{L.C.A.}

L.C.A.'s new blog | |  Junior Poli Sci student.| Pre law |  The eagle in the falcon's nest.| ESTJ

[daydreaming-in-daisies]

“There is no trouble so great or grave that cannot be diminished by a nice cup of tea.” - Bernard Paul Heroux

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11, February 2024

Went to a milk tea place to order a cup of warm tea and did some more readings on Political Economy. I'm glad I was able to finish everything this week end and to read some of my non political books!

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7, February 2024

Studying for SEA tonight with a cup of warm tea.

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6, February 2024

Got some coffee while in Geopolitics class for extra energy.

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Pamper + some relaxing reading session because why not?

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I need more time here tbh..

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(Photo not mine)

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Went to SG last week and missed three days of class. Every single time I opened my phone during my trip, there were always updates of additional readings, presentations, and such. So here I was, flying home and reading.

[ignesc0]

Went to SG last week and missed three days of class. Every single time I opened my phone during my trip, there were always updates of additional readings, presentations, and such. So here I was, flying home and reading.

[butibelieveindivinity]

[ignesc0]

I have always wanted to become a person who studies liberal arts. At first I wasn't sure which specific one, but I ended up in Political Science in which I turned out to love and enjoy. Having the opportunity to ride a bus and a train everyday was, weirdly so, a dream come true for a homeschooler girl like me. An hour of travel does tire me out, but at least I got to romanticize my life that way.

I have always wanted my own room, and I am in the middle of giving it my own personal touch. I've got most of my books up on my shelves now, I've got my own little coffee corner thanks to my partner, I have photos pinned on my cork board, and my sheets are white, and a place to study and a little vanity.

I finally found out the style of clothing I want, I feel like myself now whenever I dress up, I got to have my own skincare routine that works for me, I got to find out how to take care of my hair just the way it needs to be.

I have books and such that I myself have written and paintings and sketches.

This might not seem much to some, but it is a huge accomplishment for me. A thing that I will never be able to have if it weren't for Christ.

[kafkabot-deactivated20240906]

"Just you, just as you are, including that terrible paragraph in your letter, that’s the way I want you."

Letters, 1914, Franz Kafka

[moominirl]

[joytri]

autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place

[ignesc0]

Am I worthy of the love I've been wanting?

Was it my fault for not waiting long enough for it to grow first in him?

Or is it just an issue of me:

That that kind of love isn't for me, or that I just am not the type to be loved that way?

{L.C.A.} //17, September 2023//

[ancientsstudies]

There is a season for everything under the sun.

ig credit: meshariver.

[ignesc0]

I like coffee, and sunsets, and driving all around town. I want midnight coffee dates, surprise flowers, and notes, and hugs. I want rainy season cuddling sessions, and peace.

I want peace and freedom.

{L.C.A.}  //5, September 2023//

[ignesc0]

Is it so wrong of me to want space to breathe with the one I love? Is it so wrong of me to want to rest my head on my lover's arms and close my eyes?

Breathe,

I just want to breathe without feeling guilty of the things that bring my heart joy.

Breathe,

Why am I not allowed to live without feeling bad of my existence?

Breathe,

I feel so suffocated.

Breathe,

I want to escape.

Breathe,

I feel like a criminal for wanting to

Breathe.

{L.C.A.} //5,September 2023//

[ancientsstudies]

The leaves are all falling, and they're falling like they're falling in love with the ground.

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I have been writing about how love is such a work, about how real love requires sacrifices, hard work, tears, and sometimes even blood.

I am in the middle of a battle, but I know I am not alone now. Someone is standing and fighting with me. God has enabled this and I couldn't be more blessed to have this man by my side.

Things are difficult, but I still feel the joy and love.

This is love, this is romance, this is a blessing.

We'll get through this stronger and more closer, my love.

{L.C.A.} //1, September 2023//