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slowly finding out that i may not be as fucked up as i thought thanks to the other patients here at the psychward

#tw psych ward #tw depression #tw depressing stuff #mental illness

psych ward day 3: dad came to see me, got transferred to a new room with an older lady, she snored like crazy, couldn't sleep forth day in a row, got a panic attack, nurses didn't take me seriously until I started bashing my head against the wall, gave me anxiety pills and got me a new room

psych ward day 4: new roomie, super fun but a bit naive, couldn't understand why I'd slash my wrist and ODd, don't know how long they'll keep me here, haven't figured out what's wrong with me

#tw depressing thoughts #tw psych ward #tw depressing stuff #mental illness #depressing shit #mentally unstable #sorry for being depressing #mentally fucked #tw sui implied #tw sui vent

psych ward day 1 : made a friend, had the biggest argument with my mum of my life, 3rd day without sleep

psych ward day 2: friend got transferred, somewhat made peace with mum, I hate it here, what the hell am I supposed to do, very bored

#tw sui talk #tw sui vent #tw psych ward #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #mental illness #mentally unstable #mentally fucked

gonergirlslastgoodbye

i have two wolves inside me fighting

one is fear of death the other fear of life

come back next week to see which one is winning

gonergirlslastgoodbye

death dog almost won

told my friend i attempted unsuccessfully and he called the cops so it became a nationwide manhunt

so i turned off my phone, went for a nature walk

came back a day later and now i'm at the psych ward

#silly girl posting #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #mental illness #depressing shit #mentally unstable #tw sui ideation #tw sui talk #tw sui vent

another failed attempt, one more reason to hate myself

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lowzbehigh

I dont want to do this anymore.. I can't do this anymore.. I'm fuckin exhausted, I want it all to stop.. I need it all to stop..

obscurix

do you guys…also ever have moments where you realize HOW fucking crazy you are lmfaooooo

a-hospital--for-souls

"Suicide is a temporary solution for temporary problems." - Leave me alone with this bullshit. Only people who have no fucking idea about how it feels to be tortured by your own mind say this.

i feel like im living past my expiration date