[ifthereisarighttime]

> kafka

> they/song/it

> 19

> DID system

> cluster b + c

pfp

[petaltexturedskies]

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[mournfulroses]

Marisa Walz, from her book titled "Good Intentions," originally published in February 2026

[mournfulroses]

Catherynne M. Valente, from her book titled "Deathless," originally published in March 2011

[1110-pm-on-the-clock]

11:10

[mournfulroses]

Empress Jitō, from a poem titled "The Empress's Song," featured in Japanese Women Poets: An Anthology

[mournfulroses]

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a poem titled "Interim," featured in The Complete Poems of Edna St. Vincent Millay

[weltenwellen]

Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours

[salemwitchtrials-deactivated202]

Red Doc>, Anne Carson

[ID: To feel anything deranges you. To be seen feeling anything strips you naked.]

[genius-lyrics]

Frank Ocean - White Ferrari

[r-siken-deactivated20210531]

saying your names, richard siken

[informationhazard-moved]

[weltenwellen]

Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

[zoemurphyrp]

“Just because I let you go doesn’t mean I wanted to.”

— (via have-a-goodnight)

[bpiercerps]

“I miss you the most at night. When everything is quiet and the silence reminds me that I’m not sleeping next to you.”

— 1120miles (via 1120miles)

[ifthereisarighttime]

i just cant get over the. The Knowing of it all yknow. like from the second we met i knew it was all fucked i knew you in particular were fucked i knew only one of us would make it out if i didnt find a way around it and youd think like. Knowing for that long would make the loss easier youd think those hours and days and years i spent haunted every single moment of our lives would make it eaiser when it finally happened but it didnt. nothing in the world prepared me for losing you. i wasnt ready. it couldnt have happened until i was ready but i still wasnt ready. a day hasnt gone by where some part of me didnt miss you even through the anger and resentment and blame of it all. i am so tired and my anger at everything has changed nothing about the outcome for either of us. youre dead and im not and i knew the ending the entire time

[oldwinesoul]

mi amor