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merel | 19 |Dutch | straight | My goal is to fall in love with everything that I am ❤️

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[homietwt]

alien

[quote-diaries]

You were born with the ability to change someone’s life - don’t ever waste it.

[hplyrikz]

““As usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot.””

— John Lennon (via hplyrikz)

[soshesawildflowerxo-deactivated]

Sext me during inappropriate times

Bonding

[idontevenknowwhatimdoinghelp]

Ricky McCormick

So I don't really know why I'm writing this. My blog isn't popular at all so I don't think anyone interested in this is going to read it.

I think just because I couldn't find a forum that's still active about this.

I'm wondering why, or probably how the FBI has had Ricky's "encrypted" notes for 20 years and haven't noticed that they're not encrypted.

How don't they understand that they can't decrypt it because it isn't incrypted to begin with.

How is it that a 21 year old student can figure this out within a day what they couldn't figure out in 20 years.

I mean it's pretty simple, I'm going to ask everybody that is reading this and is interested in this stuff to help me with the second part.

I've read a lot of theories about it being shorthand, I'm pretty sure it's not that either, some abbreviations possibly, definitely not everything.

I think the only thing to this is sounds, speaking it out loud. I think it's so hard to do is because we already know that not every letter is in the right order and people focus on that too hard.

If you're wondering why I haven't done this yet, I'm not familiar with the accent, the area and the names. I think the first note lists some addresses, and reading the internet more people think this,but because I don't know any street names or possibly nicknames of streets and I'm not familiar with the accent it's hard to place the sounds.

And that all without the fact that accents can completely change how a letter is pronounced. As far is I know it's A-ei, B-bi, C-si. But I've heard of accents where it's A-ai, B-be. Something that could possibly change every word.

So if anyone who knows the accent, and preferably the neighborhood please contact me.

Like I said earlier, I don't think this will really do anything but I'd rather try and not succeed than not try at all.

[stopsayingwerejusfriends]

[juansendizon]

“Sometimes in love, you just need a kiss. No flowers, no chocolates, no handwritten letters but just a kiss for you to be reminded that you are deserving of the person who lights up your whole sky.”

— juansen dizon, The gift of kissing

[sunsetico-deactivated20250705]

“four songs and a half later, you were in between my arms, swaying at the rhythm of the music and at that moment, in between all the chaotic nightmare that nightclubs represent, i found some peace and quiet because in that little instant, the world did not care about us, at all.”

— the world did not care about us.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I know I’m not pretty like the other girls. I don’t know how to wear make up, I don’t have straight and silky hair. My skin isn’t perfect and my body is far from what’s considered attractive. I don’t know how to click photos, I don’t click photos. I can’t pose the right way to save my life. I don’t know how to be sexy, I get nervous and very self conscious when I’m around people . I’m not that mysterious girl that leaves you wanting for more, I talk. A lot. Mostly because I’m nervous and I tend to overcompensate by talking too much. And even though I knew this all my life, even though it bothered me all my life, I had accepted it in a sense, made my peace with it. But then you came along and I couldn’t believe someone like you wanted me. Despite of all that I wasn’t. I should have known it was too good to be true because you left me for a girl that was exactly what I wasn’t. I hated myself long before I met you but you picked her and yes it was inevitable and all of my fears were proved to be true. Now I don’t know how to breathe without feeling that I’ll never be enough. I can’t breathe without hating every inch of myself.

— you choosing her destroyed me

[bob-belcher]

[weather]

When your favorite tv show ends and you don’t know what to do

[idontevenknowwhatimdoinghelp]

[narcotic]

“When a group of people laugh together, each person instinctively glances at the person within the group they feel most connected with. Want to know who is secretly sleeping together, or who is on the top or bottom of the social hierarchy? Check out where everyone glances next time something hilarious happens.”

— 40 Sneaky psychological tricks that will always give you the upper hand (x)

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