If I Lose Myself

Blog for Star_Gazing_Knight's Series "If I Lose Myself" on AO3. Titles of Works are based on songs in playlist playing on Blog, and are not owned by me.

[ifilosemyselfud]

Hey! So I was wondering, I’m really enjoying your fanfiction ‘If I lose Myself’ but you haven’t updated in about a year. Are you going to continue it?

I’m working on it, but it’s a slow process due to a lack of motivation and my own disappointment in my writing.  I’m actually rewriting “Something I Need”.  

I feel like my writing has changed so much since when I started the Series, “If I Lose Myself” that if I were to try to continue it without rewriting the earlier bits, there would be a disconnect.  

[ifilosemyselfud]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chris and Sam barely survived Mt. Washington. Now, Chris is still in the hospital recovering from the ordeal while everyone else tries to understand what has happened and what they can do.

Sequel to "Something I Need".

[staff]

🚨 The internet needs you 🚨

You’re up again, Tumblr. 

Back in 2015 you demanded that the FCC adopt strict net neutrality rules and establish a free and open internet. And you won. 

That should’ve been the end of it. But apparently not.

The new head of the FCC wants to undo the net neutrality protections you fought so hard for.

His proposed changes open the door to your web traffic being slowed down, or even blocked altogether. You could be forced to pay extra to use your favorite apps. You could even be prevented from getting news from the sources you trust.

Title II protects consumers and democracy by ensuring all voices can be heard.

You know the drill. Here’s what to do:

The FCC is taking comments from the public, and dearfcc.org is making it as simple as possible for you to make your voice heard.

Go there now 👉 dearfcc.org ✌️

You’ll just need to provide a name, an address, and then say a little bit about why rolling back Title II protections is a bad idea. If you’re not quite sure what to write, here’s something to get you started:

I’m writing to urge you to keep our Open Internet rules based on Title II in place. Without them, we could lose the internet as we know it.

The proposed changes to FCC rules would allow fast lanes for sites that pay, and force everyone else into slow lanes. We’ve already seen access to streaming services like Netflix, popular games like League of Legends, and communication platforms like FaceTime slowed down, or even blocked. Conditions like this hurt businesses large and small, and penalize the users who patronize them. 

The changes also open the door to unfair taxes on internet users, and could also make it harder for blogs, nonprofits, artists, and others who can’t pay up to have their voices heard.

Please leave the existing net neutrality rules based on Title II in place.

Thank you!

If you need more ammo, feel free to quote these experts from our net neutrality Issue Time. TechCrunch and Battle for the Net also have some good starters.

Everyone is counting on everyone else here. Do your part and tell the FCC to keep a free and open internet under Title II. 

[ifilosemyselfud]

Not 'Until Dawn', but this is still important!

[ghostremnant]

This is an ancient chibi request from when the @stargazingknight story was being released weekly. It’s long overdue. ;_; Here.

[ifilosemyselfud]

I’m not taking requests for chibi art right now. I’ll let you guys know when I make them available again!

[ghostremnant]

This is related to @stargazingknight story blog, which I’ve done some chibi and sketch art for. This was inspired from that fanfiction! Basically, wendigo are man eating, man cats.

[ghostremnant]

This is related to @stargazingknight story blog, which I’ve done some chibi and sketch art for. This was inspired from that fanfiction! Basically, wendigo are man eating, man cats.

[ghostremnant]

A speed paint I never hit record on. This took about 70 minutes! Why is Josh wearing Chris’ jacket? …Well… Because Josh deserves to be saved.

[ghostremnant]

I actually recorded this one! I will post when I upload the video. I had to make a Chris to go with Josh. My favs in the game. So precious.

[ghostremnant]

I contacted Supermassive Games about a month ago and one of the greatest mysteries of Until Dawn has been revealed.

I honestly didn’t expect an answer, but they gave away what Chris’ shirt actually says. As an artist, I wanted to do any potential fanart accurately and I couldn’t find what his shirt said ANYWHERE! So I asked the source. It was so cool of the team to get back to me on this!

I had to commemorate the moment.

[ghostremnant]

OMG You guys... Follower Milestone/Freebies

Ok ok. I’m literally so stoked it’s hard for me to come up with words. Thank you all so SO much! I know this may not seem like a big thing to most but personally this is beyond amazing that I have a little over 100 followers on tumblr! It’s a milestone moment, so I wanted to do something to give back for taking time to let my art into your world. Here’s the breaks: I want to do a giveaway type deal, so I’m going to pick five of my followers at random and they will get free art goodness. Nothing fancy dancy, but colored sketches of whatever you want (as long as its not NSFW or an OC). How do you get picked? Easy.

1. Be a follower

2. Give this post some love

That’s it. I’ll leave this up for a couple weeks and pick names at the beginning of May. I will message you directly and ask for what you want when I pick ‘em. I’ll make an announcement when it’s all said and done.

Good luck you guys and thank you again. Thank you thank you thank you!

[ifilosemyselfud]

Personal Update

I know a lot of you have been leaving comments and messages asking for an update. I’ve hit a hitch with the latest update: hospitals, doctors and medical stuff.

Not to mention I’m re-evaluating how some things were originally going to go due to some things that were pointed out to me recently.

The story is still in the works, I promise.

I will say that the sequel will be focusing more on the others rather than Chris and Josh. It’ll be more of Chris’ beginning of recovery, and the relationships he shares with people.

[ghostremnant]

Hey!

It’s a new year! Let’s try new things! I’ll take some sketch requests! Nothing NSFW and not OCs, but any fandom, I’ll even do ships. Little quick sketches to let you guys know I appreciate you!

[silent-sacifice]

Hey guys! You’ve probably seen me reblog some of Ghost’s art in the past. I highly recommend you check out her art!

[ifilosemyselfud]

She's holding Until Dawn pictures. I've seen them, and I know other people would too... sooooooo I suggest bugging Ghost until you can get ahold of them!

[ifilosemyselfud]

Personal Update

I know a lot of you have been leaving comments and messages asking for an update. I’ve hit a hitch with the latest update: hospitals, doctors and medical stuff.

Not to mention I’m re-evaluating how some things were originally going to go due to some things that were pointed out to me recently.

The story is still in the works, I promise.

I will say that the sequel will be focusing more on the others rather than Chris and Josh. It’ll be more of Chris’ beginning of recovery, and the relationships he shares with people.

[ifilosemyselfud]

I really loved reading the fic! Was pretty sad though when Chris ended up "leaving" Josh in the end of it though.

That’ll be ‘fixed’ in the second part.  Sort of.  Its a work in progress.  Hopefully I’ll have it up soon, but with holidays, exams and work... IDK.  

If anything, I ALWAYS take a week or so off in Jan for my Birthday, and I’ll usually knock out a lot of writing then.  

[ifilosemyselfud]

Hey! I love your Story. I really do. But I have one question bc I'm new in the until dawn fandom: Is "climbing class" another name for the chris/josh ship?

Climbing Class is another ship name for Chris/Josh.  Bathing Bird is a ship name for Josh/Sam.  M-squared is Mike and Matt... Dangerous Duo is Mike/Sam.  

Its one of the things I like about this fandom, because sometimes, the mashing of the names as a ‘shipname’ is kind of... boring and in some ways, weird.  (looking at Chrashley or how ever it’s spelled) (Also, I’m not knocking the pairing, I’m knocking the Shipname.  Personally, I refer to Chris/Ashley as ‘RomCom’.  But that’s me.) 

[ifilosemyselfud]

When will the second part of the series start?

Honestly, I’m not sure.  I don’t want to release it until I’ve finished it, and it’s only about, half finished.  With Holidays, Exams, School, and work, It’s been difficult to find the time to sit down and actually work on the story.

I’m working on getting CCENT, which is an IT certification, and my goal is to get it by the end of the year.  

[ifilosemyselfud]

Heya, I saw you were maybe taking chibi requests, so I thought I'd throw this idea out there if it sounds like a fun one for you. How about the scene in chapter 9 when Chris is shielding Sam from Gollum? I really loved your last pic with Chris and Sam, so I'd love to see more of them if you feel like it. ♥

As soon as I have some more time on my hands, I’d love to!