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fuck fuck fuck

Haven't felt this pit in my chest for a long ass time. Of all things trigger my anxiety. fuck this shit.

I'm tired.

I think I have been tired for a long ass time, part of me isn't even shocked anymore when people end up dissapointing me. I feel stupid, and I'm tired of it - of feeling too much, of caring and trusting people more, of risking my heart for love, for putting so much effort to be accepted and chosen. I'm tired of being the patient one and forgiving people. I'm tired of holding on to hope and seeing the best in people when they keep letting me down. I'm soo fucking tired.

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I forgot how tiring it is to fall for someone first... like what do I do with all this intense feelings inside me??? All I want is to be chosen too, and not having to fight like crazy for someone else. Why do I have to give my everything and barely get any idea of what they're thinking or feeling

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maruti-bitamin

Online store is open! New deskmats among other things🌱

Store

Store will be open for about a week. Then it will be closed for event prep. (Mr Surprise Beach Market etc)

If you reside in the US, there is the implementation of tariffs, so please read on my store for more info.

Omgg this is such an ugly feeling.. jealousy is an ugly feeling WHYYY AM I FEELING IT

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theseulgis

SEULGI, 'Baby, Not Baby' (250316)

officialfist

Rest in Peace, Mr. Turner

Actions speak louder than words but most of the times words cut deeper.

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selkielore

i love constantly evolving into a cooler version of myself

selkielore

btw by cooler i don’t mean like. trendier or more conventionally attractive but a version of myself that feels more like an honest representation of myself and all the layers of myself that are shifting as i grow and learn more about myself and the world …. (which makes me hotter.)