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Sometimes I'm so proud of myself for the progress I've made and sometimes I want to bash my skull in with a hammer.
"fake it till you make it" but it's been years and it's only gotten worse
I’ve been feeling so shitty the last few months. And now he ghosts me and another boy laughs about us matching on tinder to my friend. Is this the sign that I should finally just end it? I can’t even cry properly because of the stupid antidepressants
why is it so hard to get better and so easy to get worse
i miss when i could eat whatever food i wanted without worrying about all the calories
So.. he finally ghosted me. I’m sad
I'm always afraid of losing people I love. But sometimes, I ask myself, Is there anyone at all afraid of losing me?
How am supposed to ever find love when I’m so broken and ugly. The few times I like someone or let down my walls I end up regretting it. I just feel so defeated.
I tried to google how to stop feeling this way (lol). But all it comes up with is therapy and stuff. That hasn’t really helped me this far. And I don’t know how it would help when it’s not just a feeling. I know for a fact I’m unloveable, so how can I expect someone to look at me and choose to love me anyway?
How do I emotionally detach myself from him?
When I asked him if he ignored me he said no. Right after it he started ignoring me again. Men are so fucking stupid. Just stop texting me then if you don’t want to. Please don’t lie to me. I’m too broken for this.
Let go of the love that does not make you feel loved.
Instead of asking:
"Why am I not enough for them?"
Ask yourself:
"Why is this tiny bit of affection enough for me?"
It’s kind of ironic that I go and fall for someone who lives that far away, when I usually run away when they show any kind of interest.
I was kinda getting a tiny bit over him (not really tho lol), but then he starts talking to me a lot again. And goddamn he is so fucking good looking. How am I supposed to get over him when he looks like that
I dont want to take my meds
I feel so fucking stupid for believing that there could actually be something between us after you said you liked me and talked to me for 3 months. But I guess I’m just easy to ghost. Easy to forget.