[ifthereisarighttime]

> kafka

> they/song/it

> 19

> DID system

> cluster b + c

pfp

[weltenwellen]

Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours

[salemwitchtrials-deactivated202]

Red Doc>, Anne Carson

[ID: To feel anything deranges you. To be seen feeling anything strips you naked.]

[genius-lyrics]

Frank Ocean - White Ferrari

[r-siken-deactivated20210531]

saying your names, richard siken

[informationhazard-moved]

[weltenwellen]

Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

[zoemurphyrp]

“Just because I let you go doesn’t mean I wanted to.”

— (via have-a-goodnight)

[bpiercerps]

“I miss you the most at night. When everything is quiet and the silence reminds me that I’m not sleeping next to you.”

— 1120miles (via 1120miles)

[ifthereisarighttime]

i just cant get over the. The Knowing of it all yknow. like from the second we met i knew it was all fucked i knew you in particular were fucked i knew only one of us would make it out if i didnt find a way around it and youd think like. Knowing for that long would make the loss easier youd think those hours and days and years i spent haunted every single moment of our lives would make it eaiser when it finally happened but it didnt. nothing in the world prepared me for losing you. i wasnt ready. it couldnt have happened until i was ready but i still wasnt ready. a day hasnt gone by where some part of me didnt miss you even through the anger and resentment and blame of it all. i am so tired and my anger at everything has changed nothing about the outcome for either of us. youre dead and im not and i knew the ending the entire time

[oldwinesoul]

mi amor

[feral-ballad]

Vikram Seth, from Summer Requiem: A Book of Poems; “What’s in it?”

[wanderingsins]

[elysian101]

"If even a sliver of your soul longs for mine, I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to deserve it."

• Kai Azer, Reckless

[anditslove]

Matt Haig, How to Stop Time

[lillibettie]

[existential-celestial]

“I will love you if you don’t marry me. I will love you if you marry someone else…and I will love you if you have a child, and I will love you if you have two children, or three children, or even more…and I will love you if you never marry at all, and never have children, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all, and I must say that on late, cold nights I prefer this scenario out of all the scenarios I have mentioned…I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.”

— The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket