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I still have a month of summer break, I want to be extremely productive though both my body and mind wants to rest. So I guess, resting is also productive and necessary so I’d be recharged for my second year. <3

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28, May 2022

As I was sitting at a church cafe, I watched as the younger teens went inside the main hall, they all have friends, they were all laughing and having fun. And I can’t help but miss my friends. I was like that too, I was also an active youth member, I also had friends in church that I feel really comfortable with. But now, at 21 I realized how much things have changed. 

Now, I’m always sitting alone in church services, too shy to enter youth services, I don’t have anyone I laugh and hang out with, I have a lot to say yet no one is here to listen, I want to ask them for prayers for certain things but no one is there. I want to spend my time with someone even for just a day, but it’s either they’re busy or we just haven’t spoken for a long time.

I know that the walk as a Christian shouldn’t be done alone, that we must have our support group to pray and correct us. And I am still trying to bring myself into this new chapter. I am still trying to figure out how to make new friends and how to build lasting relationships. And at the same time, I am trying to really be disciplined and keep my fire for God burning.

All these things are very challenging, but it is worth it.

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Classes for our second semester will start on the 24th so I’m taking this time to post all the pictures of my organization’s activities on our FB page, and also update my online business’ page as well. I have been doing home recordings of my original songs with my uncle, and last but not the least, I’m now being more active in church again. 

For the past years, I haven’t really felt close to God and I have been praying that I become “on fire” again. And He answered my prayers in a way I did not really expect. 

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I may have had a slight crying sessiom earliee due to unrequited stress. I over analyzed the situation again.

But good thing is that

-I've finished our research yesterday,

-did some revisions my group asked me to do,

-lined up our data as additional,

-finished my reviewer for an upcoming exam, -did half of what I need to update on my CV, -submitted our practical exam,

-and submitted a quiz.

I'm not feeling sleepy, but I have to gather energy for tomorrow as I will be reviewing for an exam soon.

Good night! (Or mornight.. it's almost 2am!)

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Classes will start again tomorrow and I still have to film a video for our PE midterm exam and I am trying to squeeze in a pictorial of my products for Christmas.

Being a student and also have an online business is quite challenging, but somehow rewarding as well. I just hope I'd finally have time to post an update on my prods before Christmas time haaaa

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I hope that we won’t ever forget who we are and why we do the things that we love. I hope that we keep our creativity and passion alight no matter how windy our lives must be right now. Let’s not forget the child in us even if we are already adults.

And I hope through this, we’d spread light and warmth around us.

-{L.C.A.}

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It's only Tuesday and I am already oh-so looking forward for Friday.

I have a lot to work on for our ministry/org, plans and lists and agendas and a whole lot of meetings this week. And I haven't even started studying for our recitation on our Pol Sci class tomorrow. Thank goodness our History professor didn't give us any quiz and assignments this week.

Still, I enjoy all this chaos and work 💖

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10, October 2021

This week has been quite calm. Had a few seminars to attend to, got chosen for the deputy minister position, and had a meeting and a few brain storming sessions with our org. We also had a quiz which I'd say went well and of course... recitation.

Hope this week will go by smoothly as well!