little miss me

all the hate, hurt, and trauma..

[thoughtkick]

“You deserve someone who answers.”

— Unknown

[thequotespot]

“I became quiet, not because I had nothing to say, but because I realized not everyone knows how to listen without hurting you.”

[thequotespot]

[mournfulroses]

Izzy Ravas, from her novel titled Disarm: A Forbidden Romance (What We Don't Say,)

[catalisst]

would love to hear this someday ...

[surqrised]

“You will search for me in another person, I promise.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“Stop thinking so much. You’re breaking your own heart.”

— Unknown

[finding-me-xx]

So im expected to open my legs, just because YOU want it. BUT you won't even pause your fucking game to get me a drink, and then claim you 'forgot.'

You sure forget every single fucking time I ask.

[finding-me-xx]

Your wants & needs matter and only matter...

Well what the actual fuck about my NEEDS, fuck my wants, they dont matter either, but what about MY NEEDS?

[finding-me-xx]

One thing very few people know about me.

I was 🍇d 2 months before my 12th birthday.

At 30 years old, I still struggle with this. I still get triggered.

Not just that. My father knew, and did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

[finding-me-xx]

You see me drowning. Yet, you dont reach for my hand to pull me up, you reach for my hand to tie weights to it, dragging me further down.

Pretty fucked up, isn't it?

[positive-pumpkin]

If this is the sign you're looking for, please

stay alive

stay safe

Drink some water

eat something

get back into the things you love

Unclench your jaw

do some self-care

Take a shower or bath

Take your med(s)

[finding-me-xx]

Take my meds... yeah I probably should...

[thelatestkate]

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[thelatestkate]

[finding-me-xx]

Unimportant. Unnoticed. Unwanted. Unloved. Unappreciated. Forgotten. Useless. Worthless. Unworthy. Used. Damaged.

Nothing.

That is me..

That is all.

[massiveloserfemcell]

[finding-me-xx]

Yes, yes I am.

[feeling-likeastranger]

Sometimes I wonder if I even exist when no one is looking. I shift so easily into whatever someone needs me to be, and then I’m alone again, and I don’t recognize what’s left.

[secretiveblogstuff]

suicidal people aren't "great at hiding it" just nobody cares enough to realize that everything you do is a cry for help

they only notice the signs when they have to attend your funeral

[finding-me-xx]

It'll be too late.