Warnings: trust issues,bad treatments of younger person, self deprication, language,mentions of family issues and financial issues.
Wordcount: 2156 words
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You were uncertain when you met them. You didn't know their real intentions, whether you should put your walls up or trust them. You settled with the former.
You met them when you're working as a cashier at a coffee shop. When you saw them the thought that instantly came into your mind is “they're cute.” and they were also kind to you. You thought it was because they pity you for working at such a young age. That's what other people do, some even offer jobs.
You didn't like how most of the costumers and even co-workers think that you're not capable to do things like they do just because you're younger. You like working in a coffee shop but you didn't like the way everyone seems to treat you like shit. Nonetheless, you still worked there because you desperately needed money for your tuition.
“They're like the others.” you told yourself whenever you see them. It's not like they look untrustworthy but you just don't want to expect anything from anyone. Especially being treated right, you've grown to think that you deserve it and you shouldn't complain.
At some point, you're just really trying to live. Whatever happens, happens. You can give up anything, anything but your dreams. Your dreams are the only thing that made you happy and you couldn't gave it up too. Unfortunately, for you, it's hard to achieve.
Passion and hard work isn't a problem for you. If you really love something, no matter how long it would take, you would do it. Motivation is something you never lose, just the thought of being what you dreamed of made you want to celebrate.
The problem though, is money. You've been kicked out of your house at a young age and no one supports you. You didn't want to skip education, so you thought of working. At first, no one wants you to become one of their employees. You understood them but you really needed a job to the point that you begged them to let you, you promised to do your best.
It was hard to balance work and studies, but you had great time management so it wasn't a problem. You're determined to not give up just because of your financial issues.
You're hardworking—not that somebody actually appreciated it..at least not until you met them. They genuinely saw the passion in your eyes and the hard work that you do. They always try conversing with you when they order. They also talk about you sometimes when you're not in sight, and in a good way.
You were annoyed at first at how they treated you. Not that they were doing anything wrong, it was just you who's uncomfortable at how they actually talk to you because they want to and not because of their orders. It felt so wrong.
As time pass by, you had gotten used to their company. You didn't doubt their intentions at how persistent they are to be close to you. With the amount of rejection that you occasionally give them, you didn't think someone would actually have that bad of an intention.
They were proud at how you grew to like their company. Just like how determined you are for your dream, they're also determined to know you more. They would celebrate internally if you told them new things as simple as how your day went. It wasn't very big, but it was a progress.
They themselves didn't know why they're so persistent with you. One day, both of them had a talk about it and they agreed that they just felt connected with you, somehow.
The day when they asked you to move in with them, was the day when you got fired because you're late for half an hour on three consecutive days. It was because you're too busy and focused on your project that you forgot to put an alarm and forgot about the time.
It wasn't your intention, it's just that the you're having problems understanding the topic that you had to work extra hard for that one. You tried explaining to your boss but “he wasn't having any of your bullshit.” Deep down you wanted that, but you're scared that you wouldn't find a new one.
You were so thankful for them that you nearly cried. You know you need help, but you didn't want to owe someone you don't know. And with Wanda and Nat, you trust them so you accepted the offer. Both of their hearts warmed at how you seem to give them the trust that you never gave anyone before. They're honored and they vowed to protect and not break it.
You started opening up to them more. About how you were kicked out and how you need to support yourself. And boy, they sure didn't like that. They looked furious, you almost got scared. But you know they're furiousness weren't for you. You opened your heart to them and they did the same.
They became your mother figures, the best ones. The way they treated you told you how much they appreciate and love you. You made sure you do the same with them. You guys weren't verbal about your feelings but you made sure they know that you love them too.
When they opened the discussion about adoption, you're excited. They told you it's no pressure and take the time to think about it but you already did. They squashed you in a hug when you told them yes. You were sure they were the happiest human being at that moment. The sparkle of joy in their eyes made you emotional because you were sure they really wanted this to happen, you couldn't be happier.
Months after the adoption papers were signed, they allow you to enter their work life. They were reluctant about it, you didn't know your moms are Avengers. They were quite worried about how you would react. You didn't know how much relief it gave them when you told them that “The Avengers are cool, I like them.”
They both agreed to introduce you to their teammates. You're too shocked to process what they said, you didn't know they're a part of Avengers and now they're introducing you to them. That's quite a lot to wrap your head on. In the end you agreed and when you did meet the team, to say they were stunned would be an understatement.
When they got the news that Nat and Wanda are together, they couldn't believe it. Some of them even thought it was a joke. But when they saw how both of them are serious about their relationship, they supported them. But they were still shocked nonetheless.
And now a year and a half later after moving together, they were now introducing their kid to them? They're not against that, they were just shocked and needs to process things. You're scared at their reaction, thinking it was disagreement but when your moms started laughing, you knew you're wrong.
Eventually, you got close to your moms teammates. Your favorite is your Uncle Thor, he's fun to be with. You loved when he lifts you up while running everywhere. One time, he had you on his back and momentarily forgot that he's a tall being. Your forehead hit the upper wall of the door, it wasn't that bad, you just had a bruise. But when your moms saw it, they were ready to murder him. You had to hug them both and pepper kisses on their cheeks to calm them down.
They were so much different from your previous family. Your new family have everything they don't. The love on your moms eyes when they look at each other, the care the Avengers give you, their genuine appreciation for your presence, the love that they give you.
Your life had drastically changed since you met them and you've never been thankful.
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It was time to go home, you had to do some project research later. You're given activity had worn you out that you were out like a light when you sat on the back seat of your mama's car. They both are concerned but you're just tired so they let you be, not without giving you a look of adoration.
Nat drove to the compound where you guys are currently staying for a month since you missed your uncles, aunts and friends there. When you got there, your mom shook you gently to wake you up. You tiredly rubbed your eyes, you made grabby hands to your mama, silently telling her you're too tired to walk. Wanda gave her wife space to get you, you giggled quietly when she scooped you upwards to her chest.
Your laughs and giggles always gives your moms warmth. You never knew but they loved hearing it from time to time. They started making their way to your shared bedroom, you were a teen but it was never issues if you wanted to sleep with your mothers. You never git this treatment before and they are willing to give it to you as much as you want.
They know you're tired so they were the ones who changed your clothes to comfy ones. They went beside you after that, you cuddled with them. Your head buried on Wanda's chest, your hand wrapped around her center while she hugs you with her head on top of yours. Nat's hands on your waist, hugging you from the back while her head is in the crook of your neck. “I love you, moms.” “We love you too baby.”
The next day, you woke up late. It's alright because it's weekend. What's not alright is waking up without your moms by your side, they know you didn't like that so they made sure they're there or even just one of them are there when you wake up. You wondered why today was different.
It was weird because there aren't any noise, usually the team would be chatting or just being noisy at this time. You shook it of and went to the kitchen where no one is present. You're getting anxious now, you didn't want to think something bad might've happened but what are the odds?
You heard chattering on the common room so you quickly went there. “Surprise!” everyone came out of their hiding spot. You got startled for a second before registering what's happening. The whole team are present here along with some SHIELD agents you’re close with and they're all wearing a ridiculous cone-shaped hat. Your uncle Tony even have a party horn with him. And the common room is well decorated with a banner saying 'Happy Birthday'
“Thank you, guys.” they started singing the song, you blew the candles after wishing. “Let the party start!” Tony exclaimed, blasting a loud hype music.
They were all enjoying when your moms approached you. “Are you okay?” your mama questioned, holding your shoulder. “I am, it's just that no one have done this to me.” Their hearts almost broke when you told them that but given the happy look in your eyes, they knew you appreciated this. You always did, everything they do for you. You didn’t know what you would do without them by your side.
The rest of the day quickly flew. They were right when they said that time flies fast when you're enjoying.
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Weeks later, you are again going back home at the compound. You're on your way to the kitchen when you noticed the frame on the wall of the common room, it was the picture of everyone on the party, your family.
You couldn't take it anymore, the tears that you were holding since the party finally spilled. Your mothers, who were by your side the whole time quickly consoled you even if they didn't know what's wrong or if something if even is wrong.
“I've always wanted to have a family picture.” when you spoke, they knew that it was tears of happiness you're having. Growing up, you never had a loving family. In fact, it was a broken one. There, they never gave each other sympathy. You didn't talk about each other’s feelings, it was toxic there. Your former family were anything but happy. But here, it's so different.
They engulfed you in a tight loving hug. “You're the best moms ever.” this time, they were the ones who wanted to cry. Being told that you're the best mother from your daughter is something to cry for. “And you're the best daughter to us.” Wanda responded, Nat nodding. “You're mom's right, you deserve all the love.”
“Thank you for everything. You guys are the best thing that happened to me.” you’ve never felt so loved before. You cannot comprehend the amount of happiness your feeling right now.
All of them because of them, the Avengers, you moms. Your family.
Warnings:mental manipulation, self distrust, stabbing, mention of blood
Wordcount: 1266 words
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a/n: In this one,reader is shorter than Wanda.I don’t think it’s important but it was mentioned at the near end.
You are powerful...if you wanted to. You have fire powers. Since you have discovered these powers, you tried not to use it. It was dangerous, you’re dangerous. You don’t have parents anymore so you lived in an isolated area. You tried your best to not interact with people, scared that you would hurt them.
You would only use them whenever you feel like you’re in danger. And you happen to encounter with a Black Widow when you were in trouble that leads her to recruiting you. She was hesitant at first, given the fact that you were young and so were you. You agreed, wanting to have more information and control about your powers. And her looking like a kind woman might have influenced your decision too.
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That was three years ago and that have been your greatest decision ever. The kind woman now being your mother and the rest of the Avengers as your family...except for a certain witch. You have been dating for four months now and you were surprised no one have found out yet.
Both of you to tell anyone for now, you weren’t sure how your mom would react about this. You had yet found the confidence to do it, Wanda patiently waiting. You sometimes felt guilty for her but she always tell you that she would wait for you no matter how long, one of the reasons why you love her. Maybe I will tell her next month. Well, at least that’s what you thought.
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This have never happened before. This was your biggest fear, you had always had this fear everytime you use your powers, you might lose control.
“She’s losing control.” Wanda told the team on the comms who’s still fighting the enemies. “What? How did it happen?” Wanda heard your mom’s worried voice. “I don’t know, something might’ve triggered her.”
Few minutes before..
You we’re fighting this man that has green eyes, it doesn’t look like the normal green eyes, it was odd. You should’ve known better than to look at his eyes for more than three seconds, because you were put in a trance.
At your side you can see him stabbing your mom, leaving her lifeless body in a pool of blood. You want to scream but you cant. On the other side you saw the same thing happening again but this time its your girlfriend. That was your last straw, all the pain that you felt earlier had become anger.
Back to the present moment..
You closed your eyes and looked down. Your eyes started changing colors, now it looked like fire. You were back to reality but you didn’t notice, your anger taking over you. You looked up to the man with fiery red eyes and a terrifying grin. An evil giggle escaped your mouth when you saw him scared.
You were often described as a happy-go-lucky person who wouldn’t hurt a bug, it wasn’t like you at all. The team shivered when they heard your giggle, all except for Wanda.
You began firing up, literally. With your whole body covered with flame, you walk towards him, grabbing his throat. You fired him up too, you didn’t know how you did it but you levitated him when he screamed in pain. You left him there and turned back to the enemies, there’s still plenty of them.
You lifted your arms on your sides and forcefully slammed it back down. It was followed by a series of rock with fires coming down like rain, targeting the enemies making them ashes, only the man with green eyes left. You snapped your fingers making him turn into ashes too.
It’s over, all the enemies are gone but you still felt the range. A bit of your conscious had came back but your powers still in control. You need to get out of here or you will hurt innocent people.
The team became concerned when you were still in flames, they didn’t know what to do. Wanda had took it into her own hands, it was you after all, her girlfriend.
When she walked towards you she saw it, the lingering fear in your eyes. She walked closer to you but stopped a few feet away. You were having an internal crisis whether your seeing things or not. You saw her get killed...right?
You walked backwards, afraid that you might hurt her. “Hey, it’s okay. You won’t hurt me.” she slowly engulfed you in a hug. It felt real, everything about her felt real.
“Are you real?” Instead of getting a response you felt it. The familiar feeling of the tip of her nose rubbing at the side of your head. It was your silent ways of saying ‘I love you’ to each other. She’s real. You can’t believe it. You didn’t notice but the flame in your body have subsided and your eyes had returned to its normal color.
You returned the favor by rubbing your nose to the side of her neck, hugging her tightly. “Thank you.” Everything went black after that. Wanda holding you tightly before you can even fall,. She put her hands under you thighs and shoulder, carrying you back to the quinjet.
“What was that?!” Natasha followed after ignoring the team’s questions. Her daughter’s being is what she’s concerned about right now.
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“Is she okay?” Wanda had been really worried, when you guys came back to the tower you’re still unconscious. She had decided to visit you since you’re in the medbay. She was met by Natasha who’s sitting at the couch beside you.
“She is, Doctor Cho said she just needs rest.” She responded. Wanda sat beside Nat and they fell into an awkward silence. “So...when are you planning to tell me about your relationship?” Wanda wasn’t surprised, after what happened earlier, the team must’ve figured it out.
She was wrong though, Nat figured it out even before they became a thing, she can see it in your eyes. “I was waiting for her, she haven’t had the courage to tell it to you yet.” the witch answered honestly, Nat nodding her head at her. “As long as you make her feel loved and not hurt her purposely.” Nat said “Of course.” the witch was not planning on hurting you at all. “Okay. Were good.”
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When you woke up, the both them are there by your side. “Are you guys okay? Are you hurt?” That was the first thing you said. “Yes, we should be the one asking you that.” You were still shaken up by what you saw. The two woman that you love dying right in front of you, it scares you.
“I want to go out of here.” You told them. “Alright, I’ll catch up with you later. Have fun with your girlfriend.” Your mom said before going out making you blush. “Have I ever told you how adorable you are when you blush?”
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You arrived at your room. ”Stay with me.” she immediately agreed. You were still exhausted so she helped you changed your clothes into a comfortable one and you laid on your bed. You gestured her to come and lay with you. “Are you sure you don’t want to eat? I can cook for you if you want.” “That would be sweet but no. I want cuddles.” she gave in and laid with you. You instantly cuddled her and laid your head on her shoulder while she held you protectively.
“I love you.”
“I love you more.” that was the last thing you heard before you drifted to sleep.
Summary: Reader has healing powers but there’s one thing she can’t heal.
Warnings:mentions of dying,unintentional self-harm, mentions of blood, curse words
Wordcount: 1056 words
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You’re currently fighting with HYDRA agents. It was suppose to be a simple mission, you were tasked to retrieve a flash drive. It was a trap, a whole army of agents are coming your way. You need to get out of here as fast as possible, you took out one agent before taking out another on your back. You didn’t notice a dart coming your way, it hit your shoulder. What confused you is it didn’t hurt you any bit, but you shook it of and shot him with your gun.
You quickly ran to the quinjet and flew it.. You’re in a solo mission, you didn’t really cared about not having the flash drive. You were bewildered, how did you get out of there when there’s so many enemies attacking you and you only have bruises?
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That was two weeks ago, now ,you were a lot more worse. You thought those bruises was rom punches but it was actually from the dart. The dart had some chemical that makes you weak, day by day. You denied it, everyday you see some new bruises forming, it had also affected your whole system. It was like a virus spreading into your body, and you were just ignoring it.
You didn’t want to admit it but you were dying. You kept it all to yourself, almost everyone on the team had experienced something similar. You told yourself it wasn’t a big of a deal, might have been cold or whatever.
Lies, it was all lies. You had always preferred the comfort of lies than the painful truth. But everything comes to an end, right?
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You were now preparing for a mission, you made sure to wear something long that would cover the bruises. You were checking if some are showing when a voice from your back startled you. “You ready?” It was Nat, she came to hug you from the back. You resisted the urge to hiss and grimace when she had hit one. You always love her back hugs, it had always provided you comfort. But right now it doesn’t.
“Yes, let’s go.” you tried not to be obvious about wanting to get out of her hug but she had already noticed, making her frown. “What’s wrong?” “Nothing.” And you answered too quick. There’s definitely something wrong ,she thought. “What’s wrong?” It was Wanda who asked this time, she was already in the quinjet waiting for you two when she heard Natasha’s loud thoughts. She used her powers to ask Nat about it.
“I don’t know, there’s something she’s not telling us.” Nat responded telepathically, watching you get your things. “We should ask her later after the mission.” Nat silently agreed and walked with you to the quinjet.
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You were at the quinjet, you were suppose to stand guard but you’re doing something else. How have I never thought about healing these bruises? you thought to yourself. You decided to al least try, you put your right hand close to the bruise that you have on your left bicep and concentrated your power.
The moment you felt your power doing its thing, you felt immense pain causing you to scream. You looked at the bruise, it just worsened. How did it not work? usually it does. The chemical on the dart was made exactly for you, it stopped you from healing anybody or you’ll feel pain instead.
When you looked up, you had an eye contact with an agent hiding a few feet away from your spot, a gun aimed at you. “Fuck.” you cursed, you quickly moved away to dodge the bullet, barely missing your arm. “What happened?” Wanda’s voice came from the comms. She must’ve heard the gunshot. That’s true but your scream was her concern, everyone heard it.
“Uh guys? I’ve got trouble.” you weren’t really sure if you can fight the agent at this condition. “Hold on, we’re coming!” Nat yelled who seemed to be running. You have o choice but to fight before they get here.
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When they got there, they saw your bruised face. Now, you were sure it was because of the punches. Steve easily took the enemy, your behavior confused them. Sure you don’t have any super powers or strength but you are a great fighter, there’s no way you can’t take down one agent.
“Are you okay?” Both Wanda and Nat got down because you’re panting heavily on the ground. Wanda rubbed your back, in different circumstances it would’ve comforted you but your back is aching right now. “Do I look okay?” you didn’t mean to say it harshly, you were just getting frustrated at how weak you are now.
“No I don’t. I’m weak. I’m literally dying!” There, you finally said it. You were too tired to deny it anymore. The team widened their eyes. ”What so do you mean?” Nat gulping when she saw your serious face. Both woman was hoping this would be one of your sick jokes, but both of them know you aren’t.
“I said, I. AM.” you emphasized before taking your upper clothing that’s covering all the bruise you’ve been hiding, leaving you on a sports bra. “DYING.” They gasped when they saw it. “Its because of that fucking dart the agent threw on my recent mission. It contains some chemical that’s damaging my system. And now I’m all weak, I can’t heal, not even myself.” you we’re now crying, looking miserable as ever.
The team didn’t know how to take this, especially your girlfriends. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I was scared.” you admitted. “We’ll find a way.” Wanda looked determined, she had already lost a lot and she wasn’t just giving up. “You can’t die, not right now, not like this.” It was Nat who said that, she was keeping it all together.
“Wanda’s right, we’ll find a way.” Steve told you before you fainted.
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The next time you woke up, you’re in the medbay. Tony had been working hard with bruise for a possible cure. Your girlfriends by your side, you said. “Thank you guys, for being with me. I love you both.” That made them smile.
“We love you too.”
You weren’t sure if any of this would work but with your girlfriends and the team by your side, you’ll be alright.
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It wasn't all that bad at first. It all started when your bestfriend had an accident, she was suppose to to to your apartment for a quick hangout. You didn't know what happened, but you blamed yourself. If it wasn't for me, she should've still been here.
No one in the team knew about it, not even your girlfriends. But you know well, you we're starting to drift apart and deep down in you ,you we're scared. You're mentally beating yourself up for the loss of your friend, you never gave yourself the time to even see her for the last time. You didn't think you deserve it.
You we're now regretting not telling the team about your situation. How could they not notice? Maybe they just don't care. But you were thankful for this mission. Trying to use it as a distraction. Well, at least that's what you think before you started landing.
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You would do everything to save those innocent civilians, but sometimes, it's just too late.15 casualties, you never knew a number could make your world tremble. It was your fault, your job was to save people, yet you let them down. You are now questioning your worth. Why am I even here? Why am I an Avenger? How could they think I'm worth as one.
It all came down running through you when you came back at the compound. It was all too much for you too handle, you needed air. You made your way to your room but went to the rooftop instead. The smell of fresh air welcomed your lungs. You were leaning on the railing, looking at the city and the sky. It was peaceful.
But then it came back, the undying guilt that you felt. I shouldn't be enjoying, I don't have the right to. Your wild thoughts are running, your friend blaming you, those innocent people blaming you, the team blaming you, you blaming yourself. It was your fault and you don't deserve to live. You heard a voice in your head, it was your own. You tried ignoring it but it's hard to ignore when everything that's being said is the truth. All your fault. You started crying, you didn't give a care, you deserve it. You were now siting in the railing, one push and that's it.
Death was something you were afraid of, it was the unknown. No one but the dead themselves know what happens after it. You were afraid of it.. back then. But now, thinking that this is all your fault, no fear overcame you. You deserve it and you should accept it .Look at you now, no one’s even saving you from yourself.
“Hey Wands, have you seen Y/n?” She asked her but the witch just shook her head and hung it low. “I haven't, what if she's in danger? What if she--” Nat had already cut her of by a kiss before she started rambling. Wanda instantly relaxed with the kiss, looking into each other's eyes when they pulled away.
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Meanwhile Nat was now looking for you, she sensed that you're a bit distressed by the mission and wanting to comfort you but you weren't in your room. She was now becoming worried so she went to Wanda's room but on the way she bumped with her.
“We'll find her, okay? Can you feel her?” Wanda nodded and concentrated, when she heard some of your loud thoughts, she gasped. “She's in the rooftop, we need to hurry Nat.” They started making their way to the rooftop. Both of them nervously holding each other's hands.
When they got there, both shocked with what they saw. You were crying, sitting on the railing and clearly ready to jump until Wanda spoke. “Baby..” it took your attention, seeing their faces scared you. If you were going to take your life, they didn't need to see it, it would hurt them.
“Stay away. I deserve this. It's all my fault.” You told them, you looked away when you saw the hurt in their eyes. Great, now you've also hurt your girlfriends. You really deserve this. “I love you guys, my best friends death was all my fault and I couldn't prevent those civilians from dying. I deserve this, you could go on without me.” You told them and jumped.
“We're sorry, baby .We didn't noticed. It wasn't your fault. Accidents happen and you can't save everyone. Stay with us, please. We'll be better.” You've never heard Natasha's voice this weak before, she was begging you. Wanda now sobbing on your chest, both of them hugging you tightly. Afraid to let go, you didn't notice but Nat was also crying silently at your back. They were afraid that you would jump again.
Your jump was expected but it still startled both of them. Wanda, even though shaken up is trying her best to catch you and thankfully she did. She shakily took you back to the rooftop. When you were safe, Natasha hugged you from behind. Wanda though, gave you a big slap. She needed to know that you're with them.
“How dare you think that we can go on without you?!” she was angry, at herself for not noticing. She started lightly punching your chest. You hugged her to hold her down, Nat's hand also holding her.
“No, no. Don't blame yourselves.” It wasn't, never their fault. “Please, stay. We need you. We'll help you.” It would be dense to not see and feel their love for you. You were not fully convinced that it's not your fault but you trust both of them. You would try your best to not leave them.
“Okay.” Your response was almost a whisper but both Wanda and Nat heard it. They sigh in relief, it gave them the reassurance that you would at least try. And they would do their best to help you.
You were still scared, scarred. But with your girlfriends on your side, maybe, maybe something will go right. They would guide you, help you. And you would always be thankful for that.
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