do things his own way— first stop, find those two.

“what was that little creep’s name? oui-oui?” they might have not liked him, they sure as hell might’ve hated him, but that mattered less than the scum beneath his soles. “i’ve been feelin’ real passionate about teachin’ kids not to leave ladies behind on the battlefield…” while his expression read as calm, there was a subtle little throbbing— a vein that bulged and pulsed on his forehead that said otherwise. “gotta make sure some of you respect me as a senpai, that’s all.”

[idlegamble]

i think hakari would have a plethora of piercings. including, but not limited to: two lobe piercings on each ear, two / three helix piercings on both ears, an industrial piercing, and an eyebrow stud.

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i take a lot of things said in modulo with a grain of salt, because honestly- it's not something i recognize in my portrayal of hakari, but the "HAKARI PROVISION" is perhaps the most in character thing i could've ever imagined.

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this is a really cryptic way of saying her and hakari are an item btw. what.

[ydotome]

Kinji Hakari “Kin” (秤 金次) - Jujutsu Kaisen - Episode 53

[idlegamble]

❝ you can be nice when you feel like it. ❞

cyberpunk 2077 starters, answered.

his fever was draining away… cooled off, iced over like lake suwa in december. her words earn a sudden shiver from hakari who, slouched over on his couch, pinches at the bridge of his nose as if calling him ‘nice’ had been nothing short of an insult. twisting the knife in the metaphorical wound. so much for respecting your elders…!

“ugh,” he takes his hand away from his face, returning his attention to yukako. a little sister, if he could even call her that— came with all of the negatives that he expected. was she trying to annoy him on purpose? he wouldn’t put it past her. “i’m hurting here, yukako.” don’t mistake him being mellowed out with him being nice. “i feel like my heart is about to give up on me. these fighters,” he says, pointing vaguely towards one of the many screens in his office. “if you can even consider ‘em that,” words emphasized with an exaggerated roll of his eyes.

“they suck. real bad.”

[edenmemes]

cyberpunk 2077 starters

more to be added !

❝  the wider the smile, the bigger the lie.  ❞ ❝  it’s called a reputation. you should try having one.  ❞ ❝  there are no clean hands. but it is important how they became dirty.  ❞ ❝  if only you were the one calling the shots, you would already have the city at your feet.  ❞ ❝  seems like you’ve got a real problem with authority.  ❞ ❝  it’s so obvious now that all this ‘ambition’ you went on about was really just you wanting power.  ❞ ❝  i knew this day would come. that sooner or later your impudence would cross the line.  ❞ ❝  well, then it’s a good thing i’m on your side then, huh?  ❞ ❝  you’re starting to remind me of me.  ❞ ❝  you drop to your knees before gods. i drop them, pop ‘em rigght between the eyes.  ❞ ❝  only people who know me real well can use my real name.  ❞ ❝  hope that’s it for last requests. not sure i can handle more.  ❞    ❝  look at me - see this? this is a look of un-fucking-surprise on my face.  ❞ ❝  actually, i don’t think of you at all. ever.  ❞ ❝  wanna part ways on good terms. as friends.  ❞ ❝  listen, i know i fucked up a lot of things. either let down or used every last person who gave me their trust.  ❞ ❝  been a rough year…and to make things worse, i fell in love.  ❞ ❝  funny how you still manage to surprise me sometimes.  ❞ ❝  haven’t managed to get my head straight yet, not after everything that happened.  ❞ ❝  hey, look at me. right in the eyes. choose your next words carefully. might be the last choice you ever make.  ❞ ❝  don’t you dare faint again. keep your eyes open.  ❞ ❝  i’m a master of cuddling, too - got a black belt, multiple disciplines.  ❞ ❝  tsh…gonna miss you something awful.  ❞ ❝  sooner or later, love’ll only let you down.  ❞ ❝  here come the test results: you are a horrible person.  ❞ ❝  there is a saying in your country… one moment, it will come to me…ah now i remember! go fuck yourself.  ❞ ❝  wanna see me give up? sounds like something you’d do.  ❞ ❝  i’m sorry, do you hear me poking around your personal business? digging through your past?  ❞ ❝  what you did for me, i’ll never forget it.  ❞ ❝  it’s hard to believe, but it looks like everything’s gonna be alright.  ❞ ❝  you ain’t dying yet. i got you.  ❞ ❝  see ya in the next life, friend.  ❞ ❝  i allowed my temper to flare and for that i apologize. even i can get carried away at times.  ❞ ❝  shame. was starting to like you…  ❞ ❝  i’m just glad your mother didn’t live to see this. the heart should break but once.  ❞ ❝  there are not many like you, but without you the world would have long turned into shadows and dust.  ❞ ❝  i’d say it’s great to see you but i’ve never been one to lie.  ❞ ❝  you put a barrel to my skull not so long ago.  ❞ ❝  there’s a difference between being an idiot and believing people wanna do good.  ❞ ❝  you plot, you plan, you calculate, and weave webs so tangled you sometimes lose yourself in them.  ❞ ❝  i’m a serious man. and serious matters are what, if not all, that concern me.  ❞ ❝  you’re tough as nails. a warrior without mercy.  ❞ ❝  i’ve managed one thing for now. not to fuck this up… what we have.  ❞ ❝  you got a short fuse, sure, but there ain’t no dynamite in that soul.  ❞ ❝  really think i can make it? survive this?  ❞ ❝  if there’s nothing you can do to help me, then…what the hell do i do?  ❞ ❝  i’ll kill anyone who gets in my way. you included.  ❞ ❝  if they find us, they won’t bother with arresting and interrogating, do you understand?  ❞ ❝  everyone admires you, but you know that your only reward will be the next task you’re given.  ❞ ❝  just don’t fall in love with me.  ❞ ❝  look, our history, i know. but we don’t really have time for…feelings.  ❞ ❝  promise you’ll try to get some sleep?  ❞ ❝  it often seems that you’re on your own, but always remember you have a team you can count on.  ❞ ❝  whatever you’re planning, make sure you see it through to the end.  ❞ ❝  it can get tough when it feels like there’s no end to it in sight.  ❞ ❝  i don’t need this world anymore, but i need you.  ❞ ❝  it doesn’t matter how well you do something, as long as you look good doing it.  ❞ ❝  i always felt like my mission was to cross the ultimate frontier. that frontier is death.  ❞ ❝  something in me died back then. i just couldn’t handle it.  ❞ ❝  would you take a bullet for me?  ❞ ❝  no. i don’t believe it. you hear me? not a single word. you’re lying.  ❞ ❝  what, a little guilt creeps in and that’s that? you give up?  ❞ ❝  it’s an awful place…it is no wonder you are losing your mind.  ❞ ❝  i realize you’re there, always were, and a wave of relief washes over me.  ❞ ❝  remember when you were asked: quiet life or blaze of glory? shame you chose wrong.  ❞ ❝  ooooooooh, i get what’s going on here. you’re jealous.  ❞ ❝  think dangerous; be dangerous. think weak; be weak.  ❞ ❝  it’s true what they say. you’re good. really fucking good. got a stick up your ass, through.  ❞ ❝  hah. my mind. that’s…that’s a touchy subject.  ❞ ❝  y’know, they say time is the best teacher. i used to think that was true.  ❞ ❝  you know what, sweetheart? we’ll have plenty of time to tear at each other’s throats later.  ❞ ❝  i have to sit and think…about everything.  ❞ ❝  no really, it’s ok. it just scraped me.  ❞ ❝  a peaceful death in this town? guy won the jackpot.  ❞ ❝  sorry you had to witness that. things just get complicated sometimes.  ❞ ❝  who you work for? start talking!  ❞ ❝  well, well….looks like fortune favors the stupid, too.  ❞ ❝  day’s not over yet. you still have a chance to piss me off.  ❞ ❝  what’s free comes most costly.  ❞ ❝  sometimes two people find themselves at the wrong place at the right time.  ❞ ❝  i’m in this city, free to do whatever i want with my life, but…am i really free?  ❞ ❝  i sense anything going wrong, i’m out.  ❞ ❝  i met people like you before - they’re all dead now.  ❞ ❝  drop by if you ever want to talk. or if you don’t we can just sit together in silence. either way, i’m here for you.  ❞ ❝  i’m nobody, i’m a zero.  ❞ ❝  normally, you are open to new things, but now you are afraid?  ❞ ❝  you know, i still got that contract to kill you.  ❞ ❝  you saved me just like that, because you…felt like it?  ❞ ❝  have you known love? do you know what it is?  ❞ ❝  talked in your sleep, you know.  ❞ ❝  someone should give you a checkup, see if you’re ok. someone you trust.  ❞ ❝  goodbye, and please - stay away. you’ve done enough already.  ❞ ❝  one thing we can’t do is be afraid of others.  ❞ ❝  that the pick-up line you settled on?  ❞ ❝  right…so, gonna stop by? or gonna make me grovel?  ❞ ❝  i’ve missed you, you know, heh…  ❞ ❝  listen…got a bad vibe about this. you?  ❞ ❝  it seems all good, like nothing bad ever happened.  ❞ ❝  i…i was angry…i must’ve lost control.  ❞ ❝  full disclosure - i’ve never lost a fight.  ❞ ❝  if you wanna change the world, there’s always a price to be paid.  ❞ ❝  you ever wake up in the middle of the night…and not know who you were for a second…? you ever feel like you weren’t really ‘you’?  ❞ ❝  here i feared you’d forgotten about me.  ❞ ❝  all right. you know why we’re here, don’t you? say you do.  ❞ ❝  you don’t realize it, but…you’ve given me something beautiful.  ❞ ❝  i’m really starting to feel like your puppet.  ❞ ❝  if you wanted my attention, you just earned it.  ❞ ❝  the stronger survive. you’re either somebody or you fizzle out into nothing.  ❞ ❝  now answer my question. honestly. forthrightly. are you here alone?  ❞ ❝  my whole life’s a fucking cosmic joke.  ❞ ❝  i know that it might seem like you’re trying to help, but i’d rather that you just left us alone…otherwise things won’t end well.  ❞ ❝  so you can be nice when you feel like it.  ❞ ❝  it’s always good to have the strength of others to support you too.  ❞  ❝  you’re worth more than you think. trust me.  ❞ ❝  talked in your sleep, you know.  ❞ ❝  well, i slept like a puppy. that’s a crazy shoulder you have there.  ❞ ❝  is that a quiver in your voice i hear?  ❞ ❝  what makes someone a criminal? getting caught.  ❞ ❝  the only limit to what you can do is what you’re willing to do.  ❞ ❝  you only have to look at you. a venomous spider wearing the mask of a nice lady. but i will not be fooled.  ❞ ❝  ugh, trust issues, again? thought we’d talked it all out.  ❞ ❝  what the fuck is going on? i feel like i’m not in control of anything anymore…  ❞ ❝  sorry, but, i’d rather be alone right now.  ❞ ❝  remember, a while back, you told me to give you a solid kick in the pants if i saw you diving into the stupid pool again?  ❞ ❝  sit your ass down a minute, honey, and breathe.  ❞ ❝  lately i feel like i’ve been ranting and raging, so i just want to make sure you know i appreciate what you did for me.  ❞ ❝  i’ll just lie here a while, by your side, gazing at the stars.  ❞ ❝  when the time comes, it will be my life for yours.  ❞ ❝  how did we grow so far apart?  ❞ ❝  you think you just stepped in shit. actually, you fell headfirst into a cesspit.  ❞ ❝  no more mayhem, no more shady-ass schemes. done with that.  ❞ ❝  say it. say it out loud. not for me, but for yourself.  ❞ ❝  a pathetic attempt to get under my skin.  ❞ ❝  i loathe it - this whole ‘playing tough in the face of death’ thing.  ❞ ❝  the road to the stars is always paved with darkness.  ❞ ❝  wait up! don’t do this. you can still change your mind.  ❞ ❝  dammit, no matter how hard i try, i can’t forget you…  ❞ ❝  plenty of others out there’re more deservin’ of life. but even so… i’d never wish you dead.  ❞ ❝  truth is everything’s going off the rails. i feel worse and worse.  ❞ ❝  i’m nowhere near as tough as you and i can’t pretend to be anymore.  ❞ ❝  you don’t seriously think i’ll just up and leave you? i’m with you - through thick and thin.  ❞ ❝  i’d say i’m happy to see you, but it’s not good to lie.  ❞ ❝  watch yourself. they don’t like strangers here.  ❞ ❝  i’ll get us through this, you’ll see.  ❞ ❝  i’m just happy, like, dumb happy, you know? you’re really amazing.  ❞ ❝  you’re playing with fire. don’t dare cross the line.  ❞ ❝  i’m afraid things won’t be the same between us if i tell you the whole truth.  ❞ ❝  do you even know what i had to sacrifice to get where i am? the price i paid?  ❞ ❝  your first time here, isn’t it? want some advice? go the fuck away.  ❞ ❝  when someone tells me to not worry, they’re usually hiding something.  ❞ ❝  it’s not easy talking about what’s biting me at the ass.  ❞ ❝  just promise me one thing: don’t forget me.  ❞ ❝  beware - you mock me…too often.  ❞ ❝  legends - know where you’ll find most of them? the graveyard.  ❞ ❝  ah, you try to provoke me. is this wise, you think?  ❞ ❝  i can lead others away from the darkness.  ❞ ❝  walk away. do it while you still can.  ❞ ❝  the more i say everything’s okay, the more i feel like i’m straight up lying.  ❞ ❝   you need to take a few deep breaths. then rethink all this, hard..  ❞ ❝  you can call me back. do you know why? because i am here for you.  ❞ ❝  why’d you wanna meet me here? for the view, or you turning sentimental on me?  ❞ ❝  know what? think i figured you out.  ❞ ❝  there’s a time for forgiveness and a time for revenge.  ❞ ❝  if not for you…i’d be long dead. several times over.  ❞ ❝  you’re adorable. didn’t realize you still had a child-like imagination…and intelligence.  ❞ ❝  death walks in your wake.  ❞ ❝  thought we’d talk…truly, madly, deeply - like we used to way back then.  ❞ ❝  just trying to live with it. survive, actually.  ❞ ❝  the world doesn’t forgive. it eats people alive. but you - well, you survived.  ❞ ❝  everyone i’ve met so far says i’m far too gone.  ❞ ❝  hey, come on, you’re not the one at blame here.  ❞ ❝  don’t make the same mistake i made. say goodbye to the people you love.  ❞  ❝  well, aren’t you just bursting with a can-do attitude?  ❞ ❝  guess i left a lasting impression. good.  ❞ ❝  trust me, don’t trust me - i don’t give a fuck.  ❞