little miss me

all the hate, hurt, and trauma..

[perfectquote]

“There’s always a little truth behind “just kidding”, a little knowledge behind “I don’t know”, a little emotion behind “I don’t care”, and a little pain behind “It’s okay”.”

— Unknown

[finding-me-xx]

I took the time and built myself back up, after an abusive an toxic relationship....

Just to let someone else do the exact same things, in the exact same way that he did....

I told you what he did, all of it, for you to make it a challenge to be just as bad, if not worse.

I truly feel unlovable and undeserving. I feel used. I feel empty. Im angry and im fucking tired of being angry.

Maybe I will never be, who i was before. Maybe I sont even know here anymore.

[souwrites]

While everyone else is full of life, here I am waiting for my death.

[rose-deactivated20260204]

Noone wants to listen to me pouring my heart out and I get it, it's a burden, but God do I wish that someone cared enough to listen anyways.

[perlmuttbluete]

And maybe that's the tragedy of people like me. We keep offering water to a world that left us thirsty. We keep building homes in our chest for people who never planned to stay. And somehow, after all of it, we still leave the porch light on.

-Notes from the bathroom floor.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Time passing isn’t an apology. (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[crucifiedhereticprincess]

healing does not require pretending it never happened.

[thoughtkick]

“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.”

— Swedish Proverb

[lovewarmsoftdeers]

it’s so painful to watch yourself grow cold, bitter, and resentful, even toward small, irrelevant things, when all you’ve ever wanted was just to be warm, gentle, kind, and loving.

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[coffeeandthoughtspoetry]

have you ever typed a message but halfway through you think "you know what, they don't even care" and deleted

[finding-me-xx]

All the fucking time. So many things left unsaid.

[futuristic-koala]

[finding-me-xx]

I just want to be enough. For someone, anyone.

[finding-me-xx]

I hate how much i relate to the song, "Every Part of Me by Miley Cyrus".

I dont feel like I even know who I am anymore. I dont recognize that girl starring back at me in the mirror. To be quite honest, I absolutely hate the person I see. Every single thing about me.

My looks. My kind heart. My heart on my sleeve. My anxiety. The depression. The fear. The bipolar depression. The post partom depression. The constant battle with health physically. The constant battle within with health. The constant battle within with my demons. With everyone else's demons. The raging emotions & feelings building and building..

I feel so broken down. That every piece of me i built back up, is no longer in even glimpse of sight. I feel lost.

But what does any of those stupid emotions or feelings even matter?

...

They dont. Because they aren't "facts". They aren't important. They dont really exist. Its just something wrong make up...

Wow. Cool. Great. Thanks...

[thoughtkick]

“You deserve someone who answers.”

— Unknown

[thequotespot]

“I became quiet, not because I had nothing to say, but because I realized not everyone knows how to listen without hurting you.”

[thequotespot]

[mournfulroses]

Izzy Ravas, from her novel titled Disarm: A Forbidden Romance (What We Don't Say,)

[catalisst]

would love to hear this someday ...