If Only [BNHA fic]

This account is essentially a hub for anything related to my BNHA fic, If Only, which is centered around the concept of Izuku becoming a villain. Feel free to ask questions, otherwise this is just gonna be a hell hole of shitposts and maybe concept art i dontknowok

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this is just a random post with zero purpose

Chapter fourteen is at 1000 words, so we might get a new chapter this week yet. I also changed the story’s description because it wasn’t edgy enough as it was yknow.

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I’ve got a feeling yall are going to enjoy this chapter

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nothing i draw is serious

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Yo (Important)

Most of my posts on here aren’t serious, but this one is, so quick warning this isn’t just another shit post.

I’m not sure if I’ll be continuing If Only, my motivation has slowly been dwindling and the plot I’ve set out is becoming far more reliant on stuff that is indefinitely not canon. Ideas aren’t really coming to me anymore, and my original plan of ‘Izuku becoming a villain on his own accord’ is no longer relevant to the story due to my own mistakes.

I’ve decided to contemplate this for the next week, and if I decide to cut off the story I’ll be posting both the completed next chapter and what is currently chapter thirteen. The commitment has been frustrating as it’s set me off on other muses I want to follow because ‘hey you can’t write that about your ocs you haven’t written If Only in a while-’ or ‘no animatics until you finish up this chapter’.

In other words, it’s been frustrating.

If If Only does receive the chop, my next story will most likely be half way written before I even post the next chapter, so I won’t be posting on anywhere for a while. I’ll most likely just change this account’s name, but I’m undecided,

If you liked If Only, I’m sorry to disappoint, but I have got a few more things to offer you in replacement. I’ve got two Izuku orientated ideas in mind, and I’m currently pretty excited about them.

The first will be based around my original intentions for If Only, Izuku becoming a villain on his own accord, aware of his own actions. Less time skips and more world building, not ignoring important characteristics by giving them wishy washy ‘solutions’.

The second is an idea I’m quite fond of, Izuku becoming a hero without one for all, doing it with nothing but sheer willpower, hard work and pain. So much pain.

Sorry if this disappoints anyone, and the decision is not yet final, but I don’t want to be stuck writing something that I have no passion for just because it’s not finished yet, the writing will turn shit and I’ll just end up feeling worse because my brain will come a yelling ‘yOu CaNt WrItE’ which would be amazing.

I’ll update in a week, once again, sorry to disappoint.

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Update: fuck it, let’s see this shitfest through.

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Yo (Important)

Most of my posts on here aren’t serious, but this one is, so quick warning this isn’t just another shit post.

I’m not sure if I’ll be continuing If Only, my motivation has slowly been dwindling and the plot I’ve set out is becoming far more reliant on stuff that is indefinitely not canon. Ideas aren’t really coming to me anymore, and my original plan of ‘Izuku becoming a villain on his own accord’ is no longer relevant to the story due to my own mistakes.

I’ve decided to contemplate this for the next week, and if I decide to cut off the story I’ll be posting both the completed next chapter and what is currently chapter thirteen. The commitment has been frustrating as it’s set me off on other muses I want to follow because ‘hey you can’t write that about your ocs you haven’t written If Only in a while-’ or ‘no animatics until you finish up this chapter’.

In other words, it’s been frustrating.

If If Only does receive the chop, my next story will most likely be half way written before I even post the next chapter, so I won’t be posting on anywhere for a while. I’ll most likely just change this account’s name, but I’m undecided,

If you liked If Only, I’m sorry to disappoint, but I have got a few more things to offer you in replacement. I’ve got two Izuku orientated ideas in mind, and I’m currently pretty excited about them.

The first will be based around my original intentions for If Only, Izuku becoming a villain on his own accord, aware of his own actions. Less time skips and more world building, not ignoring important characteristics by giving them wishy washy ‘solutions’.

The second is an idea I’m quite fond of, Izuku becoming a hero without one for all, doing it with nothing but sheer willpower, hard work and pain. So much pain.

Sorry if this disappoints anyone, and the decision is not yet final, but I don’t want to be stuck writing something that I have no passion for just because it’s not finished yet, the writing will turn shit and I’ll just end up feeling worse because my brain will come a yelling ‘yOu CaNt WrItE’ which would be amazing.

I’ll update in a week, once again, sorry to disappoint.

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the second If Only ends im getting my ass and writing a villain momo fic because its such a good fucking concept how did i discover this so late

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god i can’t wait to introduce molten, shes so fucking fun to write

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yall,,,,,, holy shit,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

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help

My story: Dark, has themes of depression and I often describe graphic violence, Izuku slowly becomes a villain as his faith in humanity is crushed over and over again, commits violent crimes while being completely aware of his actions, my readers probably abandoned all hope for even a vaguely happy ending after chapter two

My writing process:

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I just gotta say I am so fucking excited for Izuku's evolution into a murder child. Fuck me up man don't hold back.

my dude my man my home slice bread slice fucking sAME

Also no need to tell me, I’ve had the ending planned since the beginning and woah fucking boy, shit is going to get wild.

I think the best advice I can give you without spoilers is don’t get attached to anything, because whatever my tags say will fucking happen. To be specific for those tags, seven, ten and twenty five.

;)

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I’m like halfway through chapter 9, but I was wondering what Izuku realized about the man with the nerve quirk?? Like idk if it’s revealed in later chapters (if it is can you let me know?) but sometimes I don’t see these things unless they hit me in the face and I was just wondering......(also ur fic is fucking A+++, 10/10 would die for ur izuku what a precious murder child)

I had to look back and check but AHA, YOU HAVE FOUND MY WEAKNESS, MAKING THINGS OBVIOUS. 

After rereading I’m pretty sure that this quote “Incredibly average, to put it simply. He would fit right in within a crowd, and the eyes made it obvious that he wasn’t a violent person, probably the sort or person to help others with their shopping or-“ was meant to be the realisation, that the nerve quirk guy looked too nice to go around torturing people because he can. Sorry for not making that obvious enough, I’ll keep an eye out for more confusing moments when I write!

Also thanks, and woo boy if you think he’s murderous yet you have sO MUCH TO LEARN (i expect the story to have around 25 chapters, and its fucking terrifying how badly im ruining this boy.) If you want an example of how much shit I’ve got planned, I’d recommend looking over all of Izuku’s thought processes/forum posts/texts throughout the story, because ive been a sneaky bastard and checking back on them so you can look at them and go “oh shit he definitely wouldn’t have said that in chapter one.”

Chapter one.

Chapter six.

Chapter twelve (yes it hasnt been published yet do i care(i do thank you for being patient))

dont worry he gets far more fucking murderous, like a ridiculous level of murder you wouldn’t believe

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chapter twelve is........... fun

im shit at writing character interactions so i just pile a load of fucks, chuck em in and hope for the best

you can see how thats working out

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I had a dream of the whole iconic reunion between villain Izuku and Katsuki and im actually crying because Katsuki did the whole shocked "deku...?" and Izuku cackled "Oh Kacchan, its not Deku anymore..." and then that bitch pulled one of those 'stare into the camera while we zoom in' moments and whispered "im Gundoriya Izgun now." whAT THE FUCK MAN

i hope you know ive been staring at this and crying since you sent it because no words in the english language can describe how strongly this specific arrangements of words and grammar makes me feel, I could make a fucking essay with all the different replies I have tried to formulate just to respond to this, I could get into fucking Oxford for psychology for simply trying to describe this message, I am incomprehensible even as I write this because I cannot fucking glance at this message without being broken yet again and cry laughing on the floor for a solid five minutes before coming back to this reply

you have broken me, and all my death certificate reads is Gundoriya Izgun 

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in other news

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im going to punch this background in the dick

yeah no this drawing had no direction, it just happened and now we’re stuck with it for the next eternity so ha fuckers suffer

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It's fucKing 3am and I'm cryinG AT GUNDORIYA IZGUN JUST OH MY GOD FUCKING GENIUS

IM STILL FUCKING CACKLING OVER IT ITS SO STUPID BUT ITS ALSO FUCKING INCREDIBLE

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GUNDORIYA IZGUN