// pairing , yang jungwon x gender neutral! reader
// summery , running out of time to make y/n stay. Running out of time to save her.
// warnings , attempted suicide , self harm , angst , family problems , cursing
// date , 10/19/22 - 10/23/22
// word count , 555 words.
// notes , I don’t promote any of these things , if your going through this feel free to text me :) I’m always here !!
‘why are you even here? You have no purpose here. Leave the earth.’
The reddish dark lines were everywhere around my body. Of course they stung. They even burned a little. It’s crazy how people can have thoughts like that. But there’s nothing you can do. Once their there. They will never go away. ever. It’s even hard to not hear them when their so loud. There yelling at you until you do something about it. And that’s we’re the illnesses comes in and stuff. Once you start, hah , you’ll never stop, believe me. I’ve tried and failed. Surprised I even stopped ..
The problems in my life can add on to it.Not having a father their in your life is hard , when your siblings hate you and your the least favorite child according to my mom and siblings. Yeah this is what I have too go through every single day of this fucking dumb life. Maybe I should just let go. Leave everything behind me and leave this earth. It’s not like anyone will care and notice , they don’t need me either way. They seem much better without me and they’ve proved the server times.
“why are you still here? Fucking leave already damn.”
I then let out a breath. ‘How about you leave fucking bitch.’ I thought before closing the diary and placing it under my bed in a box. I then grabbed my backpack and phone before leaving the house. Or whatever it is, it’s not like they even want me their. Whatever. I’ll die soon either way. I then left the house not without of course , slamming the door shut and then I made my way to a place where hell resides with little devils inside of it.
“hey y/n !!” A voice yelled happily.
Y/n then started walking faster.
“hey- why are you walking so fast know- hey wait up!” He yelled before running a bit to catch up to the girl. Y/n then caught a glimpse of the red headed boy. ‘jungwon’ she thought with inaudible sigh. It’s not that she didn’t like him , she just rather be alone because his reputation will get ruined and people will start to not like him.
“Hi y/n ! How was your day?…’silence’.. well I hope it was good ! Mine was pretty good , I got an ‘a’ on my math test yesterday which is very good !”
Y/n then stopped walking. Jungwon then looked at her in confusion before also stopping.
“Why do you always walk with me? Yk it’s bad for your reputation”
“Oh well , I walk with you because I wanna be friends with you. And I don’t really care about my reputation.” He said with a wide smile. Which caused y/n to sigh.
“Well that’s no good for you.” Y/n said before fixing her backpack and continuing to walk. It was then jungwons time to sigh before walking behind the girl talking about random things that came up to mind.
To be honest , y/n didn’t mind. She liked the company, it’s like the care and love she never got as a kid that she yearned for. It’s just that she didn’t wanna be his friends for him to be heartbroken when she leaves the earth.
I’m making a part 2 sometime idk when but this is apart of the Halloween one shots !